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The Rural Voice, 2004-10, Page 36MY COUSIN, THE SQUIRREL Like a squirrel, I seem to have the habit of stashing away treasures, whether I need them or not By Barbara Weiler As I watch our family of squirrels attacking the bird feeder, I am reminded of the caches of nuts and tulip bulbs I often find in the garden beds, more evidence of these frisky inveterate hoarders. Then I contemplate once again attacking my basement and I wonder if sometime eons ago I had some kinship with these creatures. I hope I never need to move! How would I decide what to keep, what to discard? I know people who apparently have no difficulty shucking off the accumulated debris of their lives. Perhaps it is there that the solution lies — move often enough and the process is less painful, a continuous metamorphosis, a shedding of worn out epidermis, a 32 THE RURAL VOICE reptile abandoning its skin. A rational analysis of my proclivity for hoarding might help to overcome the problem. As the product of Depression -age parents, I learned frugality as I learned to talk and walk. "Waste not, want not," I am blessed or cursed with "Save it for a rainy day" thinking. That bit of string, that pretty wrapping paper, that blank envelope? Put it in the junk drawer, it may come in handy some day. Am I the only one left who has a junk drawer, that repository in the kitchen for the miscellaneous items that rapidly become a tangled mess and take forever to sort? Not only is there a junk drawer, there are junk shelves in the basement, old alarm clocks, radios, tangled electrical connections for who knows what — or whose — ghetto -blaster or eight -track player. All I am really sure of is that the week after I have stealthily assigned the item to the recycling bin, or heaven forbid the garbage, the voice of one of my adult children will ask, "Mom, whatever happened to my collection of Mad magazines?" You guessed it, the condition is hereditary. Or come to think of it, perhaps learned behaviour? In addition to being thrifty and opposed to waste, I am a hopeless romantic. I like to keep all those mementos of life that recall unforgettable events. I have boxes of the cards we were sent for our wedding, birth notices, report cards for three kids for 13 years, first poems and stories in wobbly printing,