Exeter Advocate, 1906-10-11, Page 6DARE 1113?
OR, A . SAD LIFE STORY
CIIAPTER U. ory for ten long years should rush back
'There is leo reason why we should
net go home now; are you ready?" cries
Brown. bustling up to his friend, \V O.
has not waitea for this question to nralce
straight,as the needle to the pole, for
the corner where the collected umbrellas
stand in their little area of lake.
Burgoyne would probably have
laughed at the unconschres irony of this
inquiry if he had heard it; but he has
not, his attention being otherwise direc-
ted. On the same umbrella quest as
himself; being helped on with her mack-
intosh by one of the two men who had
accompanied her, a pepper-and-salt-
haired,
epper-andsalt-haired, sturdy gentleman of an ob-
viously unacademic cut, is the lad,
whose face had flashed upon him with
that puzzling sense of unfamiliar famil-
iarity. Since they are now -in close
proximity, and both employed alike in.
struggling into their wraps, there is no-
thing more natural than that she should
turn her eyes full upon him. They are
very fine eyes, though far from young
ones. Is it a trick of his imagination,
or does he see a look of half-reoogni-
tion dawn in them, such as must have
been born In his own when they first
alighted on her? At all events, if there
is such a look of half recognition in her
eyes, she Is determined that it shall not
have a chance of becoming a whole one.
Either he is mistaken, and she has not
recognized him, or she is determined not
to acknowledge the acquaintance, for she
looks away again at once, nor does she
throw another glance in his direction.
Indeed, It seems to him that she hurries
on her preparations with added speed,
and walks out into the night accom-
panied by her double escort before him.
The weather has changed, and for the
better. The rollicking wind has lulled,
the pattering rain ceased. Between the
raggedy black cloud -sheets star -points
shine, and a shimmering moon shows.
her wet face reflected in the puddles.
Talk, which had been impossible on
their way to the meeting, is not only
possible but easy now, and Brown is
evidently greatly inclined for it. Bur-
goyne, on the other hand, had never felt
more disinclined. It is not so much that
he is out of humor with his tiresome
friend, though he is that, too, as that
his whole mind is centred on making
his memory give up the secret of that
face that has come back to him out of
sone vague cavern of his past.
with such tyrannous insistence now.
Such silly recollected trifles crowd
back upon his mind. The day on which
Torn nearly choked •himself by swallaw-
Ing a barley beard; We day on which the
lop-eared rabbit littered—ah, rabbits of
course! Those were what Rose had !—
the day on which Tom pushed Miriam
into the moat, and Elizabeth fell in,
too, in trying to fish her out.. Eliza-
beth, the eldest, the almost grown -Up
one, embarrassed by her newly -length-
ened petticoats, so harrassing at cricket,
in rapes, in climbing apple -trees. Eliza-
beth was sixteen; he remembers the
fact, because her birthday had fallen
two days before his own departure. He
had given her a gold thimble set with
turquoises upon the occasion; it was not
a surprise, because he recalls measuring
her finger for the size. He can see that
small middle finger now. Elizabeth
must now be. twenty-six years of age.
Where is she? What is she—maid, wife,
or widow ?
And why has Mrs. Le Marchand's hair
turned snow-white? Had It been mere-
ly .g:ey he would not have complained,
though he would have deplored the loss
of the fine smooth inky sweep he remem-
bers. She has a fair right to be grey;
Mrs. Le Marchant must be about forty-
six or forty-seven; been sonne. But
white, snow -white -the hue that one
connects with a venerable extremity of
age. Can it be bleached? He has heard
of women bleaching their hair; but not
Mrs. Le Marchant, not the Mrs. Le Mar-
chant he remembers. She would have
been as incapable of bleach as of dye.
Then why is she snow -haired? Be-
cause Providence bas so willed it is the
obvious answer. But somehow Bur-
goyne cannot bring himself to believe•
that she has come fairly by that white
head.
With the morning light the might of
the Devonshire memories grows weak-
er; and, as the day advances, the Oxford
ones resume their sway. How can it be
otherwise, when all day long he strays
among the unaltered buildings in the
sweet sedate college gardens, down the
familiar "High," where six years ago,
he 'could not take two steps without be-
ing hailed by a jolly fresh voice, claim-
ing his company for some new pleasure;
but where now he walks =greeted,
where the smooth -faced boys he meets,
and who strike him as so much more
boyish than his own contemporaries had
done, pass him by indifferently, un-
known to the whole two thousand as he
is. He feels a sort of irrational anger
with them for not recognizing him,
though they have never.seen him before.
Yes, there is no place where a man is
.so quickly superannuated as in Oxford.
He is saying this to himself all day, is
saying it still as he strolls in the after-
noon down Mesopotamia, to fill up the
time before the hour for college chapel.
Yes, there is no place where men so soon
turn into ghosts. He has been knocking
up against them all day at every street
corner; they have looked out at him
from every grey window in the Quad at
New—jovial, athletic young ghosts,
so much painfuller to meet than rusty,
century -worn old ones. They are rather
less plentiful in Mesopotamia than else-
where; perhaps, because in his day, as
now, Mesopotamia. on Sundays was
given over to the mechanic and the per-
ambulator. Oh, that Heaven would put
it into the head of some Chancellor of
the Exchequer to lay a swinging tax
upon that all -accursed vehicle I ' But not
even mechanic and perambulator can
hinder Mesopotamia from being fair on
a Fine February day, when the beautiful
floods are out, the floods that the
Thames Conservators and the Oxford
authorities have combined to put down,
as they have most other beautiful things
within their reach. But they have not
yet quite succeeded. To -day, for in-
stance, the floods are oat in might.
Burgoyne is pacing along a brown
walk, like a raised causeway, with a
sheet of white water on either . hand,
rolling strong ripples to the bank.
Gnarled willows stand islanded in the
coldly argent water. A blackbird is fly-
ing out of the gushes, with a surprised
look at finding himself turned into a
sea -bird. No sun; an even sweep of
dull silver to right and left. No sun;
and yet as he looks, alter days of rain,
the "grand decorateur," as some one
happily called him. rides out in royalty
on a cleared sky -field, turning the whole
drenched country into mother-of-pearl—
a sheet of opal slretehed across the
drowned meadows; the distance opal
too, a delicate, dainty, evanescent loveli-
ness snatched from the ugly- brown
jaws of winter.
Burgdyne is leaning over the wooden
bridge beneath which, in its normal
state. the wafer of the lasher rushes
down impetuously; but is now raised to
such a height that it lies level, almost
flush with the planking. Ile Ls staring
across the iridescent water plain • to
where, in the poetic atmosphere of sun
and mist, dome, and schools, and soar-
ing spires stand etherealized.
"Dear old place 1" he says. under his
breath, "everybody is dead; and .I am
dead; and Brown is deader than any
one. I am glad that you,' at least, are
still alive t"
Are these more ghosts earning round
the. corner? A man and a woman ghost
strolling along, and looking about them
as strangers look. When they are with-
in a pace or two of him the women says
something—something about the floods
—to her companion, and at the sound
r3eu.'goyne starts.
"She did not speak led night; if sho
bad spoken 1 should have knave her at
Who is the woman whom he knows,
and who knows him? For, on reflec-
tion, he is sure that that look of hers was
one of half—of more than half-recog-
milion, and yet whose place in his his-
tory. whose very name he seeks so
vainly. She does not belong to his Ox-
ford days, as he has already ascer-
tained. He has learnt from Brown that
she does not belong to the Oxford of to-
day. being apparently a stranger, and,
with her husband, a visitor to the
Warden of — College, in whose com-
pany they had arrived. He explores
the succeeding years of his life. In
vain; she has no place there; in vain he
dives and plunges into the sea of his
Memory; he cannot fish up the pearl he
seeks. He must hark back to earlier
days—his school time, the six months
he spent, in Devonshire with a coach be-
fore he came up to New. Ah! he has it
—he has it at last! Just as they have
Peached Brown's door, while he is rum-
pling with his latch -key for the keyhole,
nprecating the moon for withdrawing
her shining at the very instant he moot,
needs her, Burgoyne has come up with
the shy object of his chase. It is con-
jured back into his mind by the word
Devonshire.
'"I have it," he says to himself; "her
hair has turned white, that was why I
did not recognize her. tt used to be
raven -black. But it is she—of course it
b she 1 To think of my not knowing
her again 1 Of course it is Mrs. Le
Marchant,"
What a door Into the distance that
name has opened l—a door through
which he passes into a Devonshire gar-
den, and romps with rosy -faced Devon-
shire children. The very names of those
children are coming back to him. .Tom
and Charles, those were the schoolboys;
Rose and Miriam, and—Elizabeth. He
recalls --absurd trick of freakish mem-
ory—those children's pets. Tom and
Charles had guinea -pigs; Miriam had a
white rat; Rose—what lied Rose? Rose
must have had something; and Elizabeth
had a kangaroo. Elizabeth's kangaroo
was short-lived, poor beast. and died
about hay -time; the guinea-pig and the
white rat have been dead too for -ages
now of course. And are Torn and
Charles, and Rose and Miriam, and
bright Elizabeth dead also? Absurd 1
Why should they be? Nothing more un-
likely ! Why, it is only ten years ago,
after all!
Ile is roused from his meditations by
Brown's voice, to find himself ;in Brown's
study, where its owner is filling himself
a pipe, and festally offering him whisky
and water. But it is only an abstracted
attention that Burgoyne Tends, either to
the whisky or the whisky'e master; and.
his answers are sometimes inattentively
beside the mark, to talk, which indeed18
not without some likeness to the boasted
exploits in Clement's Inn, and the affee-
ttonate inquiries after Jane Nightwork,
of a more famous fool than he.
It is a relief to the guest when, earlier
than he had expected—a blessing he, no
doubt, owes to Mrs. Brown—his host
breaks up the seance, and he is. free to
retiree to his own room. Al once he Is
back in thatDevonairire garden,. he 18
there almost all nigh!, between sleep and
Ile raiseshis arms froth . the bridge -
top, and turning, nioets thein [ace to
face, eyo to eye, and in an instant tie
has seen that both recognize. Litter. At.
the san.e instaut he is aware of a situUl-
taneous inclination on the part of man
and wife to avert their heads, and puss
him •without claiming his acqualntance..
Pet'ltaps, if he had'liad time to reflect,
he would have allowed thein to do so,
but the impulse of the moment forbids
it. \Vhy should they wish to cut him?
What has he done to deserve it? Ten
years age they were his very good
friends, and he was the familiar com-
rade of their children, the daily guest at
their table. What has the unavoidable
lapse of those years done to make hire
less fit for their company at twenty-nine
than he was at nineteen? There must
bo some misconception, which a moment
will set right.
"I am afraid that you do not remem-
ber me, Mrs. Le Marchant," he says,
lifting his hat..
This is not quite true, as he is per-
fectly convinced that they are as much
aware of his identity as he is of theirs.
But what formula has aman to em-
ploy in such a ease ? They both look
back at him with a sort of irresolution.
To his astonishment, in their eyes is a
'velleity of -flight, but apparently she—
women's minds moving more quickly
than men's—is the first to realize that
flight is out of the question,
"I am sure that you have no intention
of cutting me," Jinx goes on, with a
senile, seeing that she is apparently
struggling with a difficulty in utter-
ance; "at least, you must be very much
olianged. from what you were ten years
-ago if you have. My name
'"I know—I know !" she interrupts,
finding speech at last—speech low and
hurried. "I remember perfectly. . You
are Mr. Burgoyne."
Her confusion—she always used to be
such a placid, even -mannered woman—
tis so patent, born of whatever unac-
countable feeling it may be, that he now
heartily wishes he had let the poor woe
man pass unmolested. But such repen-
taelce is too late. fie has arrested her;
she is standing on the gravel path before
him, and though he feels that her extra-
ordinary shyness — mauvaise honte,
whatever it may be—has infected him-
self, he must make some further remark
to her. Nothing better occurs tce him
than the obvious one—
"It is a long time—it is ten years since
we met."
"Yrs, ten years; it mist be quite ten
years," she assents, .evidently snaking a
great . effort to regain her composure.
She does not feign the slightest plea-
sure in the meeting, and Burgoyne feels
that the one thought that occupies her
mind is how she can soonest -end it. 'But
his roused curiosity, together with the
difficulty of parting without further
observation after having forced his pre-
sence upon them, combine to prevent her
succeeding.
"'And how is the Moat?" he asks, re-
flecting that this, at least, is a safe
question; a brick and mortar house, at
ell events, cannot be..dead. "How is
Devonshire?"
Apparently it is not so harmless a
question as he had imagined; at least
T,Irs. Le Marchant Is obviously quite in-
capable of answering it. Her husband,
for the first time, comes to her rescue.
"Tire Moat is let," he says, in a dry
voice; "we have left Devonshire a long
while—nine, nine and a half years
ago. .
The Moat tett Judging by the light of
that Windsor Castle had been turned
into aJoint Stock Company Hotel. It
is probably, then, some money' trouble
that has turned Mrs. Le Merchant's hair
white—snow-white, as he now sees it to
be. But no, he rejects the explanation
as insufficient. She is not the woman
to have taken a diminished income so
much to heart.
Good manners forbid him to asic,
"Why is the Moat let?" So all that he
says is, "Nine and a half years ago?
Why, that must have been very. soon
after I left Devonshire."
He addresses his remark involuntarily
rather to the wife than to the husband,
but she does not answer it. Her eyes
are fixed upon the bubbles sailing so fast
upon the swollen river, which is dis-
tinguishable only by its current from the
sameness of the surrounding water. A.
lark—there is always a lark in Mesopo-
tamia -a tiny, strong -throated singer,
that never seems to have to stop to lake
breath, fills up the silence. shouting
somewhere out of sight among the black
clouds, in and out of which the uncer-
tain sun is plunging. Whether of a
moneyed nature or not, there is evident-
ly something very unpleasantconnect-
ed with their leaving their native coun-
try and their immemorial hone, so he
had better get away from the subject as
Must as passible..
"Anyhow," he says, witls a rather
nervous senile. "I hope that the world
has been treating you kindly --that
things alive gone well with you since
those dear`old days when you were so
good to'ene,"
Mere is an instant's pause—perhaps
he would not have noticed it had not
his suspicions been already aroused—
before the husband, again taking upon
hint Lite task of replying, answers, with
a sort of labored carelessness--
• "Oh,. yes, thanks; we do not com-
plain. It has not been a very rosy time
mor landlords lately, as you are aware,"
"And you?" cries the wife, striking in
with a species of hurry in her voice—a
hurry due, as leis instinct tells hhn, to
the fact of the fear of his .entering into
more detailed inquiries. "And you?
We must pot forget you. Have you
been well, flourishing, all this long
time? Do you still live with ycur="
. She stops abruptly. It is apparent that
she bus entirely forgotten what was the.
species of relation with whom he Lived.
There is a little tinge of bitterness in his
heart, though not in his tone, as he
supplies the missing word "aunt." And,
after all, he had forgotten her name;
why should not she forget his aunt?
"With my aunt ? Well, I never exactly
lived with her; '1 made, and make my
Headquarters there when I am in Eng-
land; which is not very often. I have
been a rolling stone; I have rolled pretty
well routed the world since. we patted."
They do not care in the least where he
has relied, nor how much nor how little
moss he has collected in the process.
They are only thinking how they can
best get rid of him. But the past is
strong upon him; he cannot let them
slide out of his life again for another
ten—twenty years perhaps, without
finding out from them something about
his five merry playmates. His inquiry
must needs be a vague one. Who dares
ask specifically after this or that man,
woman, or even child, when ten years
have rolled their tides between?
"And you are all well 7" he says, with
a certain wistfulness lurking in the
different banal phrase. "Dear me, what
a jolly party we used 'to be 1 I suppose
that—that they are all out in the world
now 7"'
His eyes are fixed apprehensively upon
the mother of those young comrades, to
whom he thus cautiously alludes. Per-
haps, carefully as he has worded his
question, by may have touched some
terrible raw. Her face is turned aside,
presenting only its profile to him, but she
answers almost at once—
"Yes; we are all scattered now.
Charlie is planting oranges in Florida—
he does not mind the heat; you know he
always said no weather could be too hot
for hen; and Tom has an ostrich farm in
Australia, and Rose has been married
two years—she has a dear little baby;
and Miriam is married, too; we have
just come down from her wedding."
"Miriam married 1" repeats Burgoyne
in a torte of wonder. "Miriam with a
husband instead of a white rat 1"
The mother laughs. It is the first
time that he has 'heard. her laugh, and
she used to laugh so often.
• "I think she likes the exchange.
There is another little pause, again
filled by the lark's crowding notes.
There are two words battering against
the gate of Burgoyne's lips for egress -
two words that he dares not utter.
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HIGHEST AWARD ST. LOUIS, 1906.
"And Elizabeth?" Stio was the eldest.
She would naturally have been men-
tioned first; but neither first nor last is
there any speech of her. She must,
then, be dead—dead long ago, too; for
there is no trace of mourning in her
perents' dress. Elizabeth. Is dead
bright Elizabeth, the beauty and the
petI
Is it only fancy that he sees in the eye
of Elizabeth's mother a dread lest he
shall ask tidings of her, as she says,
hastily, and with a smile, "Well, I am
afraid we Must be going; it has been
very pleasant meeting you again, but I
am afraid that the Warden will be ex-
pecting us?"
She adds to her Darting hand -shake
no wish for a repetition of that meet-
ing, and he watches them down the
Willow Walk with a sort of sadness in
his heart. -
"Elizabeth is dead It ~ Elizabeth is un-
doubtedly dead!"
(To be continued).
Hostess --"Of course. you'll havea
piece of cake, Johnny." Johnny -"Yes,
'm, an' please gimme the biggest piece."
Hostess—"Why, Johnny, I'm surprised!"
Johnny—"Well, ma told me not to ask
for a second piece."
•
"For heaven's' salve, help me quick!"
Absent-minded Doctor—"Why certain-
ly—let's see -tongue coated, rather fev-
erIsh, take one of these powders every
two hours and I'll call again in a day
or two.
SEVEN YEARS' WALK,
Man of Seventy-eight Trying to Cove
60,000 Miles.
Mark All, the old man of 78 who is
attempting to walk 60,000 miles in
seven years, called at the London Ex. -
press office recently, after tramping
during the day from Canterbury, a dis-
tance of 56 miles.
All, who started his task on August'
6, 1000, has been promised $2,500 if he
completes it. Up to the present he has
walked 51,750 miles.
His travels have been by no means
devoid of incident. I -Ie has been lost in
snowdrifts five times, he was struck
down by lightning at Marseilles, and
stoned and shot .at in Germany. All
wears a Union ,Jack tied round his arm,
and to it he attributes his ill-treatment
in Germany:
He has not got on so well since he
lost his bulldog Business three years
ago. The dog Walked 21,000 miles with
him, and the old roan felt his loss keen-
ly. "I lost my best friend when Busi-
ness died," he said simply. "I carried
him a day before I could bring myself
to bury him. That was in Marseilles."
All has earned $875 at his trade in
various places while on his walk, and
has also received $225 in gifts. i•Ie has
worn out 30topairs of boots.
He has ured tho British Isles seven
limos, and has also been through
France, Spain, Portugal, Holland,
Switzerland, Italy and Germany, whi—
ther he returns after three days' rest in
London. He hopes to be allowed to
walk through Russia.
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FOOLING HIM.
Casey"Ye're a har-d worruker, Doo-
ley. How many hods o' mortirer have
yez carried up that ladder th' day?"
Dooley—"Whist, man! I'm loolin'
th' boss. I've carried this same hod-
ful up 'an' down all day, an' he thinks
I'm worrukin'1
AN ACCIDENT.
Bystander—Come, cheer up, old man.
You may not be so badly hurt after
all;
Victim -How can I tell how badly e
hurt I am until after I have seen my•,
lawyer.
Yeast—"What happens when your
wife loses her temper?" Crinisonbeak
—"Oh, I get it."
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