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HomeMy WebLinkAboutThe Herald, 1908-10-16, Page 7LESSON III.—OCT. 18, 1908. ll)avid'& Kindness to Jonathan's' Sona- a Saul. g: age. Commentary, --1. David finds Jona- than's son (vs. 1-5), 1. Of the house of Saul—Several years had passed, since the death of Saul. During the greater part of this time David had been einggaed in wars securing peace in Israel. He reign- ed seven and one-half years in Hebron, and after that over all Israel. When a season of peace caro David recalled his covenant made with Jonathan before Saul's death, after which came the years of his wonderings. During these years the covenant had been renewed. Now that David was firmly established on the throne, it was safe to draw SauPs house from. obscurity, He had perhaps some time before accidentally heard, of the e9ncealect abode of the unfortunate Me- phibosheth. .& servant , . , . L % --Ile was prob- ably known to some of D y d's' officers -'and hunted up by theni, He diad -Gleii care of Saul's, property in the tribe of Benjamin. He seems to have became a freedman at his master's death. 3."The kindness of good Kindness such as God himself shows, or kindness in God,, out of reverence for God, for God's .sake, or kindness in pursuance of the covenant of the covenant between him and Jona- than, to which God was a witness (1. Sam. 20: 14, 42). Whenever the love of 'God reigns in the hearts of men it is ever going out in search of opportunities to do good. Comforts of home, pressing businesscares, or public interests never hinder the action of love. All these things are as eyes to discover opportun- ities of showing our gratitude to God, in our devotion to the interests of our fel- lowmen. The more unfortunate, the more helpless the subject, the deeper our love is stirred to relieve the creature. Jonathan hath yet a son-Mephibosheth, who was about five years old at his father's death (at Gilboa). His nurse, horrified at the news of Saul's and his son's death, flying as she thought for her life, had let the child fall and lamed him for life, probably dislocating his ankle, knee or thigh (2 Sam. 4: 4). This misfortune had prevented him from public life. 4. In the house of Machir—Josephus calls him "the principal man of Gilead." "Machir was a rich man, judging from 2 Samuel 17: 27, who, after the death of Saul and Jonathan, had received the lame son of the latter into. his house."—Keil. Lo-de-bar—Across the Jordan near Mahanaim, where Ishbosheth, his uncle, lived for seven years, during the time 'David was in Hebron. 1L David shows kindness to Jonathan's son (vs. 6-8), 6. He fell on. his face— Showed reverence to David as his king with' such tokens of fear that David was obliged to encourage him. �; David had thus done honor to Jonathan when he was next to the throne (I. Sam. 20, 41), It was Oriental custom that rulers should slay ell the relations of a prede- cessor. Knowing this, the young man might have feared that he had been sus- pected of aspiring to the throne and was summoned into the king's presence to receive sentence of death. He came at the ]ring's request. He was at the king's mercy. He was unconscious of the king's plans or purposes. He had been discov- ered in his obscurity and poverty. He was the last living relative of Saul who 'was David's sworn enemy . Custom was not ready to make his case exceptional. He might consider his life ended 7. Fear not—David was not unacquainted with all these circumstances and facts. He knew his power over the life of Mephi- bosheth and he quickly saw that the un- fortunate man expected he would exer- cise it against him. He therefore hast- ened to assure him that he had no cause for fear. Will surely show thee kindness —The mind and disposition of the king was entirely contrary to all his fears. That deeply planted love, which Dame from God into his soul, wag the reoring power with David. Having that, his nat- ural affections were quickened and kept alive, though many years had passed since his heart was joined in brotherly love to Jonathan. His love had found ex -pression in a sacred vow, and he now purposed to carry that vow into effect. Eat bread at my table --The highest honor any subject could enjoy. When David saw that Jonathan's son was a cripple and situated in obscurity there came no feeling of repugnance, no thought came no feeling of repugnance, no thought that it would not be kingly to take notice of such a subject as he . No, love never acts in that way. Love led David to do the greatest thing in his power and not the least thing. This faithfulness did not deprive David of any glory nor rob him of success or divine favor, neither did it male his name a grace in the record of kings. His ex- ample has stood for our profit. 8. .A. dead dog—Though the son of a ce and the grandson of a king, yet family being under guilt and wrath, anti himself poor and lame, he calls him- self a dead dog. --Cam. Bib. Compare 1. Saan. 24, 14, 15, 11. David restores the inheritance to Jonathan's son (vs. 9.13.) 9. Have given all tbat pertained to ,auk ---He re- stored to this crippled boy all of the pri- vate estate of his grandfather, Saul, comprising what fell to Saul by inherit- ance from Irish and what he had himself acquired, the same having fallen to Da- vid as crown lands, or been taken pos- ee4sion of by relatives of Saul. This lib- eral kindness would raise Mephibosheth from dependence upon others to comforts able eiretunstances. 10. Thou •--• shell till the land—By order of the king. Thus' aleiphiboeheth was made very comfort- ebbe, havin0 a geed taste without are, having much ineonte and little expense, e, at seemsthat Ziba and his family- had NZ the care of the whole 'estate and culti- vated it at theirs own expense, yielding half the product to Mephibosheth for tee support of his household, for he had a family. Ile would live as a nobleman at Jerusalem, 11. So shall thy servant do--Ziba appeared to be faithful at this time, but afterward proved untrue, Two incidents which occurred during Assalom's rebellion, seventeen or eighteen years of ter the events -of to -day's lesson, bear upon this story; I. "During his rebel- lion Zfba betrayed his master and false- ly accused him of treachery to David. The king, believing him, as was quite na- tural wider the circumstances, took away Merphibosheth's property and gav away Mephibosheth's property and gave it to Ziba. Later on, when Mephiboseeth seemed to tell him the truth, explaining his :position and action, David restored half of it" (2 Sam, 16; 1-4; 19, 24-30.) 2, "When David fled from Jerusalem from Absalom and had reached Mahan - aim, the friend of Meiphibosheth, Maehir of Lo -debar, brought him beds, utensils, food and luxuries, because his people were hungry, thirsty and weary in the wilderness" (2 Sam, 17; 27-29). 12. A young son Whether born before or after his residence in Jerusalem can- not be ascertained. Micha—ealled Micah in 1 Chron, 8; 3e. This spn became the representative of Saul and had a numer- ous offspring who were leading men, in. the tribe of Benjamin until the ce ptiv- ity.—,Spence, Questions --At what time in David's `reign is this lesson? Why was David concerned for the family of Saul? Why had Jonathan's son lived in retirement? How did he come to be lame? Why did he fear when he came into David's presence? What assurances did David give hire? What lands were included in David's promise? What was the great- est honor he could bestow? How did Mephibosheth receive David's promises? Who 'was made witness to David's words? What was assigned as a duty unto Ziba? Whom did he have to help him? When did Ziba prove untrue to his master? What incidents in Abso- lom's rebellion bear on this lesson? Teachings—We should search for op- portunities to do good. We should be Christlike in all we do and do it all for his sake. The piety of parents is worth more than riches. We should respect those who are above us. We should ex- press our gratitude for all our blessings, Innocent persons are sometimes so plac- ed that circumstances are against them and cause the false reports of enemies to be aecepted as true. Remember the case of Lady Jane Grey in English his- tory. We should be very careful as to what we believe about our friends to their discredit, even under the most in- explicable circumstances. A -Christian should not only love in word, but also in deed and in truth (1 John 3:18). PRACTICAL APPLICATIONS. I. Love remembers vows. Covenant vows were to David a solemn obligation, yet the keeping of his vow was not irk- some, for it was made in fervent love. Though he was raised to a high position of honor, his heart was as tender as when he was -a shepherd boy caring for his father's sheep. That same power which made him great so many years before, was the moving power when he had authority over all Israel. Tho thought of Jonathan brought up again the old love, and it yearned for some one on whom he might bestow some ex- pression of his enduring love, and there- by fulfil his covenant of former years. Time had not erased from memory the scenes of other days, though circum- stances had delayed his action in the matter now so important to him. U. Love is kind. "The kindness of God" (v. 3), is "great kindness" (Neh. 9:17), "marvelous kindness" (Psa. 31:21), "loving kindness" (Psa, 63:3). Hindness to all (Matt. 5:45). A heath- en maxim is, "Wish well to all, but do good only to your friends." Paul's high- er rule is, "As we have therefore oppor- tunity, let us do good to the heavenly Father by deeds of love to his children (Matt. 25:40). He bids us "be kindly affectioned one to another with brother- ly love; in honor preferring one anoth- er" (Rom. 12.10). UI. Love seeks an opportunity to do good (v. 5). •Many are willing to relieve the unfortunate when their attention is called to them, but few seek out the poor and afflieted. Get from your pas- tor a list of the invalid poor in your uparish, and visit them. but few seek out the poor and afflicted. Get from your pastor a list of the invalid upoor in your pa rish and visit them. Go into the poverty-stricken portions of the city, where the little neglected children swarm and invite them to your Sunday .school; or temperance school, or sewing school. 1V. Love is grateful (v.7) .A good man kept a diary in which he recorded every act of kindness. He preserved this record of friendsship lest his mem- ory should prove treacherous and these kindly offers never be requited; and he exhorted his children to remember, when he should be no more, all those to wlhom he owed a debt of gratitude for their kindness. Have you any debts of gratitude unpaid?' Remember any who befriended your parents in time. of need, to whom you should show the kindness off God? ' V. Love is true (v. 7). More than twenty years had elapsed since Jona- had pledged each to the other, that they emir(' show kindness to their chil- dren'$ children. David, the Icing, is faith- ful to hie covenant. Neither lapse of time, nor changes of circumstances af- ford any excuse for the unfulfillnnent of an agreement. Fidelity to engage. remits, nga - remits, either busbies or social, is a vir- bus to eultivate. VL Love is sacrificing • (vs. 9, 10), David had reason to avoid the descend - anis of Sitnl, whose house was a rival one, But ir, the tttrseelfish kineness of his heart he cared for the young cripple as though he were his own son, oblivi- ii of the feet: that tee bit•F.'r Enmity Saul Merht show itself in his descen- dants, Vitalis, a''godly lean, stood near hit; friend, Urging, a celeebtatea phytin- Iden, who was cord need tio die for the gospel. The tonvieted men trembled, wavered, and scented; about to give up hie faith, rather than die for it. His friend, Vitalis, came close; beside frim, and though he knew it would cost him hie life, said.; "Wluatt have you been so industrious theretofore to preserve men's bodies, and will now shrink at the se.v- ing of \your ow,n soul. Bc courageous." He grew strong end brave and his faith- ful counselor was condemned and died with hian,; VII. Love returns good for evil (Matt. 5.44). '.phis Jesus did when He healed the ear of Mamhus' (Luke 22,51) ; when He forgave the .penitent thief (Luke 23,43);, when He prayed for ,iia mur- derers (Luke 23.34). David forgot that Saul had been bis enemy; he remember- ed that Jonathan had been his friend. mem NORFOLK COUNTY APPLE INDUS . FRUIT GROWERS' ASSOCIATION HITS DONE A GOOD WORK, recent Weather Has Caused Fungus Growth on Gxeenings—The Crop Very Heavy. The Norfolk County Fruit (:;rowers' Association have beep daring excellent work for some years past. They Have their headquarters in blmcoe, where they have a solid and cornmudious fruit storage building •alongsiete of the Grand Trunk Railroad:; and from welch they ship their apples to the ditterent marl:- ete in Ontario, to C rlwipeg and otuer western points, to kuelioid, liliuvis, where a groat deal of their luck is han- dled, and to the'Englieh markets. Tiley have been packing zed shipping their fruit for the past four years and have established a high reputation for their branch. They have a)so carried off a number of the . prizes for com,nereial packages for the past two years at the Ontario ix'uit 'Growers' Asso.ciat-ran show, held in Toronto each year in Nov- ember, Much of this is due to the en- ergy and capacity of air. James John- son, of Simcue, the founder. and manager of the Association. Beginning with the small number of 17 members they have now a membership of about 150, ail own- ing orchards. Under Mr. Johnson's sup- ervision, they have brought these or- chards to a high degree of excellence. The latest and best methods of prun- ing spraying, cultivating; fertilizing and tliinnaig, are carried out in the most thorough manner, and the orchards cer- tainly show great results for the care expended upon their, e'our- reporter has just had the privilege .A inspecting many of these Assoeiati, r;rorchards, where the apple harvest is r present in full swing, and, although= ex•:krienced apples ow- er of many years' standing, he was sur- prieed at the- size and' quality of the crepe The trees certainly present a sight wonderful to behold; laden as they are wThh Snows, kings, Baldwins, Spies, Tolman Sweets, Russets, and numerous other varieties of the best quality. (great numbers of the trees have substantial props placed under the branches all around them •so as to enable thein to carry their crop without breaking down. The ^Greenings, too, have a wonderfully heavy crop, quite free from worms and up about 10 days ago perfect in qual- ity. Unfortunately during that time the unusual weather conditions prevailing, two close days combined with very heavy dews at night, have caused a con- siderable development of the fusrgas spot. This has caused the pereentn.ge of Greenings unfit for barreling • to run much higher than usual. It has affected the: orchards unevenly, some being bad- ly affected. and others comparatively tentouehed.-The subsequent eeld• weather checked this growth and no further spread of this disease " is anticipated. A few Baldwins and Snows have been injured, but the damage is chiefly con- fined -to the Greening variety. Num- erous gauge are now engaged in the work of picking anti pricking in the orchards, As the apples are picked from the trees they are placed on a sorting table, and immediately graded and peel- ed. Only numbers one and two grades are put up in accordance with the Fruit Meeks Act. Your reporter visited, many of the or- elaardas and examined into the quality of the pack there, as well rte examining dif- ferent barrels awaiting shipment at the storage building, and ;was delighted at the carefulness and excellence of the pack, The Association's card and address with a short description of ita methods, is placed at the tap of every barrel. This Association is certainly to be eon. gratulated on the good work they arc doing for the apple trade. WERE MEN DECEW ED? More They Look at Sett!eirient Less They Like It. Winnipeg despatch: The strike issue's' settled, at least so far as Winnipeg ]s concerned. At. a mass meeting of the strikers this morning a large num- ber - related their-exl,erience, and it was decided that the action of the ,nee in refitting to go aaeK LU WU:K law - Actually should be backed up and en- dorsed by the entire body. • It was the unanirrlau,s opinion of ail in attendance that there was- some- thiIig wrong, area teat bIL'pneous ter- 1nn,.:tancc:s have attended the whole conduct of the strike. Since the ar- iival on tine e•xt•cu.ti•, e officer the old leaders, who have always taken is prominent part in. the -officer of an ad- visory board, has been kept in the dark regarding all the negotiations. Even the labor organ has .been kept in ignor- ance as to what was going on in the in- ner eireles. SEATS COME HMI $19,500 Paid For Membership on the Montreal Exchange. • Montreal, Oct. 12.—Frank \Voir bought ;s� a seat on the Montreal Sto.Exchange today for $19,500. The seat was bought for F. T. Bu- chanan, and it is said that the pre- vious owner was the late Dumont Laviolette. It was sold through L. J. Forget & Co. After the sale was made $20,000 was bid for a seat by a member of the exchange. ACCUSES CONSTABLE REMARKABLE STORY TOLD BY F. SPRAIN AT PARRY SOUND. Court Shows Little Faith in the Italian's Yarn, and Ile is Given a Twelve -Year Sentence for Shooting With Intent at a Constable, Parry Sound despatch: The fall assizes for the district opened here today, Mr. Justice Macelahon presiding. The first charge heard was that of shooting with intent to commit murder, in which Frank Sprano, the Italia::, charged with bur- glary and escape -from imprisonment, re- sisted arrest, near Byng Inlet and tried to. shoot Provincial Constable Knight and District Constable Madigan. The charge of shooting at Madigan was first tried, and the evidence was most conclusive against the prisoner. In his own defence Sprano went into the witness •box and told a most extra- ordinary story. Ile denied having fired a shot at the constable, saying that while he had the rifle he had no ammunition. but mere pointed the weapon to frighten the officers. But the most astonishing part of his story was to the effect that he and his companion had been hind by Constable Moore, him- self an Iti i:, , e ,..,l 111„ tic .:, wns taken to Key Harbor, and that Con- stable Moore tat., given 1.,, a rifle for the purpose of having hon shoot a pian named Watts. and that he was to give hire, the prisoner, $10 for this mur- der of Watts. The prisoner told a detailed story of the alleged bribing of himself by ('on - stable Moore, het the court put little faith in the story. which was proven to be at least partly untrue. in that it was shown that Sprano himself stole the rifle from another Italian, The judge's charge -wits strongly against the prisoner, and the jury, after a chart absence. returned a verdict of guilty of shooting with intent to commit murder. Sprano was sentenced' to twelve years' imprisonment in the penitentiary, this sentence to run concurrently with sentence of three and a half years on other charges of which he had been convicted by Police Magistrate Ferrer here recently. In view of the conviction of Sprano on the first charm that of shooting at Pro- v]nc•ial Constable Knight was not pressed. A LIMIT TO SKY -SCRAPERS. New YorkBuilding Code Committee Wants Maximum of 35o Feet. New York, Oct. 12.—If the build- ing code revision committee has its• way, according to a resolution adopt- ed to -day. buildings in this city will rte restricted to 3(10 feet in height mikes they rime a park, square or PRIle7C1J OF WALES OAK. plaza. when they gray be built 350 feet high. An ordinance will be Tree Planted by ,ting' E3ward in New drawn seontaining these provisions, York Cut Dona New York, Oct. 12.—The big Eng- lish oak known• as , the Prince of Wales' tree, which grew from an acorn planted in the Mall in Central Paris in 1861 by the then Prince of Wales, now icing Edward VII,, hes been cut down by .a park foreman, upon the order of Park . Superintend• eitt Beatty. The ettintp was pulled out and the spot covered with sod, Since 1003 the tree 'has been rot- ting. It was close to the band stand, and many persons rote to the newspapers suggesting dwlutt it he removed. Several attempts have been made to save the oak by filling the rotted places with paraffi.ne, The acorn from which the tree grew vvats brought by the Prince of Wales ram England: GOT LIGHT SENTENCE. TORONTO 'MARKET: Farmers' Market. The receipts of grain today amounted:. to 'about 1,100 bu:le,a, .)ni ,y h.. -r,J.J Oiis11tes •senlrig at ,,y to 51h', t)aty ltiitil :Sales et -etei buelele gt 43e,. Li'iteat is unchanged, with -uieh of e00 bnohce;a of fall at 1/0 • to Ole and of 100 bueliels of goose at See, :hey rs, •tilich:t•ttgt 1 with fair reaeipt,e; 330 loads sold at ti 13 to •15 a ton. Straw is quoted at er4 a tee for bundl::,i, ,;reseed hogs are quoted at .:eeee for hoary-, arci at 4,1). 00 for light. • Wheat; fall, bu;iicl.. ....y u 80 $ 0 91 Do,, goose., Intshrl .. .. 0 ti's 0 00 Oats, 00.411(1 0 4.1 0 45 Barley, Wellel , , .. . 0 55 0 58 Jiye, bltshe1 ,,. 0 75 0 00 Bea*, barrier . , . ... ... 0 90 ii 00 flay, per ton , .. ... 13 00 15 00 Straw, per ton .,, ,., 13 00 14 00 Dr ;sed Wes- ... ... .. 9 25 9 40 Butter , . 0 25 0 '2e3 Do,, creamery . , , .. , 0 27 0 30 Eggs, dozen , . , .. 0 25 0 28 Ol'liclaens, dressed, lb. . , . t) 12 0 13 Fowl, per lb.. .. , . 0 09 0 10 Ducks, spring, Ib.... ... 0 12 0 13 Turkeys, 1b. .. . .. 0 10 0 18 Cabbage, per dozen ... . 0 25 0 3e Onions, bag , .. ... ... 0 90 1 00 Potatoes, bag ... ... , , 0 65 0 85 Apples. bbl ... , 1 00 1 75 Beat, hindquarters .. . , 8 00 9- 00 Do., forequarters .. .. 4 50 6 00 Do, medium, carcase .. 5 00 6 50 17o., choice, carcase . 7 50 8 00 -Mutton, per cwt. '... .. , 6 011 A !td) Veal, prime, per cwt. ... 7 :50 10 419 Larub, per ewt. ... , .. . 8 50 050 Lamb, per cwt. .. , 8 tio e see Live Stock. Receipts of live stock on Wedn.:wily, as reported by the railways, were 55 ear loads, 1,114 cattle, (1Z1 hogs, 341 sheep and lambs and 32 calve:s, tic quality of the cattle way the'woret of the sea•sun thus far. One prominent dealer said diet out of the 1,114 euttle un sale there wile not ono load of good cattle in the lot. Trade was fair; considering the qual- ity, with prices about the sale as quot- ed for- Tuesday's market!' Seeds. The offerings are moderate, with pi -hies unchanged. - Dealers pay the f )1 - lowing prices at country pointy: A]sike, extra fancy, x`'7.40 per busliel; No. 1, $7 to $17;25; tio. 2, etieS0 I'.: `0.7.,; to $0.25; red clover is quoted at $a to $5.50 per bushel. Timotny-, el::,i to 4;1.05 pet- bushel. OTHER MARKETS. New York Sugar Market. Sugar, raw, nominal, fair refilled, 3.43 to 3.1.8e; centrifugal, 90 test, 3.93e to 3.USc; molasses sugar, 3.18c to 3.95e •; re- fined, easy; No. 0, 4.00c; No. 7, 4.S5c; No, 9, 4.4:50: No. 10. 4.35c; No. 11, 4.30e; No. 12, 4.24c; No. 13.4 2:0c; No. 14, 4.15c; confectionery, 4.30e; mould, 5.35e;. crushed, 5.79e; 'powdered, 3.IOc; granu- lated, 5.0ac; eubes, 3.25e. Winnipeg Wheat Market. - Following ere the closing quotations on Winnipeg -grain futures: Wheat -.October 97eee bid, December 92eee bid. May f17See. bid. Oats--Octeher 37fee bid, December 36e asked. British Cattle Markets, London.---i.ondon (soles for cattle are steady at Ileo to 123.e per pound, dram - ed weight: refrie(fetor leaf is quoted at 9?4 to I0?tc per lb. Montreal Live Steck: Montreal. --About 950 head of butch- ers' cattle; 35 ruileh cows and springers, 300 calves, 1,100 sheep and lambs, and 8220 fat hogs were offered for sale at the East -end Abattoir to -day. There were no prince beeves on the market, and 43_`e per way about the highest figure paid here to -day, and from that down to 334o per lb. for pretty {;cad cattle. the com- mon stock bringing from 2 to 3c and the canners from lee to 2e per .10. 3liloh e•aws sold at from $30 to. $35 each. The calves were nearly ell grassers, which sold at from 23e to 31t:,c per lb. Good veals sell up to 5c per ib. Sheep sold at about 334e per Ib. and the laiieb♦ about 5e do. (food lots of fat hogs ,sold at from 6, to 7c per lb. Montreal Markets. .Montreal—(,rain—There was no im- provement in the demand for oats and the tone of the market is easy, but prices show 110 actual change. Ontario new crop No. 2 white are quoted at 45 t,) 45 1-2e, No. e at 44 to 4.4 l -2e. and No. 4 at 43 1-2e to 44e, with Manitoba old erey leo, 2 white at 47 to 47 l'2e, No, 3 at 40 to 46 I 2c.• and rejected at 45 to 45 1-2c per bushel, ea store. Flour --Owing somewhat to the scarcity of - winter •w.heat flour on spot, end the son - Mucci small offerings from millers in bitario, a stronger feeling prevails in he market In spring wheat flour the paling is• firm; with a fair volume of atents, $0; seconds, $5.50; whiter wheat atc'tlts, v.5 to $5.,10: straight rollers, s4,30 to $4.60; do„ in bap, $2.I0 to ;$2,20; extras; ;11.75 to *1.88. Deed—A .firm feeling prevails in millfeecl under a good demand and continued small of- . felines,. Manitoba bean, $21 to $22, shone $25; Ontario bran, $21 to $22; shorty; $215e middlings. $26 - to $27; shorts, $26 per ton, inohtding hag's; pure plain 111 0 11 111 18, $30 to $35,'milled grades, $23 to 4)28 per torr Cheese– We terns, 12 12 to 12 5.8e; easterns, 12 1-8 to 12 3.8c, Butter --Strong, 25 1-2e whole - Sala Three Months for Aylmer Operator Who C Stole Money. St. Thomas, Ont„ despatch: J. W. Swift, the \\'abash td lr';raii aoperator at iiy-i- It finer, who d' ainpcd on August 24th i' with $75 of the company's funds, and who was arrested the Same night, came up before Jncige Colter to -day for sen- tence. His counsel produced testimony of Swift's past good conduct, and on aceount of his youth Judge Colter inn- tenced Swift to three months in the county jail, starting from the time of Iris arrest. • b - There are people so eonstituted that they seem to get a lot of pleasure out of not having any fen in life.