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The Huron Signal, 1880-12-31, Page 2it14 • 1i111FQI1If1IF sea raa 4 HULAS CHAi'TER VM.. BAR .seat. Walking dross ltthtweols, L ! U toad me that Anemias had asked be best man st. wedding. I said 1 knew it, wish d be wwdd neem „Whys., Though the abrupt gusMi ora esrlsred me, I answered`, of cots ti the Lath; that if the best man wase n at himself. it would be one of the ono. Oscan, and I hated -" "Soldiers!" I told him ate& not kind' to ler always throwing In air. Leath that. amfuttstsate speech, that be ought not to tease me rue• Do I Mare ye.: t I was mot •was anf ft." ` "And tris mune" likely net, and I ala a great "llrilse on for saloon ng mys elf to be we- . "Dom, Urquhart -what a uios nates" TINEURO there. 1 think u is, with few • ata ice, the greatest a1�1iprtums to an Add. Few ass se esMdly .or reseed valise awe ;favors ainhum is ane, that wash tun doss alit do them keno childhood and youl►reagaasl• a a it stats seas and d where Rhe eagles d character se. off, end itsaaclinetions to morbidness, slani- tivenew, and egotism knocked dews. I think,tt is a gnat wonder to see Treberes such a pod fellow as he is, considering he bsdbmsn an only child." " Yoe speak es if you know what that was yourself.' No; we were orphans, but 1 had este brothel?'" This was the first tinge Dr. Urquhart had reverted to any of his relatives, air to his ;early life. My curiosity was strong. I risked a question: was this brother.elder or younger than he? "Older" SIGNAL, FRIDAY, DECEMBER 31. 1880. We wire 'very peaceful .�; it felt abeam like a wkicb hided it was with este tie ugtited. Ths a w member of eau setW�j �ss�rwsd toaske btmedf at essr— lY.lis Lisa, and held her bend mike ewer of bee spur -at whish I pwluesi. boll mealy thI flew Dr. Urquhart smile. asskeer► ell the uta. W atisteM he/ It was quite natural. Vie, _ �saslop. mss lees realms than usual, >y co smM.d . inns maybe, to her long letter and the prsap.d of seeing Trends in a week; he comes to the uparrage, of oourse. Poor fellow! what • pity we tamest have two weddings instead of one; it is rather hard for him to be only • wedding guest, and Penelope only a bridesmaid. But I am ceasing to laugh at even Francis and Penelope. I myself, in my own little low chair in its angle on the hearth -rug, felt perfect- ly happy. Is it the contrast between it and the life of solitude of which I have only lately had any knowledge, that makes my own home life so much sweet- er than it used to bet The gentlemen began talking together about the difference between • this quiet scene and that of November lsat year, ail th such tri les; ut 11r. l'rquhart "It is common in the family. There was Sebastopol taken, the army was making smut expect me to be es wise as hies- a Dallas.Urquhart, younger brother to ie up its mind to winter in idleness, as pelf; he is a great Aeal older than 1." Sir John Urquhart, who, in the religiuua merrily as it could. And then Dr. Ur - "Tell me, then," he continued, in that troubles seceded to Episcopacy. He quhart reverted to the tormer winter, the kind tone which.always makes me feel was in le:e with a minister's sister -a terrible time, until its miseries reached ,something like a little pet dr eikey I once Preabytetian. She died broken-hearted, .sad touched the English heart at home. had, which, if I called It across the field and in despair et her reproaches, Dallas And yet, as Dr. • T rquhart said, such 'would Dome and.layv its head con sit laud threw himself down a precipice, where misery scams often to evoke the noblest -not that, donkey as I am, T iacliue to his whitened bones were not found till half of man's nature. Many ap anecdote trouble Dr. Urgttbart in that way, "tell minty year' after. Is not that s roosnic proving this, he told about "his poor ine what it is you do hate?"histuryf" fellows," as he called them; tales of hero- • • l hate to have te.entertain ptrangers? I said raw anio and painful histories yes, patient endurence, unselfiabness, '•Then you do .not consider me a were common enough; there had been and genenuity-such as, w the myste- ';tanger?" some even an our inatter-of-fact family. re.ew agency of Providence, are always developed by that great purifier as well as avenger, war. Lietening, my cheek burned to think 1 had ebur said I hated soldiers. It is a solemn question, too momentous for human wisdoms to decide upon, and, probably, never meant to be decided in this world -the justice of cartage, the necessity of war. But thus far I am con- vinoed--a nd intend, the tint opportunity to express my thanks to Dr. Urquhart for having taught me the lesson -Mai to set one's self is fierce aversion against any class, ass class, is both foolish and maids, for we are to have healths drunk, wicked. We should 'hate' nobody. The 1 speeches made, and all the rest of it. christian warfare is never against sinner I Merev on us'. how will papa ever stand but against sin. it! Speaks of thestetistinof mortality in '('hese family events have always their ink the honest eye(' dull and mean- ingless, the wise lips jabbering foolish- ness; the whule face and figure, instead of being what on* likes to look at, takes pleasure to es. in the same mein, evuh— growtng ugly, irrational, disgusting -- more like a beast than a mail. Yet some women have to bear it, Wave to speak kindly to their husbands, hide their brutishness, and keep them from making worse fools of themselves than they a m help. 1 have seers it done, not merely by working -men's wives, but lady -wives in drawing -rooms. 1 think, if I were uuirried, and I eaw my husband the lent overoome by vitae, not drunk, may be, but just excited, silly, other- wise than his natural self, it would near- ly drive me wild. Less on my own ac- count than his. To see him sink -not for a great cruse, the height where my love had placed him; to have to take care of him, to pity him; ay, and 1 might pity him, but 1 think the full glory and passion of my love would die out, then and there, forever. Let me not think of this, but go on relating what oecured to -day. Dr. Urquhart's abrupt confession, which seemed to surprise Augustus as much as anybody,threw an awkwardness over us all; we spped out of the sub- ject, and plunged into the never-ending theme --terse wedding and its arrange- ments. Here I found out that Dr. Ur- quhart had, at first, refused, point-blank, his friend's request that he would be best -roan, but, on my entreating him this morning, had changed his mind. I was glad, and expressed my gladness warmly. I would not like Ih. Urqu- hart to suppose we thought the worse of him 'fur what he had confessed, or rather had been forced into -confessing It was very wrong of Lisabel. But she really seemed sorry, and paid him special at- tection in consultations about what she thinks the important affairs of Monday week. I was almost crass at the exem- plary patience with which he examined the orange -tree, and pronounced that the buds would opeu in time, he thought: that if not, he would try, as in duty bound, to procure some. He also heroically consented to his other duty, of returning thanks for "the brides - ••No; a friend" But he wee slot so inquisitive as I; nor I may say that, ho, short as our ao- should I have told him farther; we never fluaintance dates, I have seem more of )r. Urquhart, and neem to1 mow him better than any man in the whole course of my life. He did .not refuse the title I gave him, and I think he was gratified, hough he said only: "You are very kind. and I thank you." Presently I recurred to the subject of . riiscuasion, and wished hint to promise what Augustus, and Lieabel, and we all lesired. He paused a atoaner' and then said ' ecisively: •'I will come. "That is right. 1 knew we can always epend on Dr. Urquhart's promises. S%aa my gladnessovertoldt Would he :oisconatrue it? No; he is too clear-sight- ed, too humble -minded, Zeo wise. With fin I have always the .feeling that I . teed take nu trouble over what I do or say' except that it should be true and sincere. Whatever it is, be will judge it fairly. And if he did not, why should 1 ' tare) • • Yes, I should care. I . 'ike hint -I like hips very touch. It would be a com- fort to me to have him for a friend. One of my very own. In some degree he treats We as such; to -day, for instance, he told eve more about himself than he ever did,.t. any one of us. It. came out accidentally. I cannot endure a man Who, at first acquaintance. indulges you with autobiogrenhy in full. Such a man must be either a puppy or an idiot. Ah: there T am again at uy harsh udgmenta, which Dr. Urquhart has so tacitly repre 'ed. This good man, who has seen more of the world and its wick- , edness titan, ata ever likely to see, is yet the moat charitable man I ever .new. To return. Before we reached Ruckinnunt the sky had clouded at er, and in an hour it was a thoroughly ,wet afternoon. Penelope went upstairs ti ' write her Sunday letter, and Augustus pnd Liaabel gave broad hints that they wished the drawing -room all to themselves. Perforce, Dr. Urqu- hart and I had to entertain ourselves. I took him into the green house, `vhere he lectured to me on the orchidae- spm.k on this subject if we can help it Even the Granton. --our intimate friends ever since we came to live at Rockmuunt -have never been made acquainted with it. Arad Peeeelope said . there was no seed to tell Augustus, as it could not effect Kira, or any person now living, and, for the sake of the fancily, the sad story was better forgotten. I think so tau. With • sigh, 1 could not help observ- ing to Dr. t rspahart that it must be • very happy thing to have a brother -a good brother. "Yea Mine was the best that any one ever had. tie was a minister of the Kirk -that is he would have been but he. died . " "In Scotland?" "No -at Pau, in the Pyrenees. "Were you with him?" •'I was nut." This seemed a remembrance so acutely painful, that shortly afterwards I tried to change the subject, by asking a ques- tion or two about haisself-and especially what I had long wanted to find out -how he came by that eccentric Christian name. "Is it eccentric? I really never knew or thought after whom I was called." I suggested Max Piccolomini. Who is he, pray? My unprofessional reading has been small. I am ashamed to say I never heard of Mai Piccolomi- ni. " Amused by this nka•ie confession of igeosence, I offeredestingly to give him a course of polite 1iterstatoe, and be- gin with that grandest of German dra- mas, Schiller's Wallenatein. "Not in German, if you please; I don't know,• dozen words of the langu- "Why, Dr. Urquhart, I must be a great deal cleverer than you." I had said this out of utter incredulity at the ludicrous idea; but, to my sur- prise, he took it seriously. "You are right. I know I ata a coarse, uneducated person the life of an army.surgeon allows few opportunities of refinement, and, like many another ea and vegetation tf the tropics gener- boy, I threw away my chances when I ally, to his own -content, doubtless. andhad them." ,ar Itially to mine. . I like to hear his "At school?' :.alki , so wise. yet so simple; a fresh- "College, rather. Hess tdmost boyish, mons to linger in his nature still, and he lits the thoroughly hoyish peculiarity of taking pleasure in little things. He spent half an hour in reviving 'a hig brown .bee which had grown torpid with cold, end there was in his eyes a kindness, as ' ewer a huinan creature, when he gave into my charge his "little patient, whom I prom i.ed to befriend. (There he is, peer old felow, fast asleep to a flower -pot, till the first bright morning I can turn hits out.) "I am afraid, though, he will soon get into trouble again, and not find an kind a friend," said 1 to Dr. Urquhart. He will intoxicate himself in the nearest Hower -cup, and Beek repentance and re- , storation too bite." "I hope not," said the doctor, sadly :and gravely. I said I was sorry for having made a jest upon„hie favorite doctrine, of re- pentence and ristt•ratinn of sinners; whish he seemed always both to preach and to practice. "Do ? Perhaps. Do you not think t'e very much needed in this world?” 1 said I had not lived long enougb in this bored to find one "I forgot bow young yeti were." He bat once in his direct way, asked n►J' ago and 1 had told hien. mush 'dis- posed likewise to di.-posedlikewiseto return the geestion,bnt was afraid. Sometimes I feel quite et home with him, as if i could say any - theca to hut, and then again be makes me, loot actwlly afraid -thank gesdness 1 never was afraid of anyman yet, and hope I never shall be --t shy and quiet 1 suppose it is became he is so very good; because in his Wince my follies sand wiokedsees ]nidi Oben heads 1 eerie p ealig wend about them, or shout myself d ea and arty think - not of him so owe as of eserrthing higher and better thea .dobe pis or Dm Surely this clarinet be ttleesteg, The bee eraseYsu seeded. we sat down, silent. lista/mkt le die ala psalering no the glass roil of the green - a it was rather a dreary day f Nagar think' of Limbel's loving rufous Ikea wee for m.. and with that nem, which 1 have often ended Dr. Urquhart tumid my sad away toy various iaismeaRew shah Tis borne l'rurt, and the Mfr relaIlesief oar Liss-- not many I said. slippilly would have norther brother who edea, -in - "Where did you go to college?" "At St. Andrews" The interrogative mood being on me I thought I would venture, a question which had been often on my mind to ask--naucely, what made him choose to be a doctor, which always seemed to nie the most painful and arduous of pro- fessions. He was so slow in answering, that I bevau to fear it was.one of racy too blunt queries, and apologized. "I will tell you, if you desire it. My tuutive was not unlike one you once suggested -to nye life instead of de- stroying it; also, because I wished to have my awn life always in my hand. I cannot justly consider it mine. It is To heaveu, I conclude he meant, by the solemnity of his manner. Yet, are not all, lives owed? And, if so, my early dream of perfect bliss, namely for two people to spend ,hair live. tovether in a sort of domestic Pitcairn's Island, cradled in $ spiritual Pacific Ocean, with nothing to do but to love one another must be a del.sion, or worse. I am beginning to be glad I never found it. Ws are not the birds and butterflies, but the laborers of the earthly vineyard. To discover ode's rig it work, and do it, must be the grimul secret of life. With or without love, T wonder? With it, 1 should imagine. But Dr. Urquhart, in his plan of existence, never seems to thilek of such an insignificant necessity. Yet lot me not .peak lightly. I like him --I honor him. Had I been his dead brother, or a sister- - which he never had -1 would have helped rather than have hindered him, in his aelf- meriarieg ewer. I would have scorned to pot in Ley poor skim over him or his saietpoe. It would have seemed like Midas fon daily nye tke gold et tb. eaauteasy. And lara, Psairiag over all I have hessikabode.vend sees in hien, die ee1(f A.eY;11a bseuism. the religions perky of hie alis --whish arae reseed In even dm beat et Tr. - hose to pm - i t..o dsdMsL 4ale *Sing of Umbel is iwesiem te shah I .all to mead ens inches t of this day whish .ttartlad, sheathed tae; mmeeraieg which even now I ern warmly credit the the army, •Dr. Urquhart surprised us by stating how small a percentage--blea rue I am beginning to talk like a blue -book' -results from death in battle and from wounds. And. strange as it may appear the mortali►_: in a campaign, with x11 its fatal chances, is less than in barracks at hone. He has long suspecsed this, from painful side. I em sure papa will feel it. I only trust that no chance ubser- vatiobs will strike home, and hurt him. This fear haunted me no much that I took an opportunity of suggesting to Dr. Urquhart that all the speeches had better be as short es possible. "Mine shall be, I promise. Were the accounts of the men, and having you afraid of it'I" asked he, smnhng; it lately, from clear data, eaeertained its • was just before the horses were brought accuracy, intend!' urging it at the Horse up, and we were all standing out in the Guards, or failing there, in the public moon -light -for shame, moon, leading press, that the causes may be inquired les to catch cold just before our wedding, into and remedied. It will be at some land very thoughtless of the doctor to personal risk -Government never likes allow it, too. I could see by his smile being meddled with; but he seems the sort of man who, having once got an idea into his head would pursue it to the death --and very right too. If I had been a man I would have done exactly the same. All.this while I have never told -that thing. It carne nut, as well as I can re- member, thus: Dr. Urquhart was saying that the average mortality of soldiers in barracks was higher than that of any correspond- ing class of working men. He attributes law." demos of my owe ease. 1 Yee cannot be in (answer We had all ,lathered rend shefere I w 1 bed not been. and yet waiting papa a return from IM seamed I act but speak my tenet that 1 service Penelope Umbel, 411=�ela�, braless or sisters, ie Mw nt in blood. Dr Urquhart, andI: tb wLa bed were Asa anything but a bleedad. cleared iii. and there was only • soft "1 must emphatically diger held run drip, dap. on the glass ..f the green that he was now quite himself again -- which was a relief. "Oh, nonsense! I shall expect you to make the grandest speech that ever was heard. 'But, seriously, these sort of speeches are always trying, and will be so especially to papa.' "I understand We must take care: you are a thoughtful little lady." He sometimes has called me "Little Lady," instead of "Mies Theodora""Yes, our father will feel acutely this first break in the family. this to want of space, cleanliness, fresh I said I did not mean that exactly, as air, and good food. it was not the case. And, for the fust "Also to another cause, which you al- time, it struck me as sad, that one I ways find flourishing under such circum- stances -drink It is in a barracks just as in the courts and alleys of a large city -wherever you find people huddled together in foul air, ill smells, and gene- ral wretchedness -they drink. They cannot help it, it seems a natural neces- sity." "There. we have the doctor , o his hobby." Gee -up, doctor:" cried Augus- tus. I wonder his friend stands his non- sense ro good-humoredly. "You know it is true, though, Tre- herne," and he went on speaking to me. "In the Crimea, the greati curse of our army was drink. Dnnk killed more of us than the Russians did. You should have seen what I have seen -the officer maddening himself with champagne at the mess -table -the private stealing out to a rum store to loose secretly over his grog. The thing was obliged to be wink- ed at, it was so common.' "In hospital, too," observed Captain Treherne, graduplly listening. "Don't you remem r telling me there was not a never knew, whoni I scarcely ever think of, should be lost from among us, so lost as not to be even named. Dr. Urquhart asked me why I looked so grave? At first I said had rather not tell him, and then I felt as if at that moment, standing quietly talking in the lovely night. after such a happy day, it were a comfort, almost a necessity, to tell him anything, everything. "I was thinking of some one belong- ing to me whom nobody knows of, whom we never speak about. Hush,' don't let them hear. Who was it 1 But I beg your par- don, do not tell me unless you like." From his tone -he thought, I know he thought—Oh, what $ ridiculous, impossible thing : Then I was determin- ed to tell. "It was one -who was papa's fav%,rite -among us all.- 1 "A sister 1" "No, a brother." I had not time to my any more, for they were just starting, nor am i mtisfi- week passed that you had not cases of. ed that I was right in saying so much. death solely from drinking?' ,, But the confidence is safe with him, and "And, even then, I could not stop it, he will never refer to it; he will feel as nor keep the liquor .outside the wards. we do, that a sabjeot so painful is best I have come in and found drunken or- avoided, even among ourselves- on the derlies carousing with drunken paitient•; whole I am glad he knows. nay, more than once I have taken the brandy bottle from under a dead man's pillow." ' Ay, 1 remember," said Agustus, looking grave. !Umbel, who never liken his attention diverted from her charming self. cried saucily : ' All very fine talking, Doctor. but yon shall not make me a teetotaller, nor Agustin neither, I hope." " I have not the slightest intention of the kind, I assure you ; nor aloes there seem any necessity. Though, for those who have not the power to resist intoxi- cation, it is much safer never to touch stimulants. ' Do you not touch them 1" " I have not done so for many years." " Because yon are afraid 1 Well, I dare say you were no better on than your set b)n. rr 1 T' I whispered, for I mw Dr. Urquhart winos under her rude words; bat � t►we u no stopping that gOrr.tants, den w confess, Doctor just for fen. Paps is not Were, and well ted so tales out d seiod-wen you ever in year life, to w your own ug y word, dread 1" rr Onon,. Writing this, I can hardly believe he said it, end yet la did, in $ quiet, low voieet as if the aonfeaaien was fond frons him ae a sort of voluntary expe- ties. Dr. Urquhart dr usk ! Wbat a fright- ful idea ' i'nder what eiremmalaaoa endd it possibly have happened ? Owe thing 1 would stake my life upon -it war happened but that once. I have hese thinking, how horrible it must be to sae anybody -ane rand for Coming indoors, the girls made me very angry by their jests, but the anger has somehow evaporated now. What does it matter ? As I told Lisabel, friends do not grow on every hedge though lovers may, and when one finds a gond man one ought to value him, nor be ashamed of it either. No, no, my sweet moon, setting so quickly behind that belt ref fin, I will hke him if I choose, as I like everything true and noble wherever 1 find it in this world. 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