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BY SUSAN HUNDERTMARK
When Jennifer Gowanlock of Goderich
arrived alone in London, England last
November, she was the only foreign stu-
dent of 257 hopefuls to audition for a .place
at the Royal Academy of Dramatic Art
(RADA), one of the . oldest, most
prestigious theatre schools in the world.
After three call-backs, the 21 -year-old
became one of six students to be accepted
in the stage management course.
But, acceptance was the easy part. She
is now faced with the prospect of raising
$10,000 to attend. Because no government
assistance is available, she is filling an
empty calendar with odd jobs. in the
Goderich community and hopes to solicit
funds from service clubs, foundations or
corporations.
"Canada is still not a culturally -aware
country so there are no grants available
for students of the arts at an international
level. I've gone through all the channels.
;But, I'm quite hopeful. I just got my first
;.donation for $50 from the Lioness Club,"
:she says.
• Starting with little more than desire and
'working forward with guts and determina- ••
.tion has helped Jenniter reach her goals
before now. When she learned about
RADA during her first year, in York
-University's drama program, she thought
-the school wouldn't even look at her ap-
plication.
Invitedfor audition
And, while she was thrilled when she
was invited for an audition, there was no
guarantee she'd make it after investing
the time and money to travel to England.
"I took a chance and went by myself. I
did it all on my own because I figured it
was good for me as far as independence
and survival goes," says Jennifer.
She arrived in London two days before
:her audition and decided to• attend a play
=at the Royal Court Theatre before her
'audition so she would have something to
.talk about. After the play, she asked to talk
:to the stage manager, who, by, coin-
cidence, had just graduated from RADA.
She invited Jennifer to work at the matinee
performance at the theatre the next day.
"I helped setting props, mending
costumes and cleaning up after the play.
What was great about it was I was able to
•say I'd worked in a theatre in London,
England at the audition. The professors
Were very impressed with my tenacity,"
she says.
When the.. day of the audition arrived,
Jennifer first wrote an hour and a half ex-
amination. She was then taken to a little
room where six very formal and very
serious professors sat. Seated at the end of
a long table, Jennifer was told to begin her
monologue when she was ready:
"I deliberately chose an obscure
' passage—a three minute monologue by
pueen Gertrude in ost
eople would not ho sHamlet—because
that and it was the
first time RADA had ever heard that as'an
audition piece. It was goodbecause they
had nothing to compare it with," she says.
After the monologue came questions
about Jennifer's ability to sew, type, her
background and experience and why she
wanted to attend RADA.
"The room was very tense. There was no
friendliness and I knew there was a certain
reserve with British professors so I'd have
to break the ice."
"I deliberately wbre an outfit I'd made
myself so when they asked if I could sew, I
stood up and made a curtsey. They all
started clapping and everything became
friendly and relaxed after that."
When one of the professors mentioned
that only six students would be chosen,
Jennifer, who had not known, says she was
angry since she was sure she had wasted
her time and money by flying to London.
"It just hit me in the face. I was angry
because I thought I should never have
bothered in the first place," she says.
But, she was called back to the school
three times for further interviews and she
steadily gained hope until the third
callback when she was taken aback by
comments like, "Don't limit yourselfto
RADA. Make other applications to other
schools" and "We hope you've enjoyed
your stay in London."
"4 thought they. were refusing me right
then and there even though they said they
were most impressed- by my determina-
tion and courage since I was the only
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to go to RADA. I would have liked to have
had that opportunity when I was young. A
lot of great names, including Peter
O'Toole, Joan Collins and Charles Lauten,
have come out of that school," she says.
Because he says it's an exceptional sur-
prise when RADA accepts anyone, Philip
McMillan, Jennifer's drama teacher at
GDCI, is thrilled about her acceptance.
"She was one of the best students I've
.ever had. She's sort of a benchmark stu-
dent, one you measure other students
from," he says.
Since government grants are available
for training in other professions, McMillan
says Jennifer's desire to attend RADA
should not be limited by money.
"She's a prime example of an artist in
need to train. The government won't fund
her because they think Canadian schools
are of good enough quality; they're ade-
quate but not better. It's impossible for
arts to survive without a subsidy," he
says.
John Smallwood, her English teacher at
GDCI, agrees.
"If a kid showed talent in hockey, he'd
be on silver skates by now. There's a whole
network there he could fall back on. But,
arts are impossible to raise money far," -he
says. .
Smallwood calls Jennifer "one of the
most creative and insightful students"
he's ever taught and "a superb writer."
Because playwrighting and directing
are Je ifer's long term goals, she has
been attempting to gain as many ex-
periences as possible which she can write
about. And, that's one of the reasons she
wants to study in London.
"What's the sense of staying in Canada
to study Shakespeare? There's so much
British heritage in Shakespeare and I'm
going to the roots of it, , she says.
Once she's finished her two year course
at RADA, Jennifer wants to return home
and help to bring Canadian theatre back to
Canadians.
"Canadians have always brought a
British artist like John Neville to run our
theatres. I'd like to set up a Canadian
theatre somewhere, sometime similar to •,
Stratford run by Canadians," she says.
Another reason Jennifer wants to study
at RADA is the hands-on experience it of-
fers its stage management students.
Though she studied stage management
at York University with blackboard
diagrams and books, she will study it by
actually building sets and putting on 10 to
12 productions during a 15 week term.
"That's quite a lot of work but I quite en-
joy working with an overload. I work well
under pressure."
"After one year at York, I realized I
didn't want to study their way. There are
no practical classes in set building in
Canada because there are no funds
available," she says.
Other courses Jennifer will be taking in-
clude . theatre management, vocal ' train-
ing, stage technique, furniture building,
electricity, lighting, sound and perfor-
mance.
"Regardless of what you are, you still do
performance classes so you know how to
get along with actors and understand
them."
Jennifer says she chose stage manage-
ment over performance because it means
• a much more stable lifestyle.
•
foreign student. The rest were all from
Britain," she says.
So, she was in a blue mood when a letter
arrived for her in the mail while she was
still in London. She left it sitting on the
shelf while she went for a walk.
When she worked up the courage to open
the letter, she discovered it was her accep-
tance into the school. She called home im-
mediately, forgetting that it would be 6
a.m. in Goderich at 11 a.m. in England.
"There wasn't a soul in London I could
tell so I phoned home and woke up the
whole house. My parents are behind me
100 per cent," she says.
Jennifer's parents, . LeRoy and Nina
Gowanlock, are used to their daughter's
independent and adventuresome spirit,
she says.
"I'm somewhat a free spirit and once
you let that take control, you can't go back ,
to the ho hum," she says.
After attendin: York Univcrsit for? a
year, Jennifer spent last year as an au pa
it •
girl (mother's helper) in Germany where
she added German to her list of fluent
foreign languages including English,
French and Spanish.
Jennifer Black, who played Snoopy, in
"Charlie Brown", says she's a good per-
former with lots of talent.
"I think it's : reat she has an o . . ortunit
"I did a lot of travelling in Western
Europe with a German family and 1 got to
see Germany and its people as they really
are, not as a tourist," she says.
During high school at Goderich District
Collegiate Institute, Jennifer was involved
in performing with Goderich . Little
Theatre, fundraising for the Livery and
drama club in school. She played Lucy in
"You're a Good:Man, Charlie Brown" with
Goderich Little Theatre and Lisa in
"David and Lisa" with the GDCI drama
club.
POSTSCRIPT
By Susan Hundertmark
Seven
astronauts
aren't the
only heros
Works at odd jobs
But, before she gets to achieve her goals,
Jennifer is working at odd jobs including
wallpapering, painting and babysitting to
work towards the $10,000 she needsfor
school.
She's also working with the Goderich
Recreation Board's ' children's theatre
workshop to earn money towards her
future. On Saturday afternoons, she helps
Jennifer Black teach children to perform
in front of their peers and an audience, to
emote, to move and, to feel comfortable
with different characters.
"They're a super group of children;.
they're so imaginative and uninhibited,"
she says.
And, if she raises the $10,000, she'll be on
an airplane bound for London, England in
, May. •
"Hopefully, the. financial struggle I'm
having will be gone in 20 years. Somebody
shouldn't have to go through what I'm go-
ing through. There are a lot of headaches,"
she sa s. ,
I•, have always admired and tried to
emulate those people whose driving force
is a thirst for greater knowledge and
understanding. So, I couldn't help but
feel the loss of the seven U.S. astronauts
who died last week when the space shut-
tle Challenger exploded.
The seven were members of the truly
inquisitive. Already highly -trained
specialists in their own fields, the
astronauts all shared a desire to continue
their growth and learning by "reaching
forthe stars." Though they died in the at-
tempt, they reminded the rest of the
world of the risks necessary to achieve
human growth.
And, at a gut level, I mourned when I
shared the suffering of the, surviving
families through the painful intimacy of
television cameras. No matter what the
circumstances of their deaths, the
astronauts were first human beings who
left loved ones to mourn them.
But, I hesitated when patriotic U.S.
commentators began to use the word
"hero" to describe them. Certainly, the
seven paid the ultimate price and their
contribution was a significant one. But, - .
were their deaths more important than
any others happening every minute
around the world?
I rebel at the word "hero" to describe
them because it elevates the astronauts
to 'a greater level tha1n human. An,
though I would never. want to to e
anything away from the r
accomplishments, the astronauts were
definitely human. They accepted the
risks involved in a highly complicated
but glamorous job.
They possessed the human fraility
which is not found in cartoon superheros
who survive the greatest of odds. Their
deaths demand that .we re-examine the
space program and the ,,,human cost
involved. Their . deaths ask whether
technology could have been used to do the
job instead. And, they ask if even more
safety precautions can be taken to reduce
the risks involved.
The word "'hero". also suggests that the
lives of the astronauts were somehow
more valuable than the rest of humanity
and therefore that their deaths should be
mourned more loudly. I have trouble
with that suggestion.
I think it's a shame that we always look
for our heros in the limelight where they
perform daring deeds most of us would
never have the opportunity to attempt.
People we can admire and learn from
can be foundplmost everywhere.
Though he may be just getting on•with
his life, a handicapped ' man in a
wheelchair . who continues to live and
grow despite his handicap, possesses
heroic qualities. Similarly, a single
parent keeping the family fed, ' clothed
and content, a university student
working at part-time jobs to pay for
tuition and a volunteer contributing
numerous hours to the community are all
people to be admired.
Everyone has the • potential for
greatness and depending whose criteria
you .use, many can be said to be
achieving it already (or at least are on
the right track). .
The element of choice also makes me
question the use of the word "hero" when
describing the astronauts. It's been
pointed out that they tivere fully aware of
the risks involved and chose to take
them.
Such a choice is not available to those
who die every day in countries where
political unrest, war, and famine
continue unabated. •
And, in.my mind, the Ethiopian mother
•who helplessly watches her child die in
her arms from hunger, the South African ,
who is killed by government officials for
demanding an end to apartheid and the
Nicaraguan living illegally in the U.S. in
order to escape the torture and terror of
his country, all demonstrate a special
brand of courage.
Though they would never choose to be
placed 'in such a situation, they continue
to endure in a place where survival is a
daily struggle. And, because of their
situation, we seldom admire their
heroics. Instead, we pity them if we give
them any thought at all. ,
I am not suggesting that we ,get rid of
the idea of heros. We all need heros to
help us aspire to -greatness. But, too often
we only look in the direction the'
television cameras point in ' our search
for heros.
Too often we build mile -high pedestals
on which we place our heros, separating
them ' from the rest of humanity to the
point that they cease to be human at al.
And, it's their human qualities an
situations.that best inspire us to emulate
then while demanding greater , effort
from ourselves. • .
We need a new definition of hero, one,,
that includes both low- and high-profile
people based on the courage with which
they live their lives. If we judge 'the
astronauts to be heros because they
encourage, us to shoot for the stars, we
must widen the category to include the
less celebrated people who give us
ofinspiration in'their own ways.
During ,r ' a Good, ' abs to helpreach her' goat of $10,000 is teaching movement and performance at the
One of Jennifer's '
Man, harlie Brown," Jennifer Theatre
rowanlock� played Luey while Kim "mirror iworkshop aton Saturday afternoons. One of the exercises involves perfprtri-
• p y children s theatre The Livery
Ladd played Linus. (photo by Colleen Maguire) Watt Ifundertmurk)
ins mirror images, (photo by Watt