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tinder now, hanging at their necks, were a
bevy burden, Wiser than their masters,
they had crawled beneath the shade,scnty
A S UM' ar the Anserawan tensile as it was, of the boxwood trees, and stood
there patiently waiting—for what ? For
death and the pitiless crows patiently wail.
ing overhead,
"Exactly," Helm answered, his compete.
ion's unspoken thought, "but we can't sit
and wait like,that. Man, we must try to
get out of this at any rate. We can't. at
here and wait for the crows."
Anierson sighed heavily. t
What eau we do.?" he asked. • "• We
must spell a bit. The horses are done. As
It is, Prn afraid your's will have to be lefta.nd
we'll have to go on loot. There must be
water about somewhere, for look at the
crows; but we can't find it, and we couldn't
have searched more carefully."
"Why dot shoot the old terse if he's
no good, His blood migitt---"
" Nonsense, man. Aren't you bushman
enough yet to know that drinking blood's
otininitv_t_he,leeginning of the end t Once we do
Well after?" asked Heim.
But the other did Dot answer, foe he, too
in his heart, was asking, "After?" And
their lips were dry and parched, and their
tongues swollen, and before them lay the
salt -pan with right in the °sutra a little
gleam of dark blue water which molted their
misery. TLere was nothing for it but, to lie
down beneath the scanty shade and rest.
They were too weary to push on, all their
energy bed departed, and Helm, lying on
his back looking up at the patches of blue
sky that peeped- through the branches, said
with a sigh;
"If we're done for, I wish to heaven the
end would come now. I can't stand the
thought of—of—What's it like °Uinta? Is
it very bad, do you think?"
"As bad as bad can be,"
"And is there no hope?"
Helm, old man, we've lost the break !"
"Don't be a howlingeidiot, man, Lost !
how could we be lost? Why, there's the
tee,* right ahead, and pretty fresh, too."
But Anaemia flungatimself off his horse
en ta the dry crisp grass andcovered his
face with his hands.
"1 tell you," reiterated his mate, leaning
forward in his saddle and shading his eyes,
4'1 ae,a hoof -marks quite plain. Why, they
might have been inade yesterday !"
They were made yesterday," groaned
the other hopelessly, 'Don't you see, my
dear fellow, we made theta ourselves."
" What !"
Ifelna raised his head and swore a passion-
ate oath, then sprang fronan his horse, stoop-
ed over the faint track, ran wildly along it
for a few yards, turned back, and agatn
cried out that the other was playing some
pestle, joke off on him.
"It's two bad, Anderson, too bad. Get
op, man and. don't. be a fool ! Come on,
there's very- likely water on the other side
of that. ridge. You'll feel better after you've
had a good drink."
"That's the ridge we paased lest night, I
tell you. Water—eh, yes, there's water
there, but it's as salt as the sea."
4' The salt -pan ! No, by heaven, no, I
won't believe that.! That's miles behind
"Nevertheless," said the other man
drearily, "it's the same old salt -pan. You'll
gee iethe moment we cross the ridge."
" Come on, then, come on, Don't sit
groaning there; let's know the worst. I
carat believe it, I won't believe it till I see
for myself."
"The horses ought to have a, spell if we're
ever to get out of this," muttered Anderson
but he followed hita companionnlead, mount-
ed his tired horse'and rode slowly cm after
litin towards the still distant ridge.
Out beck beyond. the Mulligan is No Man's
Land. They had gone out to seek new
country, crossed the Queensland border into
South Australia, and now, old bushman as
be was, Anderson bed only the vagneat idea
of them whereabouts. Ever sinee they
started it had been the same troable. The
season had. been exceptionally dry, and
everywhere the waters were dried up. Firat
one horse had died, then another, until at
last they were reduced to only three; still
they had pushed on, for the blacks told a
tale of a magnificent water -bole where the
water was permanent, and Anderson bad a
certain amount of faith in the unerring
wisdom of the children of the soil where
water was concerned. So he pushed on,
hoping against hope, till the younger man,
more fearful, perhaps more prudent per-
suaded him to turn -back. But it was too
late. The weakest horse, the one they had
mewl as 5. pack -horse, gave in, and had
to be left behind. the first day of their return
lourney ; and new, on the fourth, they had
test made the terrible discovery they were
going round on their own tracks. They
hacl been so thankful—so hopeful—when
they struck that track in the morning.
Anderson knew there was another party
put batter appointed than they were; these
might be their tracks, and possibly they had
water with them—they might even have
nome across watar—and water—water—if
Drily they had v. little water. And so they
had pushed on, eagerly, hopefully, till the
terrible truth began to dawn on the
elder and more experienced bushman.
The weather for the last two days
had been dull and cloudy, they had not
taught a glimpse of the sun, and hourly they
had expeeted a thunder -storm, which would
;tot only clear the air, but would supply
them with the water they needed ; but to.
day the clouds had all cleared away, and
the only effect of their presence had been
that they had lost their bearings complete-
ly. Where and when they bad lost them
.A.nderson could not say evea now, and he
was loath at first to share his misgivings
with his mate; but the sight of the ridge
decided him. If they found, as he fully ex-
pected to, the salt -pan they had. passed the
night before on, the other side, then most
surely they were lost men—lost ia a cruel,
thirsty land where no water was.
He pondered it over in his mind as he rode
slowly after his companion. "There was
no hope. There could possibly be no hope."
Over and over again he said it to himself as
a man who bardly realizes his own words—
and then they topped the low ridge, and
right at his feet lay the salt -pan glittering
in the sun.
"Cruel—cruel—cruel !" Helm had flung
himself face downwards on the hard ground
now and given way to a paroxysm of dis-
pair all the more bitter for his former hope-
fulness. Anderson looked down on him
pityingly for a moment, as oue who had no
part in his trouble; then he looked away
again. Save for the sunshine, it was exact-
ly the same scene, the very same they had
looked upon last night—there lay the glit-
teringsalt-pan, white as driven snow, above
it the hard blue cloudless sky, and all around
the dreary plain, broken only by the ridge
Ii which they stood. And yet in different
...c.t.weetanees he eweht have admired the
landscape, for it haa a weird itealetee ple its
own; mules and miles he could see in the
clear bright atmosphere, far away to the
other side of the wide lake, where a dark
clump of trees or scrub was apparently rais-
ed in the sky, high above the horizon. He
knew it was only the effect of the mirage,
another token, had he needed a token, that
th re was no moisture, no water, not the
fai West chance of a drop of ram. haul yet
there had been some rain not so very long
ago, tor the mecombryanthemum, growing
in dark green patches close to the edge of
the salt, was all in fiower—pink, and red,
and brightest yellow, such gorgeous color-
ing—and by that strange association of ideas,
for which who shall account, his thoughts
flew back to the last Cup Day, and he saw
again the Flemington race -course, and heard
an fancy the shouts of the people as the
favorite passed the winning.post, On tlte
groand in front of him -were long lines of
crows, perched in the stunted boxwood
trees above his head, filling the air with
their monotonous cawing. He laughed at
the mockery of the thing. The other man
raised his head.
"Old man, what is it Is it possible that
hat -could he say, this man who had
lived in the bush all els ? What hope
could he give, when practically his exper-
ience told him there was no hope—that if
they would mime themselves from needless
pain they would turn their pistols against
theroaelves and dio there and at owe. Bat
the love of life ie stroog la us all and the
hope of life is as strong. How could they
dies these strong men with life in every vein?
No no, surely it was impassible. An iguana
sodttled acros3 ia front of them, and Heim
started up eagerly.
"There." Le said, "there—ad mid I
never thonsbt. Look at that beast. There
must be water somewhere, en how could he
hve."
Anderson sighed.
'Yes, there's the bitterness of it. I
know there's water about if only we could
find it; butes we didn't find any when we
had everything in our favor, there's uot
much good in our wasting time looking now.
After all I believe those beasts must live
without, though they say they don't, No,
,old chap, our only hope ties in pushing on
to the neareet water we know of,'
Then don't let's lie here wasting precious
minutes, Every moment is of consequence;
let's make a start. We mustpush on."
Push on 1 They had been pushing on
ever since they left " Yerla" station ten
days ago, and this was what it had brought
them to,
no good wearing ourselves out in the
heat of the day," said Anderson ; "wait
till evening and we'll do twice as much."
"Which way?"
What wild imaginings for the moment
had passed through his brain he could not
himself have told; but, whatever his hopes
might have been, they were gone the moe
meet he looked in his mate's face.
"Man," he said, sharply, " ere you mad?"
Anderson was entered in a second.
"No' he said, bitterly, " but as far as I
can zee, it must come to that before we've
done."
No, no, we won't give up hope yet! Is
there no hope?"
Anderson sat downbeside him and point-
ed silently to the horses. If ever poor beasts
were done, were at their last gasp, they
were, as they need there, their noses touch-
ing the ground. The bushman's slender
equipment had been reduced to its scanti-
est proportions, and yet it seemed cruelty
to force them to carry even those slender
packs; even the %nom water -bags, dry as
He broke a branch from a tree, thereby
scattering the crows, and stepped down to
the edge of the glittering white- salt. It
crunched beneath his feet like sand, and he
Went on till the hard crust began to give
way beneath hira and the thiek mud oozed
up. Then, when he thought it was moist
enough to resist the fierce hob wiad, whieh
was blowing from the north like a breath
from au oven, he prepared to write his last
message. And then came the diffioulty.
What was he to say? What. could he say?
Not that he had so little, but so much. And
itaraight never be read after all, or at best
it would only be read by some station baud
who, once they were dead, would give
but • a passing thought to their
message, only a passingethought to their -
sufferings. They had found a skeleton, he
remembered, the firse year he had been on
Yerlo," a skeleton' that must have been
lying there years, a poor, wind -tossed, sun-
baked thing from which all semblance of
humanity had long since departed, and he,
in his carelessness, had thought so little of
it, had never realized the awful suffering
that must have been before the strong man
came to that.
And now—and now—he toe& his stick
and wrote in large printed letters on the
crisp salt :
"STOP.
"LOST.
"jams Anderson and Charles Helm
were lost on the 20th Gabber, They have
gone S. E. from the selt-pan. Will you
kindly send word to Mrit elm, The Esplat
male, St. Kilda, and to Miss Drysdale,
Gipps Street, East alelborne?"
Then he tvrote bis mane, "Charles Hel in."
It seemed so feeble, so inadequate, not a
hendredth vart of what lie felt did it er.
press, and yet, what could he say? Not
even itt his extremity could he write tender
messages to his loved ones there. They
would. know, surely they would know, they
would understand that ins thoughts bad beeu
full of them when he wrote that cold message
What more could he say? But would they
ever knew the love andlonging that had
fillea his heart? Would his mother ever
know that her boy bad thought of her at
the last? Would Mabel Drysdale under.
stand how he had eared for her ?—all he
bad meant to convoy by the mere mention
of her name? He atepped slowly back and
wakened his companion.
"Mate," he said, "don't you think weal
better be travelling? It's a little cooler
now, and it's getting late,"
Anderson struggled 1,0 his feet wearily,
and then went down to the salt -pan.
"So you've been leaving a last message,"
he said; "I'm afraid it's not much good.
Who's likely to pass this way?"
"It's only a chance, of course," said
Helm, "but—well—Pd like them, if pos-
sible, to know ra thought of tam."
"And a woman, too," laughtd Anderson
cynically; "if we get out of this you'll learn
I expect, past about how little value she sot
on your care for her."
You've been unlucky," said the young-
er man gently '• "there are women who—
but th'
ere I don't suppose we'll come
through. Anyhow it's time we started."
" Well—well keep your taith and r11
keep mine. Perhaps here and there there
may be woman worth cuing about, but
they're few and far between.'
"Don't you want to say anything '1" ask-
ed Helm.
Southeast, I think. If we can only
hold out we ought to fetch Gerring Gerring
Water. As far as I know, this must be
Tamba salt lake, and if so---"
" Karinden just to the north there."
"A hundred and twenty miles at the very
least, and not a drop of water the whole
Way. No, that's out of the queetion, old
man; our only hope lies in reaching Gearing
Gerring.'
"And you don't see much probability of
our doing that?"
"Well, we can try."
He felt a great pity, this older man, for
the lad—he called him a lad for all his four
and twenty years—doomed to die, nay,
dying at this very moment, in the prime of
his manhood. They could but try, he said,
over and over amain they could but try.
And then as they rested they fell to talk-
ing ot other things —talked of their past
lives and of their homes as neither, perhaps,
had ever talked. before.
My old motheral miss me," said Charlie
Helm, with a sigh, "though Lord knows
when she'll ever hear the truth of the
matter."
" Umph, I don't know but I guess if we
do peg out, it'll be some considerable One
before they can read the store account over
us. liave you got any paper about you ? "
"Not a scrap. We es,n leave a message
on the salt though."
"Itill be blown away before to -morrow.
Wh,o do you want to write bo? Your moth-
er That girl ?"
Helm turned his face away. This man
had no right to pry into his private con -
mew.
"Write to your mother, lad, write to
your mother by all means. Mothers are
made of different clay from other women;
but don't you bother aboub the other.
Women are all alike, take my word for it.
It's out of sight out of nand with all of
them. But write to your mother."
grass, in *thus, not a living thing visible;
even the crows had gone, and though the
foul birds had filled Helm with a shrinking
horror, their abseuce WAS still more terrible,
for did it not show that they were plunging
farther and farther into the desert, feather
and farther from the, water without which
they could not live out another (lay? The
sun, rose higher and higher till the full force
of his rays seemed more than they could
bear, and yet the nearest shade was miles
away, a line of trees or scrub dim on the
horizon.
Neither mentioned the significance of the
absence of the crows, though both wero
thinking of it, but at last Helm said:
"The trees—lee's g� for the trees, This
is past bearing."
But Anderson shook his head.
"They're clean out of the way, man he
said sadly. "Try to hold out, a little ;orig.
er. 'The old horse is keeping up wonder-
fully. I never thought he'd hold out so
long."
"He's very nearly at his last gasp," eaid
Helm, and they relapsed into silence again.
On, and on, and on. The thirst was so
bad now they could hardly speak to one an-
other ; still they pushed =ander the burn.
ing raes of the almost vertical sun every
atep it seemed must be their last. Was it
really only last night they diatovered they
were lost—only last night? Another mile,
and another, and the heat grew unbearable,
and Helm without e word turned to the left
and made for the trees. Anderson paused
a moment and then followed him, though to
him it was giving up the struggle. If they
turned out of the path which led to the only
water they knew of, turned into this path-
less wilderness, what possible chamee was
there fcts them? And yet how could they
stand thisterrible heat any longer?
"I tell you I shall go mad," moaned Helm
"I didn't think I was a coward, but I can't
stand this. Old chap, don't let me go mad;
shoot me if you see I'm going mad."l
"Mad," saia the other bravely; " non-
sense, mau, you're all right. You'll feel
better presently when you've had a spell."
The line of trees resolved itself on closer
inspection into close growing gidya scrub,
and long before they reached It the craws
had again made their appeerauce. A little
flock kept them comp.any, waiting on in
Iron; rushing up belted as if perehance
they might be late, wheeling rotted on ei-
ther side.
"There must be water there," said Reim
eagerly; "look et the crows agent"
"Don't build on it, old obap," said the
other. "The scrub Is too thick for us to
find it,"
But Helm was not to be dissuaded, and
he wasted his energies in a frantic seam]) for
water. His mete looked more soberly, be-
cause more hopelessly, but the result was
the seine, mid finally they lay down in the
shade and slept again, slept soundly too, in
spite of the crows, which were more confi-
dent, more impudent than ever. Night
fell, end with the darknees grew in Hahn
an Intense desire to be on the way again.
" We're wasting time," he kept saying
hoarsely, for hia tongue was so swollen he
could hardly speak at all—" wasting time.
Don'e you see they'll be expecting us in to
supper at Gerring Gerring, and I shouldn't
like the crows to get there -first. They
might frighten her, you know; she's only a
girl and she beside seen so much of them as
you and me. Those knowing old crows
they're not here now. Don't you see that's
why they want to get there first?"
" Be quiet, man. You're dreaming."
"Dreaming, was I? Anderson, Anderson,
mate, I'm not going mad. For God's sake,
don't lot me go mad."
" No, no, old man, it's all right. We're
on the right track now. Here, I'll take the
horse and you give me your arm. There,
now then, if we luck we may hit (tarring
Gerring before morning."
They walked on in silence, but Haim kept
stumbling, a d but for his companion's sup-
porting arm would have hake tnore than
WOO. The moon rose up, and as it grew
light an day again he stopped short and
looked solemnly in his companion's face, It
was worn and haggard and weary, but not i
so wild, be felt nstinctively, as his own.
"Anderson," he said, "I know I'm done
for. My head's all wrong. It's cooler now,
but what'll it be to -morrow? If—if—if I
do anything marl before I die don't tell her.
I'd like her to think well of me. Suet shy
I died, don't say how it hurts.'
"All right, mate," said the oeher," for he
had no comfort to give.
And then they walked on again in silenee
till the moon declined before the coining
day, the cruel day, which brought the heat
and the following crows again. Dawn
brought them to a patch of "dead finish,'
as the settlers call a dense and thorny scrub
with pretty green leaves through which it
is well -Melt impossible to force a way even
under the racist favorable circumstances,
and which p. :Wed an utterly impassable
barrier 1.0 men in their condition. They
turned aside tines more, and Anderson
thought to bunself that they must -indeed
have given up hope to bestopped by an lin.
pasilik barrier aud yet to make no moan.
it was surely the very depths of hopeless-
ness when all ways were alike to them. Be
looked back on their tracks and dismay fill-
ed his heart; they were not firm 9.nd straight,
but wavering and evanderine_elike those of
inen in the last extremity. He had follow-
ed tracks like these before now, and they
always lea to the Barna thing. He won-
dered dully would any one ever follow those
marks. A little farthet on Helin let go his
cart and ran on ahead. .
"We'll never do any good ab this rate."
he gasped, "never—never" and he pulled
at the collar of his shire till he tore it away.
"We mast have soniething to drink. We'll
die else, and I MUM to have a fight for my
life. There's the old horse, he can't stagger
a step farther; what's the good of keeping
him? Let's shoot him—ana—and.----There's
enough blood in him to—to---"
"No, no, man, no. I tell you that's the
beginning of the end—more than the begin-
ning—the end in face" .
"1 don't care. I can't stand this "; and
before Anderson could stop him, Helm had
drawn his pistol end shot the horse in the
head.
The poor beast was at his last gasp, and
for the last hour • Anderson heel been medi-
tating the advisability of lea.ving him behind
so it .was no material loss; Ins only care
now was to prevent his mate •froin.drinkieg
the blood, which, according to the faith of
the bushman, is worse than drinking ,salt
water. .
"Poor old beggar," he said, taking bis
pistols and cartridges from the saddle, where
they had been wrapped among the blankets,
"1 suppose it was about the kindest. thing
we could do for him., Coale ow mate, we
must leave him to the crows now," and he
caught Helm's arm, and would have led him
on.
But the other resisted, and breaking free
ran back, and before he could stop him had
drawn his knife acrosa the horse's throat
ana taken a long draught of blood,
Does it mind ghastly') But Stich things,
ere, aed his lips were dry and parched, and
his throat eo swollen that he could , only
speak in hoarse whispers, and so great was
the temptation that Anderson, looking
" Who ? I? No. Who is there to care a
straw whether I leave my carcase to tho
crows or not? There's only the boy, aud
he's too young to underatand. But, I says
you might have mentionea the name of the
station," and taking the stick from Helm's
hand, he walked out on the salt and wrote:
"Please let them know Yerlo,' "and
signed his name, " James Anderson."
There's my lase will and testament,"
he said. "Come on now."
Hahn went up to the horses.
" no go," he "My poor old
beggar's done."
I expected it, old chap. We'll have to
foot it ; mines only a. shade better than
yours. Clearly we'll have to leave yours
behind. Mine can carry the pack a little
farther, but I really don't think he can
carry me."
It was still very hot, but the shadows of
the boxwood trees had grown longer and
there was just a promise of the coming
night in the air. They must tvalk, for they
had only the one horse now, and it did not
seem likely he could out leng.
The other bat lain down to die,
and whether this ono could crawl on
under their slender pack was a tmes-
Won Anderson asked himself more than
once. That he could carry either of them
was tete Of the question. 'They put a blank-
ket er two on his beck, their pistols, 9,nd
the empty water -bags, and then it seemea
cruelty to force the poor beast to move, bub
necessity knows 210 law, and they started
slowly on their hopeless journey round the
salt -pan, Anderson lending the way, Helm
following with the horse. So slowly they
went, aud their only hope lay in speech
Helm looked back el ittle sadly at the dying
horse, which had made an effort to rise as
if in mute protest against being left.
"Poor old beggar," le said, " Wouldn't
it be kinder to put him out of his misery ?"
"Oh, give him a chance for his life," said
Anderson. "I've known horsee to recover
in the mostwonderful way. After he's had
a spell he may find water for himself ; any-
how we'll give him the chance."
It was a blessed relief when the sun sank
beneath the horizon: the night was still
9,nd hot, but the wind dropped. at sundown
and the men found it easier to walk in the
dark. The crows had followed them as long
as it was day, but they, too, left as soon as
the darkness fell. They were unaccustomed
to walking,. and it would_ have been hard
work under the most favorable circumstan-
ces; as it was, it WAS cruel. They did not
talk much for what had they to say An
hour or two and the moon rose, a hill moon,
red and fiery; and as she rose slowly to
the zenith, silvering as she rose, the plain
grew light as day. Every little stick and
stone, every little grass blade, was clearly
'outlined • the low ridge which they were
leaving behind, the ridge where they had
found their worst fears realized, loomed
large ;behind them, while the salt -pan to
their left stretched away one great lake of
glittering white, which it seemed to Helm
they could never round.
"How long, Anderson," he asked, "be-
fore we can hope to reach the other side?"
" Not before morning, man. a don't see
we can do it before morning." •
Then they plodded on alittle farther, nei-
ther liking to be the first to give in, though
their mouths were parched and burning
thirst was consuming them. But (till they
walked steadily on till more than half the
night was gone; at list Helm flung himself
down on the ground. '
" I must rest," he said "if I die for ie;"
and Anderson sat down quietly beside him.
Then sleep, merciful sleep, came to them
in their weariness, and they slept till the
first faint streaks of dawn began to appear
in the eastern sky. It was a dreary, hope-
less waking. The salt lake was behind
them now and all areund wa,s the plain,
bare, hard earth in some ola.ces, patches of
"Some one may pass this way," pondered
the younger man, hardly heeding his words.
"TVs just worth trying," and he lay silent
while Anderson talked on, or ra.therthought
aloud.
"It's of the boy I'm thinking," he saAd—
" the poor helplesa little one. He never
throve since his mother died. She didn't
go much on me, but the boy was everything
to her though he was a cripple. Well—well
—if I were only certain he was dead now,
it wouldn't, be half so hard. He'd be better
dead, I know, but I couldn't think it before;
he was all I had, and the last time I saw
him he put up his little hand—such a mite
of a hand—and clutched hie daddy's beard.
He was all I had; how could I wish him
dead? But now—now—my God l—if I was
certain he was dead and it hadn't hurt
much."
Helm sprang to hie feet and swore an oath.
" We're not going to die," he cried "not
as easily al; all that. COMA Oil ; we have
wasted enoughanecious time."
" Not till it's a little cooler. It's no good
I tell you, wearing ourselves out in the
heat."
And Helm, seeing the advice was good,
lay down again—lay down and triecl. not
to listen to the cawing of the cows, the only
sound that broke the stillness—tried not to
think of cool waters; not to think of a
household down south ; not to think of the
girl who, notwithstanding his mate's cynic.
al warning, filled all his thoughts. He dozed
a little and dreamed, and wakened with a
start and a strong feeling upon him that it
had been something more than a dream,
that some one had really called him, was
calling him still. Was it his mother's voice,
or that girl's, or was it Anderson's? Ander-
son was sleeping heavily, and, strong man
as he WAS, sobbing in his sleep. Iielm
stretched out a hand to awaken him, and
then paused. Why should he? What had
he better to offer than these brokenalreams ?
mooking mirage in the distance, felt that
he too aught as well drink and ; only
the thought of the cripple boy who would.
be alone in the world but for him made him
nake one more desperate effort for self -con -
:rot.
He took the younger MAO'S arm and drag -
gad hint on, skirting slowly round tile
"dead finish" till at length late in the
afternoon, it gave place to boree. His owa
senses were clear enough, but Helm, was
muttering wildly, and he listened with un-
heeding ears to his babble of home and moth-
er and, sweetheart. They could not go fir,
and soon they forced their way 'in among the
scrub, and though the burning thirst, was
worse than ever, the shade was grateful.
The crows stopped too, and settled on the
low trees, turning their evil blue -black
heads on one side to get a better view of
their prey,
"I can't keep my head," moaned Helm,
"I can't I have been mad all day. I
know I have, It has stretched, out into
ages, this long day, mid not over yea
When were we lost? Yesterda The day
before? It feels like years."
"Never mind," said Anderson, not un-
kindly; "it cau't be much longer now, Try
to sleep, old man."
"Sleep with a thousand devils tearing
at inc
But they did sleep after all, wearied,
troubled sleep, a broken sleep full of fright-.
fel dreams, or still more cruel ones of cool-
ing streams and rippling waters. Night
came, and Anderson awoke from whatseem-
ed to him a doze of a moment to find his
companion gone from his side. For a. second
the thought came to him that it was not
worth while to look for him, He was mad
—mad, and where was the use of troubling
about him any further? And then his
better feelings, and perhaps that longing for
human compauionship winch we all must
feel, made him rise up and look for him.
Up and down, he was staggering up and
down, a hundred feet one way and then
back again on his own tracks.
We must get on, old chap," he mutter-
ed when he sew Anderson, we must get
on, You rest if you like theugh ; there
istat anybody waiting for you ; but alabel,
alie's waiting for me, and I most try and
get back. She woold be disappointed else.
thieve I ot °aurae she'll grieve if I'm lost.
All the world isn't a cynic like you.
Anderson took his arm again.
We'll go together," he said. "If you do
care a straw about seeing her again, come
on quietly with me."
He yielded for the moment, but it requir-
ed one continuous effort on Anderaonti part
to keep him up to it. Plainly Ida reason
was gone, and tho other man, growing
weaker and weaker, found by the time the
sun was high in the heavens that the effort
was more them he could make. It was the
end, or so close that he could only hope
and pray the end would eome quickly.
The young fellow had atrugglecl on
so bravely, so hopeinlly, and now it
had cone to this. They had left the
serab behind theist and Andersen made his
way to a tree the only specimen of it a kind
in all the wide plain, and lay down beneath
its branchee—to reab ? No, he felt in his
heare it was to die. Helm he could not
persuade to lie down. 'Ho kept staggering
on hopelesely round and round the tree,
struggling to keep in the shade, fancying, as
many a lost lean has done beano him, that
he was "pushing on."
It was the same old story. Anderson had
heard it told hundreds of times over the
camp-fire—one man will lie down to die
quietly and the other will go raving mad.
So Helm had gone mad, poor chap; and then
he remembered his passionate prayer to him,
nob to let him go mad, to shape hiin if he
saw he was going mad, and he lay and look-
ed up at the hard blue sky through the
leaves, and at the watchingarows, and knew
that he was only waiting for deatb, knew
that he was too utterly weary to aid in any
way his mate. He listened to him mutter-
ing to himaelf for a ,little, watched him as he
went monotonously round and round. It
was not so bard alter all—not near so hard
for him as for Helm. If only the boy were
dead he thought wearily, if only the boy
were dead he would be glad thatthis should
end it ; his life was never worth much, be
had failed all through, he would be glad to
be at rest—if only the boy were there before
hint; but the boy—the poor little helpless
thing—he must make another effort for the
boy's sake, and he struggled to his feet
again. But the burning. landscape was a
blood -red blur before Ms eyes, and then
quite suddenly, it seemea to him, sight an
hearing kft him. He was dying—was this
death? How merciful death was—if only
the boy --
Very wearily he opened his eyes. Could
it be that some one was pourina water
down his throat? Some one was bathing his
face.
"He's coming to," said a voice in his ear.
"]3y Jove, it was a marrow shave. The
other poor chap's done for isn't he, Ned ?"
"Quite dead. He went mad evidently,
clean off his head. .Why, the peer chap
had begun on his own grave."
Anderson flung the reins to the lad and
walked quietly into the house. It i/vas
mistake, he clearly saw, coming back, from
the grave. He wished he bad died within
five miles of Gerring tterring Wettae-,-
Mary. Ga,unt ie the Englieh Illustrated
egume,
When Anderson came to himself he found
he had been picked up by the other explor-
ing party:
"We pecked up your tracks away by the
dead fluish" there," said the leader, 'and
I thought it mustbe pretty near U P
with you. You've had the devil's own
luck, mate. Why, you were within five
miles of Gerring Gerring Water, and over
by the dead finish' you passed within
three miles of a very decent waterhole,
quite good enough to have kept life within
you. You shot the horse ?" .
"My mate did. He was mad, poor
fellow.
"Poor beggar, he seems to have nasi a
bad time, but it's all over now."
It was indeed all over now. They had
wrapped him inc blanket and were digging
a shallow grave. He had begun it himself,
they said, and had been digging with his
long knife, though whether it was for
water, or whether it WAS really intended
for a grave, no one could now say. His
sufferings were ended.
They left him there in the desert, the
young fellow who had fought so hard for
life 9,nd set so much store by it; and as
soon as Andersen was a little recovered set
out for " Yerlo" again.
It was over a week before he reached the
station, so far had he wandered out of the
track, and as he rode up to the house a
stable -boy lounged up to him.
"What a while you've been away, bets,"
Ise said, "We'd most given you up for
lost. The mail's in and there's a pile of
letters for Mr, Helm. None for you
though."
"Is everything all right ?" asked Ander-
SOB, feeling like a man who had come back
from the grave. bad. news. don't
"N-o-o,there's mighty
Olike touttewilittlhioitu,gilnia'n" Don't keep me wait -
The Dog Howled, on His Grave.
Mr. William Gohm, clerk of the tow*
of Macaulay, Muskoka, a reliable an. ti
ful man, relates this story, which c
substantiated by several of his neigh
viz., the Zimmdrmens, Longforde and
lips. Oa the corner of the Longford
and north of Mr. Gohm's there is a
graveyard. About two months ago a
known collie dog was seen in the dey
and heard howling and crying at nig
9,nd around the graveyard. About
weeks thereafter it was aseertaaned
the dog belonged to Robert Cooper
this day Robert Was passing the grave
when the dog save hint and ran to him
followed him. hoine."-Robert had been
well for some time, but got much wors
next day and died in about a week.
reinains were interred in this grave
and the dog has been there nearly all
time since ancl makes the MOAB hideou
its mournful howling. It has been
home and tied, but returns to the gram
soon as let loose. The people around t
are not given to superstition, being I
headed kind of Methodists, but they
puzzled to know why the dog visited
graveyard and remained, there howling
fore his master died.
••••P•••••••.•1.
Quite a Noticeable Difference.
" the mon troat you any„ differs
since you hey° been promoted ? aeke
friend.
" Yes; a little."
"Moro respectful to you, I suppose
" Ye.es ; but thet'a nct the most ao
able thing."
• "Don't grumble when you ask then
do anything, perhaps ?"
"Not $o much as they used to; but
isn't the greatest difference.'
"Wall, then, what is ?"
"Why, they always laugh now wit
telt a funny ,stery."
"Really 1 '
" Oh, yes; and they seem intere
when I talk of the brizitt things my ail
say and do,”
The friend gave a dubious shake a
head.
"Don't yon let Blaine bear of that,'
said,
James G. Blaine?" asked the othe
surprise.
"Certainly."
"Why not?"
"He'll be offering them foreign missi
You bave office full of diplomats
(Chicago Herald.
An Amicable Arrange=
Row is it, Uncle Bastes," said a
tleiran to a darkey, "that you I
married ? Aren't you an admirer of the
er sex ?"
" 1 fat er duel winni 'bout a
replied Uncle Rastus. '
r A duel?"
" salt ; yeabs and yeahs ago.
Jackson an myself, we boalubbed da
gal; we were bof boun' to git dab, A
business climaxed in er duel. We aid
a trifle nahvons, sah, an"stead ob sne
tin' Sam or Sam hittin' me we brou
down a vallyble mutat t walistandire
de fence."
"Ansi did you fire again ?" asked
gentlemen, very much interested.
"No, mix, clat wuz a vary vallyble sr
boss, and' WO bof felt kinder skeart like
we entered into and anaericable prearra
menth
"How did you settle it ?"
" Sam tuk de gal an"greed to pay fo
mule, an' I hale% tubbed sence
. Germany's Ex -Chancellor.
Prince Bismarck was seventy-seven ye
old on A.pril 1st. The day was marked
the attendance at Friedrichsruhe, wh
the Prince resides, of a much larger num
of persons than usually have visited h
there on similar occasions. The Prince h
a reception in the park and had a hear
word for all who called upon him.
looked remarkably well. A. large numb
of floral gifts was sent to him from all par
of the empire. Numerous depu
Wens from various parts of the count
waited upon and congratulated him
thanking a deputation representing 10,
miners in the I3ochum district, the Prin
said that coal and iron were closely a
sociated with husbandry. He himself w
a farmer, and he never credited aspersio
upon the Bochum industry. The enviro
ot Friedriclisrulie were densely thronged
day with people, all desirous of honorin
the great German statesman. At night tl
place was brilliantly illuminated and a torc
lighb procession was held. The Prince'
birthday was warmly celebrated inBerlin an
other placeethroughout,Germany. A tel
grain of congratulations was sent to th
former Chancellor on beataf of the member
of the National Liberal Party.
mg.
The lad looked away and turned his pipe
froin one side of his mouth to the other.
"It's your youngster," he sai4. " He
had convulsions last Sunday.. Mrs. Brook
—ahe said as nothitig couldn't have saved
away at the bare pitiless plain with the hine " It was a blessed release," she ciaid."
Could 'Wait a Little.
Peddler—"Is your mother in?"
Little Girl—"I haven't any. She's dead.'
"How long has she been dead ?"
"'Bout a year."
"Is your stepmother in r'
"1 haven't any yet."
"Well, Pll wait."
--
Vigorous Kissing.
Mother—" Bobby, come right up stairs
this instant and change your shoes and
stockings."
Bobby—" They islet wet."
Mother -et" Indeed they are, just soaking,
I can hear them sop, sop, sop,' whenever
you walk."
Bobby—" That's Sis and Mr. Nicefello' in
th' parlor."
A Puzzling Reply.
Col. Yerger, having waited a considerable
length of time for his supper at an Austin
restaurant, as a sort of a hint Joked the
Irish waiter what o'clock it was
"Twenty tninutes to ate, sor," was the
reply. .
Col. Yerger was puzzled to know whether
the waiter meant twenty minutes to wait,
twenty minutes to eight, or twenty minutes
to ate.
Business Abtrat to rick IT%
Wilkins," said the proprietor of the
green -house, "how are we off for flowers
this rnotning ?"
We've got a pretty good supply," re-
plied the junior florist.
"Plenty of Jack' roses, American Beau-
ties, violets and lanes of the'velleys ?" e,
,"Lotsehe
ol'enirL
"Raise e of them ttventy-five per
caennottheaur aweifneg.maguerenanr8e8riniai
Sistant They've
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