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HomeMy WebLinkAboutThe Citizen, 2000-12-20, Page 31THE CITIZEN, WEDNESDAY, DECEMBER 20, 2000. PAGE 31. One Valentine's Day, my wife surprised me with an original way of showing her love. Through the course of morning chores, I discovered handmade Valentines posted in various locations around the bam. She had sneaked out some time in the winter evening to put them there. It was fun to discover the first few. Then the pleasure grew into an adventure. I found about 20 of them. It was like a smile that begins as a grin and gets wider until your cheeks hurt and then you burst out laughing. Even today I smile when I think about her wandering around the bam considering where to put them. She must have planned this for awhile. Each heart had a different statement written that said, "I'll love you for-heifer-'n-heifer." Normally I don't like working in the cold. The Valentine was a great distraction. The A.I. technician enjoyed it later that day as well. "I'll never forget when at the age of seventeen a lady looked me full in the face and with a genuine smile disarmingly said, "My, but you have a beautiful smile!" Having very low self-esteem and not thinking there was anything beautiful about me, I went right home and looked disbelievingly in the mirror. To my surprise when I smiled, I saw a beautiful smile. I have never forgotten this sincere compliment and it has affected me in my whole life where I smile often. I was sick and tired in bed. I was itchy and trying to watch t.v. I had the chicken pox. Every day, my brothers brought home a bag filled with homework from school. I had homework every night and as I did my homework, I itched. Itched on my neck, itched on my tummy, I itched everywhere. Some days, as I opened the bag, a treat fell out. It was somebody's birthday that I missed. For two weeks all I had was homework, itches and t.v. One day when I opened the bag, yes, I did find the usual homework, but I also found something else! Cards! Handmade cards from every classmate! They had flowers, hearts, rainbows, and pictures of me even. The cards said things like: "I hope you feel better." "I love you." "I miss you." I felt so loved. It's been a couple of years since I had the chicken pox, but I saved the cards. Whenever I read them again, I still feel a warm fuzzy. Most memorable to me are my daughter's little notes of love to me found on my pillow before I go to bed at night. They always make me smile! A wonderful expression of love came in a silent form in my late teenage years. I had had a falling out with my boyfriend. I remember calling home from a pay phone desperately wanting someone to come, pick me up and take me home. I did not want him to take me home. The phone rang. No one answered. A friend came to the pay phone booth and said, "Just let him take you home." Having no other options, I reluctantly conceded. The boyfriend took me home. Once home, I lamented to my parents — "I tried and tried to get you. Why didn't you answer? My mother felt terrible. It was late. They had gone to bed. The phone was in the kitchen. They hadn't heard a thing. My father was a man of few words. Sometimes I felt that I didn't really know him at all nor did he know me. But, something happened the next day to change all that. When I got home from school, I noticed something different. On my father's nightstand, next to the bed, was a new phone. I was astounded. This happened in the days when most people had one black dial phone in the house. Nothing was ever said, but I knew my father loved me. This is something I remember from my childhood. It was at a time when my cousins and I were together a lot. We were about ten years old and skinny enough to fit side by side in a comfy armchair. That summer we spent a few days at my cousin's older sister's home. She had been married for some time and it was exciting to be able to stay over and visit with her and her husband. She was always very good to us. And she must have been, because for some reason, inexplicable to me at the time; my married cousin was always sick. Very sick, it seemed. In the middle of making supper, she would suddenly dash to the sink. (Years later, expecting a child of my own, I knew the reason!) I remember sitting in that armchair feeling so sorry for her. I also remember feeling a great need to look away. It's not a pretty sight. Which is maybe why I remember it so clearly. I can still picture this today. My cousin retching at the kitchen sink; her husband standing right next to her, holding her hair away from her face. And I remember thinking "He really loves her!" I remember a time when I was struggling emotionally and physically, I had been laid up for about three years and had spent the last several months in bed with severe pain! One night when I was at the end of my wits, a man's name came to mind that I had met a few times in the past year. I hunted up his business card and called his phone number. We spent well over an hour on the phone that night, he listened, we cried, he spoke, we prayed together. We have had a real bond grow between us since that night. It is amazing what a warm heart and a listening ear can do for a weary soul! This past summer, we had an opportunity presented to us on Wednesday to go with a group of friends on Sunday to "Kingdom Bound" — a get-together of 10,000 Christians of all ages held at Darien Lake, U.S.A. Having limited income, we knew it wasn't feasible for us to go. It was brought up for prayer at my Bible Study group. To my amazement and wonder, I received a $100 cheque in the mail on Friday from a girlfriend who designated it to be for us to go to Darien Lake. What a blessing from a dear friend and what a joyful holiday we had! Being suddenly taken into a family of middle aged adults with a son in his late twenties, I was instantly a daughter and a sister. Their encompassing love made me one of the family! They loved me as if I had been bom into the household. Some years ago, while I was expecting my sixth child, I came down with mono. Of course you can imagine how sick and tired I was and how busy I also was looking after my other five children. I had spent a few days in the hospital and upon returning home, I received a phone call from an acquaintance who had asked if she could pick up my kids during the day so I could rest. It sure helped my recovery by not having my kids underfoot while I spent my days sleeping. A couple of summers ago I received bums to my face and shoulders when I pulled a lawn chair from a campfire. I was amazed at how many people sent cards to me, prayed and also called to see how I was doing. This Christmas... Dear friends, let us love one another, for love comes from God. Whoever does not love does not know God. because God is love. This is how God showed his love amonf> us. He sent his only Son into the world that we might live through him. 1 John 4:7-9 ...express your love ...send a note ...encourage someone ...smile ...offer a listening ear ...give your time ...release a tear ...share the great love of Jesus! May you be blessed with joy, hope, peace and LOVE this Christmas! ■* / - Blyth Christian Reformed Church