HomeMy WebLinkAboutThe Brussels Post, 1888-11-16, Page 7a
Nov, 1G, 1.0•,6„.
MeateetrealeteeMire=006EMMettraeratliZZAUMe.
PA'S
.12Y MRS. ALEXANDER,
met to be or tete to you; nut net tieing a
relation, it would hu awkward for—"
"It would be impossible," interrupted
Melte. ft) 0 low lotto; Ikea le _hot her
filo-Ted hands together tightle, Hite said
with some solemnity - "Sinee you believe I
could make you happy—"
"Vee will le. nay Wir,•?" interrupted War.
tug eageriy In hie turn,
"1 vJ11, Mr. Waring, and try to be egad
one." She grow very pale as oho spoke.
"1:ent are a great deal too good for me;
and ne you do not caro for any other fel-
low. perhaps you may end by caring for
nw."
There Wag an andcwerd pause, then War-
ing waked over to the writing -table and
look up n paper -knife with whichhe played
nervously.
"There are one or two things I should
like lo tell you, if you do not mind?"
"What can ho be going to confess?"
thought Mona. She, however, only bent
her head in silence.
"I have not been as steady as 1 ought to
be," resumed \Verlag, looking down and
growing red. "You see, my brother and
myself were brought up by an old bachelor
guardian. We had no women in the house
and that made us rather rough, Then I
have lost a good bit at cards and races.
I'm a little too fond of play, but—now that
you are so very good as to promise mo
your hand, I have an object to live for, and
1 will never touch a card again, and never
lay anything beyond a pony on a race, and,
and 111 try to be—not unworthy oe you, I
Will indeed! Now, have I your permiesion
to go and tell Sir Robert Dverard? He is a
good fellow, and 'e'1t settle something
about Mrs. Newburgh. She ought to get
out 01 101111 away front annoyances."
"Thank you," returned Mona, touched
by his eagerness to serve her. "I am most
grateful to you, Mr. Waring."
"Couldn't you manage to oall mo Les-
lie?" he said, entreatingly, "If you knew
how I long to hear my name from your
lipsi and to call you Mona. It's not a hap-
py enough name for you, but I love it all
the same, I can't call you Mona, if you
say Mr, Waring."
"It seems ao strange," murmured Mona.
“Well, never mind to -day; but I may go
to Sir Robert'?"
"Yon may," said Mona, with white lips.
"Thank you!" cried Waring, his eyes
lighting up, his whole face radiant, and so
tar carried away with joy that he took and
kissed her hand, letting it drop directly.
"I suppose I ought to go away now?" he
said, humbly, "but I should like to stay.
It is almoet impossible to believe that you
have really promised to marry nue that I
may stay and talk to you, and will not
have to give up my place to anyone! That
fellow Lisle always came and turned me
oat when we were at Harrowby Chase;
but he isn't hall bad. Do you know, itwas
he that advised me to try my chance with
you?"
"1)1(1 7011 want advising?" said Mona, in
an unsteady voice.
"Ilo, not advising, only heartening up!
Tell me—would you like to travel on the
Continent? I haven't been much abroad
myself. Of course I always go to Paris for
the Grand Prix, and to the Baden Races—
but you!"
"Everything must depend on my grand-
mother's condition," interrupted Mona.
"And, Mr. Waring—if you do not think it
very rude—I think I must go to her now."
"You are looking very white," he said,
tenderly, "eo I will leave you; but I hope
you aro not unhappy, and if there is any.
thing you would Wish me to do, you. will
Hay so!"
Poor Mona longed to cry.
"I only wish you to go away!" she said,
pressing her hand to her heart. "I am a
good deal shaken and upset; to -morrow--"
"Olt, yes! I may COMO to -morrow! And
Mona (I may all you Mona, mayn't I?,)
when you are talking to Mrs. Newburgh,
just say to her from mo that it would be
so much better if we—if, that is, it the
marriage was to take place soon—quite
soon I I should be so much bettor able to
bo of use. You'll not think me a bore fox
insisting on this? but it would really be
better, putting my feelings quite out of the
question."
"I shall be guided by what yon and Sir
Hobert and grannie think beat," faltered
Mona. "jam afraid I must go now."
"When may I come to -morrow?" asked
Waring, lingering,
"Oh, at two or three!"
"Well, I see you are tired, and you'll
think kindly of. me? You know I would
do anything for you, anything!"
"Oh, yes, I will; (1.11(1 11011 good-bye."
Waring caught her hand and looked
eagerly at her. For one dread moment
her heart fainted within her. Was he go- •
ing to ask for a kiss? If he had aspired to
such a favor, Ito wisely postponed the de -
mead, and again pressing her long, alis.a,
fingers to bis ilpe, he laft the room.
Mona ascended the stairs very slowly
and deliberately, painfully conscious that
ehehad fully committed herself. It now
retnahaeci to complete the sacrifice by as.
warning a cheerful aspect before her grand-
mother. Then, when she had satisfied
her, oho might escape to regulate her own
thoughts, to face tho situation she had ao
cepted.
"Well, Mona?" said Mrs. Newburgh,
looking eagerly with her pitiful oyes tate
her granddaughter's face as she approach•
ed, while her thin, tremulous hands grasp
ael tho arias ,of her chair, nervously.
"Well, dear grannie," sitting down 1)3
her and taking one of hor bands in both
her own, "I have heard all Mr, Waring
had to say, and I have promised to maitre
him,"
Mrs. Newburgh did net reply. Slui
pressed Mona's hand, and, leaning back in
her chair, the tension of her musolee re,
lotted, and a peaceful expression stole eves
her face,
"You have done well, Mona," she said,
after a minute's faience. "You will yet
thank Me for urging you to this, Yob
did not wree; I only recomtnended you."
"That was all. Mr, Waring and I have
boon making our confessions. I told hint
that I Was bet in 1000 with 11i111, and that
had wo not mot with such a reverse in for
tune, 18110111(1 probably have refused him.
And ho told me that he had not been toc
steady, and was addicted to genthling."
"Yon Wore inmetulent, Moa, 11 05 'nol
NOS° o bo too frank with the 111(00 7011 Ma
going to marry. Ho, no deubt, Will over
look everything now; but wait 1111 11101110'
-yowl coulee betWeen 37011, and he 'Will re
mina you 11181 7011 1101 1101 01118 tor nun."
"1 think Mr. Wm -Ingle a man who would
forgive anythle ereettt, deceit; mad ail
have nothing to ! shall try to be ale
solute1y trulid • • , Mtn."
"Yes, 181S I, • ! at Mona, he trtil11eu2
with MO. Art) y•qi r! TS free from au;
fancy for—for :tepee, oleo?"
"Perfectly free, dear grennie," this very
steadily,
"Thank Godi" ejaculated Mrs, Now
burgh! "Yon have always been a SCOW.,
hie, cool-headed girl, and I firmly believe
you will bo it prosperous, happy woman.
Your conduot in this >natter has repaid me
for all I have done."
"IbIs very sweet to hear you tuty so,"
said Mona, gently,
"Tell Inc." resumed Mrs. Newburgh, "le
Mr, Waring anxious that his marriage
should take place soon?"
"Ho is; he begged >no to say so when
speaking to you. He left ma to see Sir
Robert Everard, and consult with him."
"That Is well. He is ()Lir nearest of kin
in town. Do not oppose this excellent
young man's desire for a speedy union,
Mona. 'Than'e many a slip 'twiatt cup
and Up.'"
"Young!" repeated Mona, dreamily. "Ile
is almost too young for me."
"Nousensel" cried Mrs. Newburgh, with
somettlibig of her former briskness. "He
must be seven or eight years older than
you are. What more would you want?"
"He seems a kind of overgrown school-
boy—so unfinished and undecided. I feel
quite an old woman of the world near him."
"So much the better. The superior ripe-
ness of your nature will give you influence
over him. But I do not think he is so
much a boy as you fancy, I know be i0 a
favorite among men, and that always is a
good sign."
And so on for half an hour and snore.
Mrs. Newburgh was quite talkative; she
arranged her granddaughter's future
household, greatly, to her own satisfac-
tion, and settled the amount of pin money
she ought to have.
At last Mona was set free to commune
with her own heart in her chamber, where
she sat very still, reviewing her brief past,
and trying to sketch tho probable future.
CHAPTER THE BRINK.
St. John Lisle had not, however, came
off as scathless as Mona imagined. He
had never been so hard Mt by a girl be-
fore. Resolute as he was, both by nature
and cultivation, he half dreaded the inter-
view he had planned so cunningly. He
expected tears, agitation, despair, however
she might seek to hide their real source.
Her mode of receiving his communication
also amazed him. He could not under-
stand how it was that she fell in so readily
with his suggestion, and was, in truth,
mortified in no small degree, when ho
eound that the elaborate scheme of sooth-
ing caresses and ingenious reasoning he
had prepared, was so much trouble wast-
ed, if she had cared for him, she could
not be so good-humoredly composed—soma
stinging words would have escaped her
lips. some iudication of the rage and pain
that must be gnawing her heart • would
have been visible.
He was absurdly anxious to see her again
—to ascertain if she still kept up the same
friendly ease which had baffled luta
Meantime Ito welted in Loudon while his
uncle WSS engaged in arranging with the
military big -wigs the details of his new
coromaud. It woulll be much better to go
out to India free and unfettered, to know
Mona was tumble to approach him. Still
an odd soreness surrounded her image,
which was so deeply stamped upon his
mind. He was determinedto see her again
A. few days after having called in veinal
Mrs. Newburgh's, Lisle had been break.
fasting with General Stafford, and had ro
mained for some time dismissing plans
Walking down Piccadilly to his club, hi
found himself face to face with Sir Robert
Everard.
"Ha, Lisle! dill not know you wort
in town?" cried the baronet.
"And I did not expect to see you at this
season, too."
"I WAS obliged to come up on account of
Mrs. Newburgh's business. They won't
leave the old woman a rem. First cal,
makeyesterday—flftypoutuls ashore, Thai
will pretty well clear her out. Very fool
ish to have gone it, deep as she clid. How
ever, all's well that elide well. Leslie
Waling has proposed to Miss Joseelyn,
accepted. and I can tell yon, 'Haste to the
Wedding' is the tune now, ha, has, hal—
most lucky. Capital fellow, Waring! go
lug to do the thing handsomely; but hi
and the grandmother are in such a deuct
of a hurry that he has decidell on a post
nuptial settlement, sol fauoy the marriam
will come off in a week or so -110 grass
growing allowed."
"Very glad Lo hear it Miss Joscelyn it
far too charming a person to be subjected
to the revolting ills of poverty, Waring it
a lucky follow to bo able to seize what is
no doubt a fortunate opportunity,"
"Ay, the fair lady might have given a ,
different answer had this crash not COMO
No matter, Mona was always a good, quiet
girl—orte of the domesticated sort, that
will stick to her house and her man."
"A. somewhat oat -like character," said
Lisle, laughing, "To me, Miss Josselyn
is an ideal woman."
"I suspect a little Meal goes a long way
with yen."
"Ohl I am a more imaginative person
than you think. I must call and offer my
congratulations.
"Well, 7011 110(1 better look in for tea,
Mrs. Newburgh comes down when the
house is shut up, and the lights are lighted
—then you won't interrupt the billing and
cooing, ha, ha, hal Good-bye."
"Well-meaning old i(1iot," muttered
Lisle, as ho went on bus way with knit
brows. " 'The billing and eooing'—how
infernally suggestive. I will just drop in
at that particular period, and see if I can
interpret the indications aright."
Lisle was, however, too impatient to cal.
cOlotO time aceuratoly, and Mona was
talking with a lady when he WEIS an.
nouneed.
Mona had a slight color, and looked re-
markably well. Sho received Lisle with
quiet civility, and immetlint ely Introduced
him to "Madam e 1 ):•tteien y." Lisle 1)011001
loW, while be menially 1ottSi.4111!li thti
jeeibtlf11110 third party 10 011; internal reg-
ions.
Having inquired tenderly for Mrs. Now
-
burgh, Lisle said, in 115018 (0110.".
'X presume, from 111101 011' Robert Ever.
arcl told nie. I may Venture la offer My
Very filmier° congratulatione 00 Yonr
ptoachieg marriage 0>1( 1, my good friend
eert.
THE
RUSSELS POST
I "Say 'Leslie, I will try to love you,' " eti
whispered.
1 "I will try—I will Indeed, Leelie," she
repeated. "I bave been 00 uneasy and Un -
I happy about poor grannie; and I never
1 thought of marrying so soon; and altogeth-
or I have been elmicen and norwaus—so you
must forgive me 10 1 room stupid!"
"etupld! you attired: What an ideal"
Meanwhile Little waked down the street
in anything but pleasant self.commune.
; "I certainly troubled myself unnecessar-
I ily about my charinime young friend. She
ha.s thrown me over easily enough; she
must think 11168 soft idiot to have troubled,
myself advising or directing her. Were
to remain In town, I might teach Mrs-
: Leslie Waring that I was no foolish strip-
' ling, to bo tossed aside with indifference
and impunity when fate offered her fairer
fortune! Sho knows that it cost me a bad
quarter of aa hour to give her up for her
own good. Who can calculate on the
strange varlittions of feminine nature?"
So argued. Lisle, with the degree of logic
usual in men Whose vanity has been wound -
She reeetved Lisle with. quiet ctiatty„ ed. Ile was quite willing that Mona
should be taken out of his way, but he
"Teen e you very in non,e returnee AWL.,
should have liked to see her weeping—
with sweet gravity,
•
M•okendietuted at the OSA of his emirate
ing self. Yet, although horribly irritated,
he probably 110001 longed morepassionate-
ly to be in Waring's place—always provid-
ed the engagement, marriage, what you
was not to be permanent.
The period of engagement was by no
means as blissful as Waring anticipated.
Mona, though pleasant and complaisant,
was cold—colder than she knew—and
Waring was sometimes tempted to ask
her if the sacrifice to which she had con-
sented 110(3 100 crael. Then somestrain of
compassion >venni steal over her heart,
and thrill her voice or soften her oyes, and
the poor boy—for be was but a boy, in
spite of his years—would be lifted to the
seventh heaven of joyous anticipation. Ile
had the most unbounded faith in Mona,
1 and he had her affirmance thitt she did not
I love anyone. His devotion, then, must
win her. BOW forunldable tl>e rivalry of
that first unfulfilled dream of love was he
could not knovr. Would he learn it here-
after?
There was a panse—merclfully broken
by MO,W Debrlsay, 0, w a ma e
French accent, observed—
" lin is most amiable, the young gentle-
man, and deserves the good fortune which
has befallen him,"
"Those concerned in attars of this kind
are usually considered angels all around,"
saul Lisle, cynically. "ho this ease, I only
feel inclined to believe in the angelic qual-
ities of one. May hope to have the pleas-
ure of seeing Mrs. Newburgh?"
"Sho rarely comes down till past three,
I will let her know you are here; you were
always a favorite of hers."
Mona rang, and sent a message to Mrs.
Newburgh to that effect; then Mme. Debrl-
say began to make her adieu.
"I ought not to take up any more of your
. time, charte,"
"Pray do not go away yet," cried Mona
with suspicious eagerness.
"She does not want to bo alone with me,"
I thought Lisle. "Why does not that her-
! rid woman go? She must know sho is in
1 the way,"
"Indeed, dear, I have one or two things
to do before Igo home, for next week I
, shall be in harness again; but I will bo
I with you by ten o'clock to -morrow. Noth-
ing like the early hours for shopping; and
make my compliments to—"
"Mr. Waring," announced Wehner, and
Waring entered, with an eager, not to say
anxious, expression, as if not too certain
how he would be received.
Mme. Debrlsay, who was near the door,
made hire a respectful courtesy, and he
greeted her first.
"How do you do, madame? Not going,
I hope, because I havo oome in?"
Here ho paused, for Mona turned to him
'with a kind, welcoming smile, so much
the sweetest she bad ever bestowed onhlni,
him, that he gretv positively radiant, and
evidently forgot there 1100s any one else
present.
"I think grannie would liko to see you,"
said Mona, following Mine. Debrlsay.
"Excuse mo for a moment," looking back
to her visitors. "01, why do you go, Deb?
I dread these tete-a-tete interviews."
"But Captain Lisle is a third, dear."
"Oh, he lain go away directly,"
"Ahl my child, don't give way to thesewhunis,
whims. Sure you'll have to pass your
whole life tete-a-tete with him; and be is
good—real, downright good, Make much
of him. Go back now, and I'll not fail to
be with you to -morrow at ten."
At the other side of the door, Lisle was
congratulatingWaring in the Rankest and
most cordial manner.
"I consider a great deal. is duo to me for
spiriting yon up, nay dear fellow. Nothing
venture, nothing have—so 7011 01010 a prize
any man might be proud of."
"Haven't I thought I went to the right
man for advice. I say, Lisle, won't you be
my best emu?"
"tam afraid be halt -way to India
when the happy event comes off." e
"Ohl WO are going ahead at a great rate.
We—or I should say I—hope to fix it for
Tuesday fortnight."
"Sharp work, oh?"
Here Mona returned.
"I do not think my grandmother will
come down just yet, Captain Lisle."
"Sorry I shall not have tho pleasure of
seeing her. shall be going to India in
about six weeks, anti I have to go to Paris
to see my sister, ole., etc." The talk flow-
ed on in ordinary channels for a few min-
utes, and then Lisle rose to take leave.
"Should I aot see you again as kliss Jostae-
lyn," he said, as he pressed her hand,
"you wilt remember that you havo my
warmest good wishes for your happiness.
I shall play my respects to Mrs, Newburgh
on my return to London; so good-bye."
".And I wish you all possible success; so
good-bye," she said slowly.
Waring, in his gratitude, 110,141110,141with him
down -stairs, and bid bite an. effusive fare-
well at the hall door, returning in high
glee> to Mona, who was putting 00100o Imre
coal on the fire.
"Oh, lot me clo that. Why (10 7011 trou-
ble? fen'e the room hot enough?"
"Grannie will bo down soon, and she
*ever finds it warm."
"Not just yet, I hope. Somehow oe oth-
er I never seem tee got a moment alone
with you, Mona. I 11014IS glad to see the
back of lAsle, though he is a capital fol-
low. I don't know that I like any fellow
bettor; but I Nvas dying to tell you how
happy you made me just now when Immo
in; yet really lookeil as if you Were ghad to
see me. If theught you wore going to
bo fond of Ino, oven half as fond of me as
lam 00 7011, why, I should be almost off
my head with joy."
"You are too good to me," sho returned,
sedly, for his woe& and tone touched het,
"I know," he went on, "that you do not
care emelt for ma now, but I begin to hope
you will, Give me yorm hand; how long
and slender it isl You could nob do Much
with it Mona. Why do you draviit asTay?
Halloo! your ring lins slipped off I don't
like that. Lot mo pub it on. again. Now,
give the a kiss for luok; you have rioter
given. mo but one kise, and nave dreamed
of 11ever since—just one more, lffonal"
And Mona—shooked at her own rant:d-
ance, ashatnecl of her own coldness toward
the me &
who hall miller Ms Whole butte
—oompolled herself to turn her pale, tale
face US hint.
ClaSpleg low hand In both hie ONTII,War-
ing bent down and Drama his UN linger-
ingly on hers. He Scarcely dared to em-
brace hot. His Ennio trendilod; Oa
*era Nirht‘tat
CHAPTER 9.—THE GREAT MEG,
Time flew swiftly. A. red frosty 51111 1050
on the morning before Moue. was to be
changed Into Mrs, Leslie Waring,
She had been persuaded to sleep in her
ownroom again, as Mrs. Newburgh seemed
so much better, and quite reconciled to a
nice new maid—sent her from the country
by Lady Mary Everard.
"How is my grandmother?" was Mona's
first question, when this functionary
brought her hot water.
"Nicely, miss; she was fast asleep when
I left the room."
"I will ring as soon as I am dressed. Did
you speak to Mrs, Newburgh?"
What a solace it was to Throw herself into
hand Lady Marv's arms.
"No, miss; she looked so still and quiet,
I thought it best not to disturb her."
"Perhaps you are right! I vill come
directly."
Mrs. Newhargh's eyes were open vhen
her granddaughter approached; she smiled
kindly and faintly. When Monaasked ha
if she would like to get np, she smiled a
peculiar dreamy kind of smile, and mule
reared in a muffled voice—
"Yes, dear, of course I should."
Mona therefore put k.er arm under bar
shoulders to help her in rising, which was
always a little difficult
"Thank yon, my love," sho said, in the
same Indistinct way, smiling, as she spoke,
and sitting on the sicle of the bed, her foot
di111 not at first touch the floor.
Assisted by Mona, sho put them down,
resolutely, but fall backimmediately, sil-
ent and motionless.
It took all Moneeti strength to keep her
inert form from slipping off the bed, while
she stretched her hand to the bele-rope
which, hung beside it. The now lady's -
maid came running at the summons.
"Help me to lay her down!" whispered
Mona. ..
Theanaid assisted to plece—hei: in bed.
She was rigid, and very heavy.
"Fan her, Diem," said Mona, as she
turned away to get some restorative.
"Lord bless us, ma'aml" exclaimed th,
woman, in an awe-struck tone; "I do ho
Love she is gonol"
"Impossiblel" cried Mona, rushing toilet
side. "Why she has only just been speak•
ing to me. She often faints; send for the
doctor!"
"A.hi no dater will clo her any good,
poor lady; her heart is quite stid," laying
her hand on it, "and her eyee.--east look al
them, miss—open and glassy?
"I cannot believe ill Try and give hes
this," hastily measuring out the prescribed
quantity of medicine.
Ellen shook hor heaci—and obeyed. II
was in vain. Wehner wits dispatched tot
the doctor, but before he come—Mona's
hopes were over. Her grandmother, her
one real friend, was dead! She (maid not
doubt what that gray pallor, the deadly
stillness, tho stiffened form meant—stili
she could not realize) that sbe should nova
hear ha speak, never turn to her for
guidatme, nem. attend to her little wants
again.,
The doctor eamo quickly, and 81mum de -
Oared that 1115 1105 quite extinet—that Ito
had, always anticipated 8811(160(1 death 101
hiSipatient. Her heart: WAS weak, and SO
1>111011 emaleit as had tried her ot late had
ve tdered all meatiest, all agitation, dam
g Vous; and probably the effort to riga and
e and up, was the fintd feather Which broke
id n strained cord of life.
It seemed to poor dazed Mont that Sir
"11801 0011 teaoy Mary ' ewer= 8,000414....N
•
0.0 11 107 100510. 8100111 solace it W0.9 113'
throw bersell into kind Lady Mary's arine
and tell hor brokenly how deeply she
mourned the thoughtful—if tyrannical
protectress, to whom reisfortunehad leaked
her so closely.
"Well, dear, you may refit assured that
the near protipect 01 7001 marriage soothed
and brightened her last liours; and it is
great cumfort to know oho was in a happy
frame of mind. Sir Ithbort has sent round
to Mn. Waring. FIo will be hero Immedi-
ately. no doubt, and will be your best sup
port."
"01! eo, no! You aro best. You knew
poor dear grannie so well, and she w0.0
fond of you."
"Dear old Lady! 0? course at sueli n
painfut erites, all friends count ftir a great
deal. I think, dem', you must come back
with me to Charles street, 1 cannot leave
you here alone."
"No, Lady Mary, I will not leave the
house while poor grannie lies helpless here.
I feel hound to keep by her to the feet."
A message from Sir Robert brought
Waring as fast as a well-paid driver could
urge his horse. Mona was not in the draw -
Ing -room when he reached it, and he woe
somewhat discomfited when Lady Mary
came and explained that Moue was too
much overcome to see him—that she WAS
in her own room.
"Ent she will see the presently, will she
not?" he asked, appealingly. "I thought
it might be a comfort to her to talk to me."
"No doubt it will be. At this moment
she is terribly up -set."
It was not till considerably later—after
Waring and Sir Robert had arranged the
details of the funeral, and all that apper-
tained to it—that Mona was induced to see
her affianced husband.
Mona was ready enough to speak of her
sorrow. She was gently grateful for hie
sympathy, but she would not sit beside
him, het head on his shoulder, and his
arm round her, nor did she permit a course
of consolation compounded of whispers,
kisses and assurances that the whisperer
would be brother and sister and grand-
mother and everything to her. She was
so dazed and overwhelmed that Waring
was gravely uneasy about her, and it was
an immense relief to him to know that
Mane. Debrlsay (who had heard of the sad
event in some occult manner) was in the
bouse, and would spend the night with her
favorite pupil.
* * • 0 0 * 4 0
Established custom governs all things—
the deepest grief—the wildest joy. Tho
dreary days—whieh lingered yet went so
swiftly—sped on, and poor Mrs. Newburgh
was laid in her grave. Her will, leaving
all she possessed to Mona, was duly read—
her few jewels and personalities packed
up. The former went with Mona to Her-
rowby Chase.
Mona took cold on her journey, and for
o fortnight was very unwell—so feverish,
in fact, as to wander in her speech, and to
cause her kind hosts a good deal of anxiety.
She was -utterly lonely. She had none=
relative. The Everards were more closely
allied by friendship than by blood to Mrs.
Newburgh. She had heard of many othe
cousins in her grandmother's life -time, bat
she felt they did not count.
Pondering these things, she grew af-
frighted at the stern aspect of the world
she was going to face, for, as she collected
her faculties and studied her circum.
stances, she grew more and more 8.10180 10
fulfill her engagement with Leslie War-
ing. The great motive was gone, and an
irresistible longing for freedom, however
poverty stricken, seized her. The idea of
so close a union with a mere good-natured
sportsman, who in no way Witched her
bnagination, whose offensive affection
wearied her, whose personal appearance
was unpleasant to her eyes, became in-
tnitely repugnant as she dwelt' 'upon it.
It was hardly fair to him either to let him
plunge into the irrevocable in ignorance of
her aversion. Better la him boar a tem -
penny pang now than incur the misery
long drawn out of an ill-assorted, unsym-
pathetic naarriage.
Her resolution to break with him grew
rapidly stronger almost before she wan
aware she had formed it. Then she began
to see that she was enjoying Lady Mary's
kind hospitality under false pretenses.
She did not for a moment doubt that her
refusal to marry Waring would bring
down, 11 1101 a storni of wreth—for Lady
Mary and her family were far too Nvell-
bred to be violently angry—hut an iceberg
of disapprobation. Sho must remove her-
oelf from the shelter of their roof before
she struck the blow that would give poor
Waring so much temporary pain. (She
felt sure it would be bra teemortuty.) And
where could she go? There was no one
but her faithful Mute. Debrlsay on whom
she could count, and even sho would be
very, very angry. Still her purpose grew
clearer and firmer as her nervous system
began to recover the shock it had sustained.
:Meantime, Mona had not been idle. She
wrote to her "dear Deb," begging leave to
Visit her, as sho felt h orself an impedimen t
to the party lay Many wished to assem-
ble, and also because she had. more to say
than she could write.
This brought a speedy, rapturous reply.
Then Mona applied 'herself to compose,
re -write, and copy her difficult leiter to
Leslie ',Vatting.
It was even a worse task than she an-
ticipated. All her selfish longing for 010-
hivsraneo 11118for the tit swallowed
51(1 11> sorrow for the pain she MIS about to
Inflict. Nothing kept her steady to her
purpose so much as her conviotionthat she
WM doing right—that she was delivering
Leslie as well as herself. She was more
than one day over 1151 task; for Eltelyn
Everard, an exceedingly, girlish girl, who
had taken a violent fancy to her, was con-
stantly running into her room with het
Work, or book, or for the avowed intention
of "enlivening" her,
11 11115 accomplished at last, however;
but Mona waited to post it till she was
stile in Owe, even though she left two of
Waring's opietles unanswered. Indeed,
her replies had always beet few and scanty,
so much so, that even he had become rest.
lees and dissatisfied. He hoped, however,
that a personal interview would put all
>natters right
It was a gray blustering afternoon when
alio reached St. Pancras, and found Mule.
Debrlsay waiting for her.
"lily dear; you do look bad! Conte, get
into the cab. I will find 70111 11111150."
"I have only this smell poettnenteau and
bonnot-boz for the present."
"That's right. I am sure yeti are not fit
t1b0Otl)00150011 wenther: 501. 1». OSP,"
(To >11 CONTIN1,1:10
p
0
0