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HomeMy WebLinkAboutZurich Herald, 1915-07-02, Page 6TheL d„ r. 'of .t. Ors Leonora West's' Love. C11,*;PTER XXXV.-(Cont'd). "Ah,,.:why-.? I have my suspicions Lieutenant De Vere, but I shall no impart them to any` one—at least. n yet. • But he has behaved very badly going off like this. I do not know how to make excuses ' for him, least of all to Lady Adele. She was jealous Iast night. I :could see that. What will she say now? Clive has been playing fast and loose with me ever since last fall. It cannot go on for- ever. I shall oke hiin understand that." with vexation. "Slee is full of spleen and venom. I must go out or I shall be tempted to say .something sharp of to her."' Ile went and as he was leaving, she fired a lash shot at him: "Take my advice, and don't delay the proposal, young man. Don't let excessive modesty deter you. Re- member that faint heart never won fair lady." "Do not be. too hard upon him. Give him time, Lady Lncaeter. Be will not brook harshness, he will break a tight rein and escape from it. ou'thouldyknow that much of all men's natures, said De Vere, plead- ing for his friend. "I have not been hard upon him. I have been. most patient; but his be- havior' is inexplicable," cried she. "I have: offered a .wife and a fortune to him -a beautiful, high -bred, high- born wife, and a splendid fortune -- yet yet he is indifferent to • both. All Lady, Ade�la.s beauty makes no im- pression on him. He is barely civil to her. What is the matter with him, Lieutenant De Vere? Is he going to. be fool enough to fly in .the face of his own good fortune?" "I hope not" said Lieutentnt De Vere, but he looked very anxious, He remembered that "whom the gods wish to destroy they first make mad." Lancaster was mad—mad with love for the beautiful, penniless American girl, Leonora West. De Vere had suspected it all along, he was sure of it now. That song last night had opened his eyes. A pang of bitter, futile jealousy shot through his heart. He believed that his friend was an unacknowledged rival. A vague terror of the end rushed over him. Who would win, Lancaster or himself ? Lady Lancaster came nearer to him—she looked anxiously at him with her small, bead-like black eyes. "You and . Clive are intimate," she said; "you ought to know. a great deal about him. Tell me what it is that makes him so blind to his own interests? Is there any one in the way?:' Is there any woman in the case?" "I am not in Lancaster's "confidence, believe me, Lady Lancaster," he re- plied. "If there be any woman in the case, he , has never told me so., Per- haps you are making a mountain out of a little mole -hill." • She studied, him attentively.- I shall find out nothing from you. I can see that," she said. "You will never learn anything from me derogatory to his interests --be sure of thatt," he replied, loyal to his friend in spite of reawakened jealousy. "And your own wooing—how does that .prosper ? she .inquired, with something .like a sneer, abruptly changing the subject. He flushed indignantly. "You are pleased to jest on deli- cate subjects, Lady Lancaster," he said, stiffly. "I beg your pardon" she answered, quickly. "I did not know you were so sensitive, but I assure you that I. -take a great interest in your love affair." "Thank you. I understand the ori- gin of your interest," he answered, with a slight smile; and she winced perceptibly. She did not want him to know whither her suspicions tend- ed. "I dare say you think me a very meddlesome old woman," she, said, abruptly; "but you have my best wishes for a successful suit. gees West is beautiful and accomplished, and with your wealth you can have no difficulty in lifting her to your. level. "She is the most beautiful of wo- Men," he answered, forgetting his momentary ill -humor in the pleasure she awoke in him by her artful' praise of Leonora. "And you will lose no time in mak- ing her your own? Delays are dan- gerous," she said, with a subtle meaning his t beat, "I know that. But I ani a coward; I am almost ,afraid to ask her for the boon I crave most upon earth," ' he said, giving her in those few words a glimpse into his full heart. "Pshaw! you are a. coward," said eny lady, laughing. "Where is the wo- man our face is going to refuse you with y a e and forts ne , You are�� a prize in. the matrimonial market. "But I want to be accepted for my- self, and jnot for my fortune, Lady Lancaster, he answered, proudly, and yet not without a sense of satis- faction over these worldly advant- ages dvant ages of his. It was very pleasant to be his own piaster, to be able to do. as he pleased, to ask no one't 'leave to marry whom he wished, Lady Lancaster laughed a very. dis- ageeable laugh. "As I ani such an old woman, you will forgive me foretelling ryou snot to be a fool, Lieutenant ;De V er,e, she said. "There are very few men who ere married for themselves alone in these days, and, id let me add,there are. very few who deserve it. he aver- age woman looks out for money and peritiion row, Be sensible, and thank your lucky stars that when you go to roe r t Mize West you cart carr,, a foi- 1 h your, hand, as well as:a t sl'li t a very disagreeable old wo- re. li; raid to himself, reddening CHAPTER XXXVI. Sitting in'the quiet little. room of Mrs. West that. morning, with the golden sunlight •of June,shining in through the screen of flowers at ..the window, the pretty American girl lis- tened to the story of the grande pas- sion told in as eloquent phrases as the young soldier could command—a story as old as the world, but ever sweet and new. Leonora listened with dewy eyes and hushing cheeks. She knew the value of all that he was offering to her—knew that he was wealthy, that he was heir to a title, that he had a warm, true, manly heart, and that in his affection for her he was run- ning ceu iter to the wishes and de- sires of all his friends. It was but - natural that she should feel proud of his homage. She wished that she might have loved him in return. A. sense. of shame and embarrassment stole over her at the thought that while he offered her so much she could give him nothing save the calm regard of a friend. She drew away the hand of . which he had possessed himself, and the 'rich roses mantled her cheeks as she said, gently and sadly: "I thank you very much' _ for the honor you have done me, and I wish that I could' love you, but—" • "But what? Oh, Leonora you are not goingto be cruel to are not. going. to refuse me ?" he cried, anxiously, and he looked so handsome and so ardent that her heart ached for him, and she wished' again that she might have loved him, and said yes instead of no to his manly pro- posal. "I am very' sorry," she said, and the pretty.. face looked so shy and troubled, that he longed to gather her in his arii�ais and kiss the sweet lips into smildleagain. "I am very sorry, and I don't`emean to be cruel, Lieu- tenant De Vere—but 'I must refuse, because 1 clo ii of love you." "Let me teach you," he cried, ee- i1 dently. "I know I have been 'tyro pre- mature. I have asked you to' love. me too soon; heti have been so afraid of a rival, my darling." Leonora smiled pensively and bit- terly. "A rival," she said, with a quiclely suppressed . sigh. "Ali, you need not have feared that! No one would sae- rifice anything for my sake but you," He thought he understood the i1- Iusion and his heart sunk. HL gently touched the small hand that lay on. her black dress. "Do not judge any one hardly, Miss West," he said. "There are many who would love you and make sacri- fices for you if they had the chance. And you know I should not have to make any sacrifice at all. T am rich in my own right. I' could lift you at once from -the level you now occupy to one more worthy of you—one you would adorn: and vtiiiere your beauty and accomplishments would be Bated at their full value. Oh,' Leonora! do not say no just yet. Let me woo you a little longer—a month a year. In time' you might learn to ve me. Let me still hope on. I love ou so dear- ly I can not give you up yet!'" She blushed deeply, and the long lashes drooped over her cheeks, but she answered, firmly: ' "It would be very cru61 for me to Iet you keep on hoping Iihe that,Lieu- tenant De Vere. I could nevr be yours it you waited months and years. I will tell you_ the truth. There is"—a gasp—"some one—some one else that I love." A moment's dead silence. `• The girl drops her shamed face in her lianas. Presently he says huskily, yet -with manly courage: It is some fortunate suitor you have left in America. Let me con- gratulate you, Miss West." But she answers, in a sad, shamed voice: "No, you need not' congratulate me. I am not "any happier than you;are. He—he does, not love me. Does not love • you? Then he must he a stock er a stone," De Vere says, indignantly. "He is neither,"says Leonora, with the pretty pensive .smile she has worn throughout their interview. "But let us 'speak no more of it. •.I should.not 'have eonfed'sed to4you only: to show you how futile it ,would be for you to go on loving ,.me. I thought it 'but justice to you. ;It; may ,make it eas- ier for you to" forget. .:me. "I shall never .d. that," he answers wih edTiviction. 4. "You think so now?.but time will eonsole'you," siriilins.. >" hall be gone out of your life fore •r,;in a few weeks. "Gone?" he 'echoes, blankly. "Yes; I amgoing away in three weeks time., Aunt West goes with me to Ameriea. He starts, "Is it passible?" "Yes we are goingto seek` a, home in my own land. BiHie bon voyage, Lieutenant De Vere. You are the only friend. I' have made in England, that is, if I may call you my friend," wistfully. He gulps down a great sigh of die - appointment, regret, and pain, and holds out his hand, "Yes, I am your friend, if I can not be your lover," he said, manfully. CHAPTER XXXVIL Something ike a week later Lieu.- tenant De Vere, st g down a street in London, comes suddenly face to face with Clive, Lord Lancaster. "What! not gone home yet?" says the former, in surprise, and Len - easter flushes guiltily. "No; but when did you cometo London?" he inquires, "Several days ago," De Vere re- plies, carelessly, and scanning his friend curiously. Lancaster dpes not bear the scrutiny . well. Ile ie wan and haggard looking.There is no color in his usually florid face; and his eyes are heavy* and restless,;, "You have not finished,' your visit so soon, I trust," he observes, eyeing his friend in turn with a close scru- tiny. De Vere has a worn air, too, as if 'dull and ennuye. "Yes, I have finished my visit; I clid'not care to remain after my host took such a cavalier flight. "Ali, indeed!" sarcastically. "But I did not know that T was the obJect of your visit." "You were' not, particularly; but I' came away because I had no longer any excuse for staying." The tone was so peculiar that Lan- caster looked at him more closely. He caught De Vere by the arm a lit- tle nervously. • "De Vere, you don't mean to tell me that she has refused you?" She is so indefinite. Whom do ,you mean?" . airily. T thought there was but one she in the case. Miss West, of course." eobte "Has she refused' you,.I say, De Vere?" imploringly. eyes.” "Really?" with something like in- credulous joy in his,voice, though he tries hard to keep it out of.it. He has been so jealously sure all the while that Leonora would accept "the goods the gods provided," 'that he can scarcely take in the truth now. "`Yes, Miss West has refused me, really. You seem glad of my ill -hick, Lancaster," in a tone of subdued bit- terness. Lancaster is suddenly shocked at 'himself. "Oh, no, no! 1 beg your` pardon a hundred . times, I did not mean it at all. I am sorry. for you, old fellow, but I can not understand it, really." "Perhaps you are dull of compre- hension. Take" a cigar to brighten up your understanding." They light their cigars and walk on together, and then De Vere con- tinues,: on tinues; "What is it about' the affair that - you can not understand?" "That she should • refuse Clunk: I thought she. would' be sure to aecdpt." "Ali!" said Lieutenant De Vere, dryly, and then he took several moody puffs at his cigar. Yes, I honestly thought so. Did she give you any reason for refusing you?" "Two reasons," De Vere replied, la- conically. "One ought to, have been enough," said his'friend. "Yes, it ought to have:been,' I know,"said De Vere, reddening warmly. "But, you see, I did riot' want to take no for• an answer, so when she said she couldn't marry me because she didn't love me I wanted her to take time. You see, I thought she might learn to love me. 'So, then, to escape my importunities, she had to put in another reason." "And that?" asked Lancaster. "I• am not sure thateI ought to tell. I think she told me as a secret," he answered, thoughtfully. And then when he saws, Lancaster's grave, disappointed face, he. said, suddenly: "Tell me your secret, ' Lancaster, and I will tell you hers. Why did you run away from Lancaster Park?" "Because I was a coward, De Vere -' that is all," bitterly. "But why? Were you afraid that your aunt would marry you off willy- nilly to the earl's daughter?" "Not exactly, although there was some danger of it," said Lancaster, smiling. "There was some other reason, then? Come; old fellow, are you ashamed to confess the truth?" "I' should have been a week ago. I think :I might own it now with the bribe you offered in view." "What was it, then?" curiously. "This; I was madly in love with Leonora West, and too selfish, or too jealous, or too great a coward, to stay and witness your happiness as her. accepted lover." • ''Hum! All the happiness you would hae witnesse wouldn't have hurt you,"ruefully. "And so you ran away like a coward! What have you been doing all this' while, truant?" "All sorts of foolish things, I'm afraid.' For one thing, I've been try- ing to exchange out of my own regi- ment into one ordered to India,"• Lieutenant De Vere was betrayed into a whistle of profound surprise: '4Whewl„ •Yes, admitted the big, .handsome fellow, shamefacedly. "But do you mean to tell me that you were going ter throw over the whole thing, Lady Lancaster, Lady Adele, and all—just because you were disappointed in love?" queried De Vere, in wonder. "Yes, r believe "I was --though I didn't think much ah about it You see, Iwas just u running away a g headlong ad o... frof n my own misery." . ing I did not really 'believe you were so romantic," said De Vere aft" loo 'pause. , ter a sag.. . You mean i so foolish," said his friend,, eyeing him closely, "Well; perhaps so," admit ed t the lieutenant. *Mµ "A man must be far one, indeed, to throw away twenty thousand a year and ,an earl's daughter for the beaux Yeaux of a pretty little penniless girl. Such luck is not met with every day.,' "Leonora is worth it all," said Lan- caster;, warm, "Yes, ifa onely, could win her;' but but then you were throwing all away, without anything. in return. You should have remembei!ed thatou would lose all and gain nothing. What says the poet: • "`What care 1 how fair she. be, If she be not fair for me?' Lancaster said' nothing, only sighed furiously, "Look here, old fellow," said his friend. "Tell me the truth. If you could get Leonora, would you really throw over all the rest for her ? Would you do the all for love, and the world well lost' business?" An eloquent look from Lancaster's dark -blue eyes was, his only answer. "You 'would. Then you are.. "a far gone indeed, I do not think I ought to countenance you in such egregious folly. I think you will becured of your madness when I' tell you her. second reason for not loving me." Lancaster looked at him imploring- ly., mploring- ly. "Say what you are going to say, De Vere," he said, almost roughly in the misery that filled. his voice; "but don't chaff! Think what I've endured already. I' love, Leonora to madness. If you think there's any hope for me, say so at once and put me out of misery." "Lancaster, I'm sorry for you, upon my soul, but I don't think there's any chance for you at all. Miss West told me quite frankly that she was in love with another man." Lancaster gives a great start. He says, hurriedly: "Who is the happy man?" ' "She would not tell, but of course it cannot be you, because she says it is .quite a hopeless passion.. He -does not love her; she admitted that with the reddest blushes." "No, of course, it can not be me, for I am quite sure she knows my heart. I have shown her my love un- wittingly more than once, and been laughed at for my pains," Lancaster admits, with bitter chagrin and de- spair struggling in his voice. • "Poor little girl! It. is strange that she should love in vain. .It is a cold- hearted man indeed that could be in- sensible to so much beauty and sweet- ness," De Vere muses aloud. "I think it is some one she has 1 t in New. York, for she -and Mrs. West are go- ing to sail for America next week, to make their home there." "Then that ends all," Lancaster says, moodily. • "Yes," De Vere • answers, rather gravely. "And , there will be one erage folded down forever in both our lives, eh, old fellow? We are ii the. wore , boat, you see. But take my ad- viee,, Laza@aster, doze -Cit this episode spoil your prospects. - Throw '.up the India scheme, and go home and. marry the earl's daughter." 1 CHAPTER XXXVIII. Lady . Lancaster was surprised and angry and frightenedall in one when she heard that Leonora West had re- fused Lieutenant De Vere. She made him n the truth'when to carne to' ow make • his hasty adieus, and she round- ' ly abused the "pert minx," as she' called her, for her "impertinence and presumption." "Who does she' think she will get? Does she think she will capturan earl or a duke?" she sneered, and De 1 Vere answered, coldly: o no leve that s e has an "Id tba li h y matrimonial designs on any one, Lady 'Lancaster. She returns to. America in a very few days." 1 !Lady Lancaster was so surprised 'that she gave 'vent to her relief 'by a , hasty exclamation: "Thank Heaven! And -I devoutly -wish that she had: remained there." "There are mord` 'persons than `one I did not come to terms soon she would never forgive him, and worse still,: she would cut him out of her will. Lancaster threw that letter angrily into the Are, and swore to himself' that he would not go near Lancaster. He would go off to India, and she might buy another husband for her favorite with the money she prized so much. • I•l!e. Would .have none of it. (To be continued.) SIR DOUGLAS HAIG. Anecdotes Which Show the Calibre of British Generals, A friend of mind, . Mr. de F., who since the beginning of this war was attached to .the "Mission Francaise," near the British headquarters of Sir John French, and who followed the fortune of the British army; related to me an anecdote showing the calmness and - self-control of Sir Douglas Haig in the face of a very great danger, writes Mr. Paul Balbaud. This was during the retreat towards Paris, when the Britisharrny was closely pressed by the German troops. Sir Douglas Haig was with his offi- vers, in Landre'cies. It was dinner time, and all the staff was at the table when the general was informed that Germans had reached the place' with motor cars and the headquarters was in a very critical position, risking be- ing surrounded any minute. Sir Douglas Haig quietly got up, gave his orders for the defence of the. place, ordered the barricade ,of the streets, and probably knowing that the forces the Germans had brought hurriedly were not important enough to prevent his passage, sat again at the table and continued his meal. as quietly as if he were a hundred miles away from a deadly danger, ,though the fight was going on and the bullets whistling all through the streets of the city. He was right since he pass- ed and is now in command of his army in the north. ' According to my friend, the bravery of Sir Douglas Haig has been very often proved during this terrible war, where bravery becomes so difficult in front of an enemy, who most of the time remains invisible and under the pouring rain of murderous shells. Once, not very long ago, some- where around Ypres during the first battle of the Yser, one of the roads of communication between two towns occupied by the British troops was under the enemy's shells and it was most dangerous to pass along it. Sir Douglas Haig having to go to inspect his advance troops, rode towards them on horseback, and seemingly im- mune from the terrible danger, went on as quietly as if • he had been on a morning ride • ` at Hyde Park. My firend, who was in his limousine with the French mission, confessed that he would have liked very much to pass at full speed across the dangerous sec- tor, but taken by the sight of such bravery, he followed the general with- out increasing his speed. Men of that sort in our days are real leaders of troops, as men wouldgo anywhere when they have confidence in their chiefs. SILVER THREADS AMONG' THE GOLD. Darling, I am • growing old, I Si ver threads among the gold Shine upon my brow to-day— Life is fading fast away; But, my darling, you will be. Always young and fair to me; Yes, my darling, you will be Always young and fair to me. When your hair is silver white, And your cheeks no longer bright' With the roses of the May ' I will kiss your lips and say; O, my darling, mine alone, You have never older grown Yes, my darling, mineealone; You have never older grown. who will agree with your Iadyship there," he said, betrayed into a,laugh at her naivete. "Whom?" she exclaimed, with • a start. `'Myself for one," he answered. "1 am not at liberty to implicate any elle else." She gavehim a savage glance. "Do you mean my nephew?" she inquired. "I said I was not at liberty to name any one else," he replied. Then he went away, and Lady Lan- caster straightaeray confided the fact of his rejection to all the ladies in the house.Y'They all agreed with her that Leoib ra West 'was an impertin- ent ' minx'to have refused such a splendid ogee, but that it was a nar- row 'escape 'for Lieutenant De Vere, and that he had need to be very thankful over it. In the' meantime 'yancastei sLad. L ' 1 guests grew very curious over her ! nephlev,! s absence. The earl and his daughter talked of going away. They ! felt ;secretly aggrieved • and resentful ; over Lord' Lancaster's continued ab- sence. . It was a palpable slight to them. They did not believe the story of important business in Leaden. What business ' could he have? Lady Lancaster wrote her nephew a sharp, imperative letter of recall: She was on thorns lest her long- cherishecl scheme should fail. She intimatedquite plainy that her pa- tience was exhausted and that if he Love can never more "'row old— Locks May lose their brown and gold, Cheeks may fade and hollow grow, • But the hearts that love will know Never, Winter's frost and chill; Summer warmth is in them still; Never Winter's frost and chill Summer warmth' is in them still. Love is always young and fair What to us is silver hair, Faded cheeks or 'steps grown slow To the heart that beats below? Since I kissed •you, nine alone, You have never older grown- Since, I kissed you, mine alone, You have never older grown. —Eben E. 'Rexford. Never in Funds. "Blivins reminds me of .the letter ,et.” "VThy so?" "Because he's always out of 'cash' and invariably in `debt' " INPLIJEN Catarrhal i'O'bber, riulteye, elhippinq rover,Epi p Lot)tio. r1:nd, all diseases of the horse affecting his throat, speedily . rair:d4 n«Trs rind horses In same stable kept i`rorri ,having Huai i v rasing "r3t'bii i�''S raateillyi'1031 "IOCOIEPOt1 . 8 to C doers erten euro. One bottle guaranteed to euro orae ease, :,c re for brood mares, baby .colts, stallions—all ages and coa r�,iGeou•;. Most skilll`u1 scientific compound, .Any drngl sPo',x�`'' -,ente.(1fa 00., Goshen, lielseilmeklibioavootowvrio On the Farm Starting a Dairy Herd. With the average farmer the cheap- est and most satisfactory way of starting a dairy herd is to select aft foundation stock good grade cowEf and a pure bred bull of one of the strictly dairy breeds. The grading up will be most rapid when the pre- dominant blood in the grades corre- spond with the blood of the sire, writes Mr. John Michels. A foundation of this kind, of course, does not produce stock that can be registered; butby continuing the use of good, pure-bred bulls of the same blood, stock is soon obtained which,. so far as milk and butter production are concerned, very closely ap-. proaches in value that of pure breed- ing. To start with a pure-bred herd is practically beyond the means of the majority of farmers. Furthermore, there is an objection to placing well - cared -for, . pure-bred cows under` av-3 erage conditions as to feed, care and.. management, because under any such. change the attainment of satisfactory results would be practically impos- sible. Where there is a gradual in- fusion of pure blood, as in the case of grading up a herd with pure-bred sires, the new blood is gradually ac- customed to the change of environ- ment, the herdsman is given the ne- cessary time to change his methods to meet the requirements of pure-bred cattle. Where the dairyman understands the management,' of the pure-bred stock and has the means with which to buy the right kind, a pure-bred herd may be started to good advant- age. • One of the chief dangers in start- ing with a pure-bred herd is the lack of funds to procure the right sort of animals. Instead of buying a pure- bred bull and a number of pure-bred cows of common merit, it is better policy to buy relatively cheap grade cows, and to add the money thus sav- ed to that originally set aside for the bull. This extra money is likely to be the means of securing a bull of outstanding, merit. Whether the cows be grades or pure-breds, it is of the highest im- portance in building up a dairy herd to secure a pure-bred bull of real merit. Unless the bull is descended from good milkers, it is; folly to ex- pect him to produce good milkers, no matter how fine or ideal he may be as an individual. . It is, furthermore, of importance to remember that a herd cannot be suc- cessfully built up unless the bulls that are successively used belong to the same breed. If the grading -up is begun with a Jersey bull the process must be continued uninterruptedly by the use of Jersey blood. The importance of the dairy sire is recognized .in the expression: "The brill is half the herd." Usually, how- ever, the bull is more than half the herd, either for good or bad. In the case of common or grade cows, for example, the pure-bred bull may count for three quarters or more, of the herd by reason of his greater pre- potency. To so great an extent does the bull .determine the improvement or deterioration . of • the herd as ' to 'call for theutmost caution in his selection., In the case of a dairy bull, espe- cially a young bull, his chief value is determined by theperformances of his. ancestry. The points of greatest importance to consider in his pedi- gree are. the following: (1) The merit of his mother and his sire's mother; (2) The merit of the daughters of his sire and grandsire; (3) The value of the daughters of his darn and his grandam; (4) The value of his sisters, if he has any; and (5) the value of his own progeny, if he has any. The farther„ back consecutively good re- cords can .be traced the more valuable the animal. It should always be re- membered, however, that near an- cestors count for a good deal more than those more remotely related. With a first-class bull at the head of the herd, rapid improvement is ef- fected by selecting and retaining calves Ti.orn only the best mincers, at the same time culling out those cows whose records have not been. satisfac- tory. This word cannot be done to best advantage unless records are kept of the quantity and quality of milk from each cow for a whole lacta- tion period. Where all of the cows in the found- ation stock are grades, none ofthe calves, of course, can be registered. It is desirable, therefore, to add to the herd from time to time, as means permit, some good pure-bred cows of the same blood as the bulls that have been rased. This has the advantage of enabling the owner to dispose of his calves to better advantage. - The purchase of cows, however, is always attended with the danger of introdueing contagious diseases into the herd. or this reason, the, buying of the cows should be carried on in a, limited way only. It is; of course, al- ways in order to buy eows wheir the object is to add to the herd pure-bred; individuals of ekeeptional dairy merit J, 1