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HomeMy WebLinkAboutThe Wingham Times, 1888-02-03, Page 3TWO CHRISTMASES OR, THE MYSTERY OF THE HAUNTED GARRET, CHAPTER VL-(CoxrINUED,) He seems ala"oat to have recovered his old gaiety and good spirits, or elae he is playing a part to deceive me, iior his own sake, 1 hope --I do truly hope and believe that he is beginning to forget that old mad- ness of the spring. " Won't you come in to tea, Joan ?" It is Leslie's voice, shrill and clear and a little sharp I fancy ; but she oan scarcely be vexed. because Hugh and I spoke to each other while she was talking and laughing with Kathleen and Doctor Nesbitt at the piano. Tea is laid in the oak parlour. I have not been in the room since Aunt Wills's death -they never sit in the oak parlor till they begin fires in September, nor in the blue room till they give up fires in May. The table is spread as bountifully as ever, with fresh home-made bread and butter, cream and strawberry jam, Leslie pours out tea, sitting in my old plane -a pretty little figure in her black gown and glitter- ing ornaments ; but Hugh leaves Nesbitt to attend upon her, while he takes care of me. After tea I find that it is time to set out on my journey homewards. 1 half expect Doctor Nesbitt to offer to escort me, as I suppose he must soon be going bank to the village ; but it is Hugh who puts on his cap in the hall, though Le'glie pouts a little, and kisses me rather coldly, wishing me good -night in the poroh. The nun has set, but there is a warm r'oey flush in the west yet, in the midst of which burns one great solitary golden star. In the east the colours are blue and silver, where the harvest -moon Domes climbing; over the woodland, just showing her broad solemn disc over the tops of the sleeping trees. Hugh walks beside me over the long gray moonlit field ; but, •though he says nothing for a long time, I am conscious of some strange intensity in the atmosphere, of some odd presentiment, such as they say precedes an earthquake or some awful storm. ' "Joan," he says at last, speaking in a curiously quiet way, " I read the poem." "You read it?" "Yes 1" Silence again for a hundred yards or so- no sound but the sound of our footsteps on the short dry grass. " Joan"why were you crying over it ?" " I -I do not know." • " Joan Ludlow, tell me the truth once for all in Heaven's name 1 Did you ever care for me ?" " What is the use of -of speaking about it now -even -even supposing that I did ?" • " The use 1 The use of it would be that it would make me so intolerably happy that I would pray to die -yes, die -here, this very moment, while the blessed words were on your lips 1" " Hugh, you forget Leslie 1" " I forgc.o everything but you, Joan. Do you love me ?" We have come to n,tand-still in the mid. die of the moonlit meadow. He is holding both my hands looking at me. As I look up our eyes meet. My face has grown as white as death before that long look has ended, " Hugh, you must let me go—" " Let you go 1" he cries passionately. " Let you, go now -now when I know you love me ! Joan, do you •think I am mad?" "I know that you belong to another wo- man ; and -and you should never have for- gotten it." " I belong to you. My heart is yours. Feel how it beats ; every throb is for you, Joan --for you --for you 1" " Then why did you wreck the happiness of that poor girl ?" " Ih tought you hated me, and that if I married her I aright forget you -in time. And only today I thought I had conquered myself -I thought I was beginning to for- get you. But the moment I naw you I knew I was more mad about you than ever ; I could not endure the sight of her, or the sound of her voice ?" " Poor Leslie 1 Poor unfortunate child 1" " Yon pity Leslie -why don't you pity me ? Oh, Joan, my love, my darling, is it thus that I find you, thus that ourhearts meet, after all my grief and pain?" Is it thus indeed ? As he holds mein his arms for one brief instant, as our lips meet for the first time, I` feel that the world oan hold no greater pairs, no greater bliss, no moreesaguisite torture than I tun suffering , I cannot ng up," I ing to my y from me. you to mo band. We nese. We t that poor ves for the Hugh. It own blind ght to make she marries band for an- ith a bitter 11 be doing marry Les. w," I reiter- be right or miserable a ace of mind er to marry red for the. o should auf- y blindness, • 11 bleep you ho goes on, " Would ded vanity, e sent With ithanother 11 soon eare ono else in things hap- ry fent that ke would em - were so mad truth, hon. of a passion which the very fact . of having yielded to the temptation would helpto kill," " T love you, Joan, and you love me. If you argued for ever, I could not believe we were called upon to give oath other up for the sake of any third person." " You might as well say so if you; were married to Leslie ?" " And if I were ?" " Hugh 1" I exclaimed coldly and calmly, meeting his miserable defiant eyes, " Do you want to lose me even as -as a friend ?" " I don't Dare. It is all up with ire. You have destroyed me, body and soul 1 Is this how you come out of the furnace Hugh Tressilian ?" " It is all very well for you to preach self-sacrifice, You do not feel like me." I do not contradict him. It will be better that he should think so perhaps. "If you loved me as I love you, Joan Ludlow, you would let the whole world go sooner than fiend me away from you 1" "1 love you, Hugh Tressilan, but I love truth and justice and honor more. Whether you marry Leslie Creed or not, from tbia night form and you shall never speak to me of love again." - " How can you prevent me ?"-doggedly. •" I shall take means to prevent you. And, if I thought you capable of such base behaviour, capable of refusing to fulfil your saored promise to the girl who loves you, I should no longer love you but hate you. I tell you so plainly ; and now you can choose your own course. Marry Leslie, and I am your friend for life. Desert her, and I shall never speak to you again." "Your heart is as hard as iron, Joan. You consign me to purgatory as coolly as if you were telling me to take Leslie out for a ride." " Existence in this world is a very matter- of-faot kind of thing, Hugh, and you will find that to do your duty simply and con- scientionsly brings yon most happiness in the end. As for the romantic idea that, if one does not marry this or that person whom one fancies for a minute, one is miserable for life -that is the most egregrious nonsense 1 The only happiness worth having comes from the knowledge that one has tried to do the right before God and one's own con, - science." "If you can so easily console 'yourself, Joan," he begins; as he stands with me for a moment at my own gate, looking at me with all his heart in his miserable thwart- ed eyes. " It is not so very easy, Hugh ; but it is best, dear -best for you and bestfor me ;" and without another word I leave him stand- ing there in the moonlight, looking after me. CHAPTER VII. The preparations for the welding go on merrily ; the bride and bridegroom are to start for Canada immediately after the cere- mony. When they will return to Grayacre I do not know, nor what arrangements my cousin has made with Curtis & Winder, nor whether he has made any arrangements with them at all. Old Michael Foote manages the farm, Hugh still refusing to act unless ab- solutely forced to do so, and always speaking of the place as if it belouged to me and not to him. I fancy he has some idea of mak- ing the place over to me by a deed of gift-. the attorneys have hinted as much to me ; but I'do not know whether such o, thing can be done, and I do know that I will never accept Grayacre as a present from any man, not even from my cousin Hugh. I do not see him even inchurch now, and he never goes to the town -at least, he never. rides past our windows. But I see Leslie very often, and she sometimes pays ,me a visit at the hospital, and I am always hear- ing about her -and not things that are pleasant to hear, either, since she is so soon to be my cousin's wife. A oorintry place like] Grayacre is always rife with gossip, and, though I,never listen when I can help; it, I hear enough to make me very sorry for Leslie, and very angry with her for Hugh's sake -I count pity Doctor Nesbitt, for what he does he does with his eyes' open. If a man is such a fool as to flirt with a girl who is to be married to another pian .in a. fortnight, he does so at hie own risk. One day she comes to see me, driving the. pony -phaeton. Doctor Nesbitt is with her, and she leaves him in charge of the trap" in the road, " I will send Doctor 'Nesbitt back to the village for some Dandy for the. children - they like candy -and I quite forget to bring some with me 1" she exclaims presently, and would have ,gone to the door if I had not prevented her. " In't• Dare to have 'the children eat sweets, Leslie -they get too many at it is from their own people. Generally,. when their sisters have left, I go round and con- fiscate all the .bull's-eyes and oranges and buns." " What a shame Well, I'll bring them some toys next ;time -toys can't do them any harm." if Leslie," I say very gravely, " why don't you get Hugh to .drive you about ?" " Oh, he hates it l I never could per- suade him to get into the phaeton." "But he ought to do it." " My dear, I don't want to fore, him. Doctor Nesbitt makes himself very agree- able." " That is not the question. Dootor Nee - hitt is not engaged to you." "My dear old-fashioned Joan, do you think a girl is never to appear in public with any man but the man to whom she is engaged ?" • " I do not think you ought to be con- stantly seen with any other man, Leslie." " But I am net oonstantly seen ' with Doctor Nesbitt." " You are always riding and driving with him." " My dear, you 'should go to Canada 1 All the girls drive and ride with the young men of their acqunintanco there nobody thinks anything of it." '4 They talk of it here, Leslie ; you would not care to hear the unkind things they say of you," " As if T cared 1" she exolaires, redden- ing angrily. " Butyou ought to Care, dear, for laugh's sake if not for your own." "Oh, Hugh does not trouble his head about me N" "Leslie !" t" He does not -he is always otos and did. agreeable. Sometimes I feet half tnolined to bate him l" "I# you give him reason---'" "I do not give him reason, If any one has a right to be cross, it is poor AI -.Motor Nesbitt,"" "1 do not see what right Doctor Nesbitt has to be °roes with you." " Oh, you think of no one but Hugh 1" "I think of you, Leslie ; and, if you were really Dootor Nesbitt's friend, you would not encourage him to make a fool of hint. self," "Joan, you are a privileged person, or else I should feel very much inclined to tell you to mind your own business 1" " consider it my business to warn you when' 'see you doing whatI think danger- ous and wrong," " Well, I don't," she says, her pretty faoe red and angry. "I am quite well able to take care of myself."' " I am afraid you will drive Hugh to do something desperate," "Take care you don't drive him to it 1" she retorts, and walks away out the room and out of the house. I am sorry she has taken my reproof in this spirit, and I hope I have not said too much. I try to recall my words, and I can- not see that I said anything to rouse such wrath and indignation. I fret a good deal over the result of my interference however, and, when Leslie comes of her own accord a, day or two afterwards, and kisses me as cordially as if nothing happened, I feel quite glad. The autumn days pees very quickly - very monotonously for me, as "ar as my daily routine at the hospital is concern. ed=one day is so like another in an institution of the kind. But, if my life is dull to weariness, my heart is not equally quiet, though I have tried to look forward to a time when even this my grief shall not be pain to me if I know my darling to be happy and contented, and no longer suffering because of me. The weather is all that could be desired for a wedding, calm and sweet and still, the sun shining all day long from a sky as blue as the bride's happy eyes, the woods growing more glorious iu their orange and crimson tints every day; even in our hospital wards the air breathes sweet from the mignonuette outside the windows and from the late -blowing roses and stocks and the bushes of lavender and rosemary. Leslie has gone to stay at the Rectory, from which she is to be married, and, to my great satis- faction, Doctor Nesbitt has gone up to London on business -I fancy the business is an excuse to be out of the way on Leslie's wedding -day - Two days before the wedding old Dorothy sends to beg me to go to see her, as she is confined to her bed and " very had" with an attack of bronchitis ; and, as the old woman has more faith in me than in the Doctor, I walk over to Grayacre the same evening to see what I can do for her. The walk through the familiar "ields re- freshes me, though it makes me feel very sad. They were mine once, these fertile pastures, that fir wood, that quaint old house 1 How long ago they seem, those happy days 1 I feel as if I was an old, old woman as I push open the porch door and walk into the dusky wainscoted hall. There is no one in the oak parlor. Hugh's whip lies on the table, a chair has been drawn to the fire ; but there is no one in the chair, no sound or vdiceor footstep in thedreamyhouse. I make my way to;D oro thy's room, and find the old woman propped up with pillows, in her huge four -post bed with its ancient chintz curtain ; there is an enor- mous fire in the room, and I am sure the windows have not been opened ,within the memory of man. . " It does me good to see your bonny face, dearie," she says, when I have inquired into and prescribed for ,her ailments; and token my seat, at her desire, on the foot of the bed. "." And there's more than 'me has been pining for a sight of it'in this house." "You'll soon have a bonnier face here than mine ever was, Dorothy." " I never•bould see the beauty of it. But others aid;:" and the old woman shakes her head mysteriously. - "Nobody could see Miss Leslie without 'admiring -hes, Dorothy." ," Doctor Nesbitt couldn't, Miss Joan." " Yon cannot blame him. I don't think I never saw a prettier face." "But I blame her. What business had she bringing him here, and singing 'with him, and flirting with him all day long ?" "She had different ideas from ours, Dorothy; she was brought up in a country where they do not think it any harm to do such things." "I know what ;is harm and what isn't. Is it no harm to let one man kneel at your feet, and kiss your hand, and your lips too, and you going to be married to another ? Miss Joan, you know right from wrong as well as I do, and better, and you won't tell me that is right, or you won't persuade me. into it." " I cannot believe Miss Leslie capable," I begin, very rfuoh shocked. " Mies Leslie could buy and sell you for cleverness, Miss Joan, and for trickery. She's a clever lady„ young as she is, and knows what she's about better than you do, or I either. Many a time I was eager to tell Mr. Hugh what was going on behind his back, but I was afraid of him ; he was in that humour he'd have killed the Doctor, Miss Joan, as soon as turn round." ' " Miss Leslie will have more sense when she is older, Dorothy," I say, to put an end to the subject. "And now tell me, how is Mr. Hugh ?" Dorothy looks at me from under the many Mlle of her night -nap. "I don't know how he is, Miss Joan." " What do you mean?" The old woman raises herself on her elbow and bends forward till herquaint nut- cracker face is within a few inches of .my own. I'm afraid of my life he's going Wrong, Miss Joan. There's more brandy drank in this house in two days now than there used to be in a year in the' old master's bine. Nob that he's ever to say tipsy," Dorothy adds, lowering her voice to a whisper ; " but he takes too much, Miss Joan, and it's making him cross and cantankerous, er else fit for nothing but to sit with his head on his arms down on the table. 1 went into the parlour the other night, by way of see- ing that the shutters were fastened, but having it in My mind to force him to let me look up the brandy, and there I found hit I thought at first he was asleep ; but, when I touched his shoulder, he raised his head ; and, Miss Joan, his face frightened mo -it was that flushed, and -and his bloodshot eyes were full up of tears 1" " 1#e fretted greatly for his mother, Dore - ,d thy," I Nay, trying to speak quietly, though. my very lipsare trembling. "" He may take a little just to -to drive away his grief.'" "It's to drive awayhisgriof, sure enough. But We not grief for hie mother, Miss Joan -it's grief for you 1" "For me, Dorothy ?" "Ay, then, tor you ! 'Tis a pity you couldn't care for him, Mims Joan, for he's SI fine a lad as ever stepped, and too good for the wife he's getting, goodness knows 1. But they say love won't be bid by any body; and, if ye couldn't care for him, ye couldn't, dearie, and that's the truth ! Only I thought you might give him a little touch- up about the brandy, without letting on who told you, He'd do anything to plea you." "I don't know about that, Dorothy" With a sorrowful shake of my head. "' Deed and would he ! Sure we all know he was dying for you as far bank as Christmas ; and I used to hope ye'd grow fond of him at last, dearie, though you couldn't forget poor Master Laurie. But sure Mr. Hugh was better able to take care of you than poor Master Laurie ever could, that we all knew had death in his face the day he put his ;foot inside the doors; Not but Mr. Hugh is going a fair way to kill himself too, drinking so much and eating nothing. It fairly breaks my old heart to see him, though I thought I could never fret for anything again after the day you left Grayacre I sit looking at Dorothy,but I amscarcely listening to her, thy mind is so full of this new norrible idea. If Hugh takes to drink- ing brandy, there is no hope for him ;. he will be as obstinate in this as in everything else -he will go on from bad to worse, Heaven only knowing how it will end. It may be too late even now to save him -peo- ple are so seldom saved who once yield to this terrible temptation. As long as his grief lasts, he will try to drown it ; and how long will it last? As long as my own perhaps, I think with a shudder, and, if so, Hugh will know where to find the Lethe which deadens the pain for a minute -but at what a price 1 If Hugh Tressilian once loses bis self-respect, he is a ruined man ; and, of he is ruined, his ruin lies at my door He is to be married the day after to- morrow. Will Leslie wean him from this terrible propensity? Will she be wise enough and tender enough to lead him back to the right way ? Or will she drive him to desperation by her scorn and disgust? I dread to think how it will be -heart - sink, I turn my ayes from the terri- ble picture. I was miserable enoush when I came to Grayacre just now, but my misery was nothing to the re• morse and anguish I feel as 1 depart from it with old Dorothy's piteous story in my ears. I ought to speak to Hugh -and yet I shrink from accusing him of the unworthy weakness. I suppose he is somewhere about the farm ; but I neither Bend nor go to look for him -I will put off the evil day till to. morrow. I buoy myself up with the hope that when he is married to Leslie he will grow fond of her aid be happy, and in his happiness forget the fiend that tempted him. I wish Leslie were another kind of woman -a tender, gentle, wise woman, who would know how to lead him, how to win him back to peace and content; but the poor child is so vain so frivolous 1 The thought comes to me with an ugly rusk, Have I driven him into the jaws of destruction by forcing him into this marriage? Ought 1 to have threatened him 891 did ? Was I justified in holding him, by means of the the love he bore for me, to a promise breaking of which would scarcely have broken. Leslie Creed's 'art, but the fulfil- ment of which has cer''tinly broken his - and my own? I kno ebt whether I was right or wrong. I onl snow that the mis- ery of it is driving me d, The evening light is slanting across the sodden field as I cross it,1piercing the green solemn depths of the wood. • From this end of the wood a gate leads into the road tlot very far from the village. Just as I reach the gate, I find myself face to face with my cousin, walking slowly between the red fir - stems, his hands behind him and his eyes on the ground. He looks up when he hears my footsteep on the pine needles, and the col- eus'rushes into his face. " Have you been at Grayacre, Joan?" " Yes. I went to see old Dorothy." "Is Datothy ill ?"-" Only one of the old bronchial attacks." ." Did you prescribe for her?" -smiling slightly. •' You don't believe in my prescriptions, evidently 1" " I did not say that." " You look as if you wanted to be pre- scribedfor almost as much as Dorothy." " Do I look ill ?"-" You do not look well." know what would cure me." "Do you indeed 1" -with a doleful smile. " A dose of prussic acid." "Huh, you ought not to joke about such things..'- It is very wrong." His quiet tone fills me with a horrible fear and dread. " Yes -I was only joking. No, I suppose it isn't right -of course not. May I walk with you as far as your own gate, Joan ? We sba'n't have many more walks together." He speaks quite quietly. He certainly has not been drinking, though at first I fancied his look a little strange. But there is nothing about his manner or conversation as he walks beside me up the road and through the `village ; he never alludes in any way to our last interview, or to his marriage -he merely talks about the weather, and the crops, and the new road they are putting on the sehool•house, and asks me questions about my patients and the opening of our new ward. I find myself growing almost happy as I listen to and answer him. Hugh Tressilian is too sensible, too brave and up- right, to yield without a struggle to any un, worthy temptation, He will conquer the the sorrow that has unmanned him for a while, and come out of the ordeal 'a wiser and better man. (TO BE CONTINUED.) -r- Senator Stanford's gist of $20,000,000 to establish the university in California is one of the largest of the .kind known to history, and this gift is three times the size of the fortune which Stephen Girard left. Girard's fortune amounted to about $7,500,000, and of this heleft•$6,000,000 to his university, He (save nearly all his property to the public, and out of his whole fortune his re. latives received only $140,000. The Montreal police tome is to be reor- ganized and increased. One hundred and fifty additional men are required,, socLNT,IFJa AND I LFA' ►L. The road to suooess lie open to all, but too many want to get there without the trouble of going. 1'hyeicians now claim that there is ggieat virtue in onions. Onions are strong enough. to be virtuous. It has been disoovered by naturalists that it takes a dog ninety days to forget his old home and take to a new enc, Scientific tests in Hungary Chow that porn will produce the largest yield of milk, while sorghum will. produce milk of the risk - est quality, The Adrian, Mich„ Press says one of the questions asked by the members of the Verniers' Club up in Franklin lately was " How does a chipmunk dig his hole with- out throwing out dirt ?" M. Guimarass, a Portuguese inventor, is said to have made a new repeating gun called the Archimedes, which requires neither powder nor compressed air. It is a clever arrangement of extremely powerful springs, and is said to carry quite as far as any ordinary army rifle. An umbrella with a patent arrangement in the handle for attaching it to any object Bo that no one but the owner can release it will supply a long felt need. • Very correct people in Boston spell Han- del's name Haendel. But they don't go far enough. The family name of the composer was variously written Hendel, Handeler, Hendeler and Hendtler. Several years ago three Russian " Lady doctors " started at Tashkend a consulting hospital for Mussulman women, From the. beginning the experiment proved a success, and the popularity of the hospital has been increasing ever since. During the last twelve months no fewer than 15,000 consult- ations have been given. A LIFE•sAYING BRIos.—Prof. Geo. H. Thompsor, of Reading, Pa., has just had pa tented "a lifesaving brick." The inven- tion consists of a hollow steel brick to be coloured the hue of any ordinary brick. The brinks are to be firmly cemented and anchored in the front wall of any building, two feet apart, running from bottom to top. They are so constructed that a fireman or anyone can touch them in front and instant- ly a steel rung of a ladder pushes itself out. The m an can climb up any height securely and safely, as the steel steps are strong enough to bear a ton. A company will be formed at once to manufacture the brick. James Payn is shocked at M. Pasteur's proposal to propagate chicken oholera among the rabbits of Australia "I confess," says he, " M. Pasteur's suggestion fills me with horror. Of all the 'riddles of the pain- ful earth' this is surely the most inexpli- cable, that bountiful nature should have so mismanaged matters that it is neccessary to disseminate a malignant disease among the most innocent animals in order to counter- act their fecundity, The poet has drawn us a picture of a certain little creature ' fondling its own harmless face,' which if its race is to be destroyed wholesale by artificial cholera, we had better dismiss from our recollection." The London correspondent of the Scoia- nran writes : Chemistry seems destined to play almost as important a part in the annals of trade as did the substitution of machinery for hand -labour. I hear that a chemist has discovered' a substitute' fot- quinine, whick can be produced at much less cost than the article which now plays such an important part in the medicine of to -day, and the artificialproduction is said to pos- sess all the medicinal qualities of the famous bark. This, it it indeed be so, will almost certainly destroy the trade in India and Ceylon, which has grown of late years to suoh proportions that it has practically stopped the export of the bark from Peru. A substitute has also, I believe, been found for vanilla, and should this artificial pro- duction obtain the place in commerce which is predicted for it, there can be little doubt that the sugar planters of Mauritius and elsewhere, where the vanilla pleat has gradually been introduced in place of the sugarcane, will find that their new industry has been stricken with a blight as severe as that which has overtaken the sugar in- dustry. Oue of the simplest of barometers is a spider's web. When there is a prospect of rain or wind the spider shortens the fila- ments from which its web is suspended, and leaves things in this state as long as the weather is variable. If the, insect elongates its threads it is a sign of flue palm weath- er, the duration of which may be judged of by the length to which the threads are let out. If the spider remains inactive it is a eigu of rain ; but if on the contrary, it keeps at work during the rain the latter will not last long, and will be followed by fine weather. Other observations have taught that the epider makes changes in its web every .twenty-four hours, and that if such changes are made in the evening, just before sunset, the night will be clear and beautiful. THE MOON A MIGHTY 80MENGEi. Itis chiefly as the producer of our ocean tides that the moon renders us suoh signal service. The sun, it is true, as well as the moon, bxercises an influence in the produc- tion of this diurnal phenomenon ; but it is' on the moon chiefly that we depend for that. important recurrence. By inland dwellers the tides are thought of as monotonous events of no great moment ; but they have a far wider significance than many imagine. Exactly as the sun preserves through the agency of winds a healthy circulation in the atmosphere, so the moon performs a similar service to the waters of the sea, and the great tidal rivers which flow into it. But for this work as a mighty scavenger our shores where rivers terminate would become stagnant deltas of corruption. Twice a day, however, the decomposing matter which our rivers deposit is swept sway by the tidal wave, and a source of pestilence is thus prevented. The Blizzard. Residents in the Northwest have always been disposed to ridioule the idea that they really ever had any blizzards in that coun• try, but the recent storm was so widespread and terrible that there is nothing for than to do but to go to the other extreme and claim that there is no part of the world where worse weather is to bo found. This latter claim would not be unreasonable, Outside the Artie circle such a record of suffering as has been made during the paitt week in Dakota and the adjoining States Is without preoedent. The stories of the fierceness of the storm and the extent of its ravages would indeed be incredible if their were not substantiated by overwhelming evidence,.-•N;2"r. Pone. 1