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HomeMy WebLinkAboutThe Brussels Post, 1887-1-7, Page 204/0.3w n.I.W/ nLWWON..0/44"'FCYC"`M '.""",,Kaaa'fe-�Ya*WW=VMW,VP.,WIT TeMaar A V.A4t v,ANT WIFE. Br P. Wenese. Author of "Tun Hoven or VIZ hfAlten," "Ar sus Wo,um'a :trance," Ero, CB.APTR XXII. Annie felt a ourious and altogether new sensation as she submitted to be carried off to the hotel by her husbaud, whom success in this small enterprise had restored to the happiest and most affectionate of humours: It was the first time since the early days of their marriago, when the privilege had soon alled, that she had gone about with him as a protector, and the pride and pleasure in the position ho ingenuously showed surprised and amused her. They were, as he had predioted, very comfortable at the hotel. With asto- nishing tact Harry forbore to press his grievances against his wife, and devoted himself to banishing the remembrance of the " clever man who could do every- thing " by taking her to theatres and tuatara -galleries, and to the park, and to expensive (liners at the best restau- rants, with an assiduity which ebuld not fail to touch her. Indeed Annie did not quite know what a happy passage in her life this was until after it was over. She wished to be, and she thought she was, tormented a little by self-reproach caused by her bad treat- ment Aubrey Cooke; but the feeling was not strong enough to outweigh the delightful souse of repose she began to feel in the consciousness that she was surrounded by a great love. Her bus - baud was so watoliful, so affectionate, refrained so consistently from exacting demands of demonstrative fondness fromber, that she had no time, no ex- cuse for such a sentiment as real regret. He insisted, against hor will, upon tak- ing her to and from the theatre to re- • hearsal, and asked her, when she ob- jected, whether she was ashamed of him. " If you are, say I am an old servant 'of the tinnily," said he proudly. But Annie silenced him imperiously; and the confession that sbe made in the theatre that she was married, and that the handsome young fellow who brought her backwards and forwards was her husband, while it brought down upon her some accusations of coquetry, sent her np in popular opinion as the posses. sor of such a tall, well -bred -looking lord and master. Life had gone on very smoothly in this way for nearly a week, and it was the clay before the opening night of 1'a• Marie, when Harry, finding himself at the end of his ready money, tlioegbb of changing his cheque. Iuthe evening Auuie noticed that be was rather preoccupied during dinner, and, when she asked: whether he had got some gloves ho had promised her, he said he had not been able to get them yet, Dub she should have them on the morrow. "Did you Changs the cheque, Harry ? Yon said you would give the money to me to takecaro of," she suggested, laugh- ing. No ; I haven't changed it. Tho fact is," he eontinnod, seeing a look of per- plexity on bis wife's face, " George has over drawn his account a good deal, and they won't ca -h such e big cheque until they have Beard from him." " But fifty pounds is not such a very large sum; and your family has banked there for years and years, I know. Doesn't it seem rather strange, Harry, that they .'could reface when they lfuow you. so well ?" This was rather an unfortunate sug- gestion, as the character of the Braitb. waste boys had not always stood high in money.mattsrs ; but Harry only said— " Oh, it will be all right of oourso 1 I wroteto George this afternoon, and I shall get an auswer to -morrow or Mon- day. Don't you feel awfully nervous about to -morrow night 2" "Indeed I do. If it were not for the way you take me about and divert my thoughts, I believe I should make my- self ill by the way I worry myself about it. I must go now; rehearsal begins at seven, so I shall be wanted at half - past." This was the night rehearsal, on the eve of the producbion of the new piece. For a week the manager bad not slept weighted with doubts about the success of a performance which had cost him months of thought, care, and actual la. hour of body and mind. He was a popu- lar man and the maaibers of the eom- pany sympathised with him, though their own lesser responsibility sat far more lightly upon them, and the green. room, during the.last rehearsals, when doubts far outweighed hopes regarding the piece they were all at world upon, rang with laughter as the foremost wits of the company made enrol jokes upon " the governor" and his trouble8. The next morning, just as Annie was starting for the last rohoarsal of all, a telegram came for her hneband. Ha read it and thrust it into his pocket without any remark and without an of- fer to show ib to her. She was getting used to quiet self-reliance on her hus- band's part ; but this action surprised her. " From George 1" she asked rather diffidently. " Yes, Stephen is coming up this morning to see me, with statements from George—not very cheerful ones, I fancy, But don't trouble your headabout that, darling, or you will be unfit for to. night. We shall pull through right ebou h, never fear." ""Why, I am not nearly so anxious as you are, Harry ! I shall get my salary, psoxtweelt—six guineas --and then, if we only live a little more economically, we chalk gotten splendidly." /r "Yee, yes; it will be ell right. There is tie hansom ontside, I must send you alone titin morning, my darling, for I must stay ab home to see Stephen when he comes, Goodbye—good luck to you, Annie 1" He putheroarofully into the hansom, giving her band a tender lover -like little squeeze as ho helped her in, and wont back into the hotetforhis cigar -naso to pass away the time with a cigar as he walked up and clown outside, waiting for his cousin. When she returned from rehearsal, in a hansom by Harry's orders, site found iitepbeu waiting ontsido thehobol to re- ceive her He was looking pale and an. xious, and the asked hien hurrodly what was the matter. " Come in and I'll toll you," said ho, lie led her into the coffee -room, which was empty. " You have bad news, Stophen, I am sure 1 What is it ? Where is Has'. ry ?" " ale told me to break it to you. Ho has quite given way under it. You will try not to be very much shocked, won't you Not It is about George. He—" dead 2" whispered she, white to the lips. Oh, no ; he is quite well 1 Bub he has smashed np." " Poor fellow !" she said sympathisingg- ly, but much relieved. " Is he really quite ruined 2" " Yes, I am afraid so ; he has been iu difficulties for a long time now, you know. The Grange will have to be sold; of course ; bub it and the land are so heavily mortgaged that that wont relieve gum much. :e has expected the crash for a long time, pad Wilfred and I had some notion of it too ; but Barry never dreamt of such a thing, and it has knocked him over altogether." " But why does he take it so much to heart ? Ile will be better off than any. body now I've got such a good engage- meut." ' ib seems be wanted to persuade you to give up acting and go and live with him at the Grange; he told William and me so just now." " William 1" " Yes ; I brought hila up with me, and he is with Harry now, unless Harry has turned him out of the room; for, when your husband said you were growing fond of him, William said that was nonsense, and I had a lot of trouble in getting them to leave each other alone." 'But it is true, and it was very wrong of William to contradict him. Ho has been very kind to mo, and I am quite glad that at last; I can do something for biro." " Prankly, Annie, I don't think he'll lot you. I3e is very obstinate, you know, when once he gets an idea into his head ; and he has taken to thinking that it wo.tld be beneath his dignity to live on y ser earnings. And really, you know, I thi tk he is right." Bat how is he to live any other war ?" ' I don't know, 1 am sure; I think arta is what is bothering him, and the tuo igbb that he will have to leave you." "13us he mustn't do that." " Then yon had better go and tell him so ; he bas been crying about that. Ho says, just as you were beginning to like bias, all hia work is undone again, and .you will call him a loafer." " I will go to him," said Annie ; and she left Stephen, and went upstairs to her sitting -room, where William rushed other directly sho opened the door. .ne saw that Harry was lying on the so a, with his face in the cushions ; but mould not get athimatonee,for "the child" was dancing round her, glancing at Harry, and crossing his fingers with an expressive grimace, to ' `imate that his brother was in a ban temper and had better bo left to the solitary enjoy meat of it. "He will only snap at you," whisper- ed be, as Annie pushed past him gently and wont towards the sofa; and Wil- liam, with a soft whistle, went out of the MOM. She passed her fingers through her husbaua's rough hair, and turned his face gently towards her. She could see that he had been crying, and, with a sudden great tenderness, she drew his head on to her breast and kissed Lim without a word. It was only by a great effort that he kept back the tears which came to his oyes again at this demonstration ; and Angio wondered how it was that be was so much overcome. " Don't give way like this, Harry. I can't understand you," said elle repro. vingly, as bo sat by her sidle and drew her towards him. It is very hard for poor old George, especially as ho has known so long that it was coming; bub William is provided for, as your uncle in Ireland is looking after him, and Ste- phen has a little money of his own, and Lilian 18 all right, and you and, I will have plenty of money next week." But Barry bounced up from the sofa at tide point, saying that it was lunch- eou-limo, and she must bo starving after her long rehearsal; and ten minutes later they, with William and Stephen, were sitting together at table, trying to divert their thenghts from their gloomy prospects by talking of the piece Annie was to play m for the first time that night. As soon as luncheon was over, Harry •insisbed upon making his wife lie down to got some rest before the exciting duties of a " first night" begun. Sleep was out of the question for hor; she lay repeating rho Wotds of hor part, which she had known for weeks, in a fever of unnecessary anxiety lest the words should slip from her memory at the last, oe lest, in the excitement of the all -fm. portant first. performance, she should hurty her speeches uncluly--re fault to which sho was prone. Harry softly opened the door from time to time and crept in, sometimes THE BRUSSELS POST without bet,' evon hearing inn, He al- ways found hor engaged in the same way, softly going over her lines to her. self, and each time he retreated, looking harassed and rather disappointed. They had dinner early, for she had to be ab the theatre at half -past seven. Barry went with her, and, as they drove along together in a hansom, he was very quint and silent, bolding her hand in his, and speaking only in,answer to her, It she had nob been so greatly preoccupied by anticipations of the night's perfor- mance and nervousness about her own share in it, elle mush have noticed that there was still something unaccounted for in the unusual gravity, wbioit was not sullenness, of her husband's manlier. As they drove up to the stage -door' she noticed that he was shaking like a girl. "You are not well, Harry," she said anxiously. "What is the matter with you ?" " It is only about you," said ho, in a low voice. " Oh, I shall bo all right ; through all my excitement I feel sure of that ! Why, you are more nervous for mo than T ata for myself 1 Look here, Harry—I am sure you are not well ; the shock you had this morning has been too much for you. Don't come foe me to- night -in -deed there is no aced ; I will send for a cab and oome back as safely as pos- sible," Bather to her surprise, he said quickly, as he helped her out of the hansom— Yes, yes, that will bo best ; I am not very well, I think, William shall bring you home," He had paid the faro, and they had reached the stage -door together. Two of the actors were outside, and btey raised their hats and began speaking to Annie. Without pausing in her talk, she gave ber hand lightly to ber hus- band, as he stood there still, anxious to be with her as long as he could. She felt again that his hand was trembling, and she turned to him to say— "Don't watch the piece, Harry; it j will make me more nervous than ever I to know that you are sitting iu front, in a fever lest I should make some slip." " I'm all right; I must seo you through it," said he huskily; and he snatched away his hand, and, wishing the others, whom he knew, good evening and success, went off very quickly, almost, it seemed to Annie, as if he were afraid of breaking down if ho stayed. She went into the theatre very much affected by this proof of his attachment to her, and as she took from the box where they had been lying the flowers he had brought from Covent Garden that afternoon for her to wear that night, she raised the heavy white roses and the sweet stephanotis to her lips before she fastened them in the front of the cream -white muslin dress in which she was fist to appear. The audiences at the fashionable comedy theatres are not, as a rule, de- monstrative; but, when Annie came off , the stage after her best scone that night, she knew that sbe had made a "hit." It was the first distinct, noteworthy success of her career, and her heart beat , fast as she thought that now site had her foot firmly upon the ladder, and the future seemed to be clear before her. , She did not for a moment think she had got to the top ; she knew quite well that struggles and some failures lay still in 1 her path; bub that a good beginning to- wards a prosperous artistic career had j been made was a fact which set the blood tingling in hor veins and brought the fierce light of hopeful ambition into her dank eyes, when, hor share in the' work of the evening over, she exchanged the dress she had worn on the stage for the one in which she had come to the theatre, and wont down from her dressing -room to the greenroom to wait for the end of the performance and trio final verdict of the first -night audieneo upon the piece. It was a favourable one; and Annie found hor way to the stage -door, ou bet , way out, with congrabulations in leer ears and the knowledge i.. ',• as certainly as certainty is pus t1,1e theatrical matters, the lone, w,e t•_ anxious and tedious rehear ee rowan -tea ny a calm aur prosperous Yon of the new aloes. At the door ,he found William dancing about, having been with difficulty re- strained by the hell doorkeeper from rushing through the door which led on to the stage. He dragged hor arm through his and in high glee helped her into the hansom, and, as he flung him- self in afterwards, began at once— " Olt, Annie, you wore splendid, you were immense 1 I didn't think you could act like that. It wasn't like act- ing at all, I'm sure, the way you ate that toffee! Oh, well, it was just like 1 life, just like the way you used to go on with me at the Grange 1 Poor old Grange 1 1 wonder if 1 shall ever see it again?" "I used to think of you sometimes at rehearsal, when I camo to that bit. Was Harry Hitting with you 2" "Yes; he nearly went off his head. IIe kept saying, ' Isn't she porieat? Isn't she lovely?: And I had to keep him from jumping up two or three times. I think, if 1 'hadn't, he would have tried to climb on to the stage to you." "Dar old boy 1 How nice of him 1 I am so glad ho was pleased with me." " Well, I don't sec much merit in that, 1 He couldn't help being proud of yea when all the people about were saying ; how good yon were. If he had been a decent sort of husband, ho would have waited himself to take you home, in. 1 stead of telling me to do so and prancing off himself goodness knows where." " Didn't lie say whore he was going 2" "No; he ]new betbon than to tell me, because I should just have given him a bit of my mind about it ;; but I've no doubt ho's gone off to supper with some- hociy or other," said William, with rigid disgust. •( William, how dare you talk like that? Do yon know you aro speaking about my husband 2" Oh, yes, of course I know 1 Why, Annie, you are not really angry, are you ?" "Yes, I am. --very angry. When the poor fellow has spent a miserable day, and made himself quite ill between his norvonsuess for me and his grief over the shock Ito had this moruing, you take the firsb oppertcmity of abusing him to me, his wife." " But, Annie, you haven't grown fond of Harryygrave you 2" said William, with pity and.'fear iu his voice. " Yos, I have—very fond. I couldn't help it," sobbed Annie apologetically. "Ho has boon so kind to me lately." " Poor girl!" said " the chikl5' with compassion. ' mind;you will 'Never soon got over it when he leaves you alone again, and you are full of your success on the stage, and people 'will crowd round you and compliment you and tell you what a great actress you are, and—' "When he leaves mo again 1 What do you moan 2" " Why, he will, Annie—on some ex- cuse or other, he will. IIe will never stay quietly in London without anything to ride. I know Harry." But she was boo indignant to let hien go on, and for the rest of the drive she maintained a frigid attitude of offended dignity towards her indiscreet brother- in-law; and she repulsed him freeaingly when he tried to kiss and be friends. On reaching the hotel, she ran quickly up -stairs, anxious to find her husband and prove to William that she had not overestimated his devotion, But in neither room was he to be found. On her dressing -room table however she ' discovered a note directed to her in her husband's handwriting. Sho tore it open ; but site was for some minutes too much excited and frightened to read it. It ran as follows— " My darling; Annie,—I dont know whetheryo will ll hink I am doing some- thing g - s o thing very wrong and cruel or whether you wont care a straw. I'am going away though I love you with all my heart just as much as ever and it hurts ' me awfully not to say goodbye to you oven but if I did I know you would ask , me to stay and I Dant do that and be a loafer and live on your money you would be quite right to dispiss me if I did and say I was nothing but an idler like I used to bo. I am going to work. I dont know quite what I am going to do but I cannot try any what are called gentle- manly ocuppations because yon know I I should be s0 bad at them but I will make some money somehow and I ♦von't steel it I promise you that but you must not be too partiouler how I make it as long I as ib is honestly—will you now. I have :laid the bill and gone to your old lodg- ings and paid the rent for a week and the gloves will be sent tonight and I leave you all the money I can to go on with. I ant going to see you act tonight; ands know you will be succeesfull becaus you are so clever and so pretty and all the men will try to turn your head. but dont lot them my darling Annie because all the time I am working for you and mean to got rich for you—and now you sea I love you so and only go away be- cause I do I think you will try not to like antibody else—but to think how I can bo nice to you and make'ou happy even though I am not clever like some of the men you know. I dont know exactly where I am going just at first— but if you write to me and give your letters to Stephen I shall got then and he will let you know how I get on. Yon will not see me again yet because it would knock me over just at first and I know you would not like what I am go- ing to do and you might talk me out of it. But I shall see you very often you may be sure as long as I have a shilling to go in the gallery with. " Your ever lovinghusbanL, She found a sovereign inside the let - for and the hotel•bill reoeipted. She did nob cry, but went into the sitting - room where William was waiting for ber. " Annie, are you ill ? You are so white 1 You have over -excited your- self. Sit down and letme get you some brandy -and -water." "No, no, I am not ill. You were quite right, William; Harry has left me al. ready." The young fellow stood before hor, shocked, silent. ' "Never mind, Annie, you have your old brother," said he, as soon as he could speak, in a soothing voice. " Per- haps, after all, it was best that be should go soon, before you had got used to him and might have missed him; Now I have an idea, Annie, that wo might be very happy if you and I were to take a cottage—now we are poor, it won't run to more than a cottage—and you might keep house for me, as lots of sisters do for their brother@; and of course' could not be always at home because of my military duties very soon," said he proudly,'" but I could be always run- ning down these, even when I was away, and we should bo so jolly to- gether." " My dear William, vehat are you thinking about? I am not really your sister, you know, and such an arrango. Mont wouldn't be thought propor." "Annie, I am afraid—I begin to think —you ate reelly-fond of Harry 1" "Yes, William," timid poor Annie, While the tears rolled down her cheeks, " I am aftaidr-I begin to think—I am." CHAPTER XXIII. Annie woke the next morning with a dell uncomfortable souse of having re- ceived a great blow which quite counter- balanced the ecstasy of her first stage - encomia. ,She reasoned with herself over this feeling, but could nab arcane it away. She had indeed suffered two shooks yesterday—the news of George's ruin and the threatened sale of the Grange in the morning and tbo letter which announced her husband's depar- ture at night, But the firsb was an event which bad long been impending, and George himself could scarcely be more unhappy now the orash had come then he had been during those long months when he had felt that rain wee hanging over him; and, as for the lest, a week ago there had been no event sho had so much dreaded as the possible appear- ance of her husband in London. It could not be that she was so weak. minded as to have changed in a week from dreading her husband's produce to desiring it. Certainly Harry had boon most surprisingly nine, good-tempered, and kind, quite different from the bear he used to be at the Grange ; she• had caught herself turning to him for an opinion now and then, led away by the authority he had somehow assumed in his manner .towards her; and his re- plies on such occasions had shown lase imbecility than her former contempb for his ignorance had led her to expoot. But then this state of thiugs could not have gone on much longer au case; such a very new phase as Harry's angelic patience would surely never have lasted more than another day or two, and the reaction would probably have brought on a terrible fit of savagery. " Yet I wish he had stayed till then," she thought regretfully. " He did not neem to have grown tired of beteg nice to me, and he was se very sweet while it lasted. I don't think I was ever hap. pier than I was last week, in spite of the fatigue and anxiety of rehearsals. I wonder where he is? I dare say I should be very much disgusted if I knew. After a week of no society but mine, I should think he must be pining for some grooms or coachmen to talk to. Very likely he is enjoying himself in soma stable, at this minute 1" But she little thought how shrewd a guess she had made. In a wistful and restless state of mind the went back to the apartments in which her husband had found her. What few friends she lied began to find her out in the course of the next few days, and to call upon bar and insist up- on her coming to seo them and receive congratulations upon her 51100088 in Nea.lie. Ththis recognition of her talent was very pleasant; but ib jest missed being the supreme joy she had expected it to be ; and, in searching for the reason of this slight disappointment, it occurred to her that there was ono person who ought to have hastened forward with the rest of her acquaintance to offer her the natural matter -of -course homage of a few complimentary words upon the hit she had made in the new piece. This person was Aubrey Cooke. She had nob seen him since that un- lucky meeting with ber husband ; and, though, in the few bright busy days she had passed with Harry, she had had little time for unpleasant reflections of any kind, she had by no means forgot- ten the friend whose visits and amusing tall( had boom the ono compensation for .IAN. 1, 11i8gi. 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Since her husband disapproved of it, she would tell Aubrey herself that she must not receive him so often; and, now that her other friends and napalm tances were Hocking round her, she felt that she was not so entirely dependent upon him for companionship. So she wrote a note bo him, as she had often done before, asking him to meet her at the " Stores " and help her wibh her shopping. She did not expect an an- swer, for these little civilly entreating notes he always took as commands, and sbe knew he would look upon it as an appointment. So, when sbe arrived at the " Stores" the next day, sbe was not at all surprised or'in any way agitated to find him there waiting for. her. But she had been but very Sew mi. mutes in his society before she noticed that thorn was a change in bis manner towards her. She hail been much re. lieved to see that, when they first met, there was no offended dignity in his manner, no coldness in bis tone; but now she began to perceive that there was evon unnecessary tenderness in his voice when he spoke to her, and that he draw her hand through his arm with a gentle pressure which he had never at- W tempted before, and, when ho asked her to have some strawberries, he called her "darling," The noxa moment he saw that he had gone too far, and turned off his unlucky speech very cleverly ; but Annie felt frightened., and, wbilo he gave lien no further loop.ltole ror offence, she -svae constrained in hor manner and dismissed him as soon as alta could. She knew what she had done, that the discovery of hor deceit about her marriage had changed Aubrey Cooke's estimate of iter, and that he had re- ceived this last note, written, as he must havefound out, after the depar- ture of her husband, in a very different spirit from the frank oavawraderto with which he had responded to her former !epee ale to him to Borne and help her leitll TO Bit C'ONTINIIl7D. 0