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ingot *lowly burnt itself out AO lazily
,IFOMand, wretchedness Ink intOlePhbie
•Iganenee rentained as to hie Wifeai fate—
BeMetting that startled hiinWith a slime of
avreetriefisi and Yet etun g biet..with innnite
pain; when the haiinting presence of hie
hast wife seemed ever with him pud would
not let laim rest; when hie remorse was
terrible; and when 'he would have given up
41 he had tn,the world just to hear her say
in hertow food voige that she 4We hint,
•11, •
"tor be limn,/ now diet te had
, . „
wrouged her and that his neglect
And .celdnesebad driven her from her
home.
The. -uncerteinty of her late emnetimee
nearly drove him wild. How could she
lieve laid bar nhinsso acandentelY -that no
traces of her and the child coeld be found?
Could evil have befallen them ? God help
him if a beir of those innocent heads had
been touched. In his weakness he could
not always control the boreible ;imagine-,
tions that beset him- Oitttl he Wouldwalte
-from some ghastly dream and. lie till dawn,
mashie toshake off his deadly terror. Then
all of a sudden in would remember that
hasty postscript, "Do not be anxious about
me. I em.goitig to some kind people who
will be good to ,me and the boy;" Ana he
would fall asleep again while vainly trying
to recall if he had ever heard Fay speak
of any friends of herohildhpod. But thopgh
Erle and Mies Mordaunt tried to help him,
no name °conned to any of them.
It WRS an added burden to him that Erie
could not come to him ; but there was
trouble in Belgravellonse, ad the shadows
were closing round it. Erle coold mot leeve
hitruncle, but wrote verytindly to poor con-
acienc,e-stricken Hugh, and said all he could
tecomfort
It was in those hours of dreary helpless-
ness that Hugh learnt to miss his Wee
Wifie. In those long summer .afteremons,
while his foreign nurse nodded drowsily
beside him, and the hot air crept sluggishly
in at "the open window, how he longed for
the small coolland that used to he laid 'go
softly on his temples, or put the drink to
his patthed lips before they could frame
their want. He remembered the hours the
had sat 'beside him, fanning the flies feint
his pillow or bathing his aching head. She.
hadnever left him—never gleamed tired or
impatient, though her face had grown so.
pale with watching. -Others would have
;Tared her; others told him that she was
spent and weary, but he had never noticed
it. "And; brute thati was," he thought,
".1 left her alone in her trouble with only
strangers and hirelings about her, to fight
her, way through the very Valley of the
Shadow of Death." Be took out her letter
and smoothed' it out—it was a trick of his
when he thought no one would see him. He
had read it over until he knew it off by
heart. Ab! if Heaven would but spare
hina this once and give him back the
strength he had misused, that he might
find her, poor child, and bring her home,
and comfort her as only he could comfort
her. He would love her now, he thought;
yes, if she would only bear with him and
give hini time, he knew from the deep pity
and tenderness which he felt that he would
love her yet, for the merciful Providence
that had laid the erring man low was teach.
ing him lessons that no other discipline
could have inculcated. . .
r wind was whirling
through he f the oaks and
beeches in the Re e when
Sir, Hugh came .home,'a c a
dened
Yes, changed outwardly as well as in-
wardly. Good Mrs, Heron cried when she
saw hini enter the hall on Savilleal arm,
looking so thin and worn and leaning on
his stick.
His you see passed away;
his BMOOt forehead was furrowed
likeathatgof a middle -age .and hie
fair haii bad worn off . it slight thing
him•look;ten years older; and yet as
that in Maigh Redmond's face, if ,Ma
could luayo seen it, that would have fi
heraviire eart with excieeding than
nese. '
gor thou the pallor citused ering
was still the nd those him said
that Sir Hugh an, yet there
was &nobler expression than it had ever
worn in happier.days. Theold fretful lines
&reload the mouth were gone; and, though
the eyes looked sadly round at the old
familiar faces, as though Missing the truest
andt"best, still, there was .a chastened
grit•vity about his whole mien that spoke of
a new and eernestpurpose ;,. of a heart BO
humbled at list that it had fled to ite beet
refuge, and had found strength in the tirae
of need.
Many years afterwards he owned, to one
who wits ever his closest friend, that & whole
lifetirae of suffering had been compressed
into those few short years that had followed
hie father's deeth. The whole plan and
purpose Of his youth had been marred; his
heart wasted by a 'passion that was denied
satisfaction; and lastly, just as he was
beginning tot turn to his neglected wife with
a sympathy and interest that promisedwell
for her future happiness, suddenly
he found his name outraged and his
hoine forsaken, and the load and terror
of an mibearable remorse laid heavily upon
him:
That was a strange winter to Hugh Red-
mond—the strangest and saddest he
had ever passed; when he Spent lobg,
solitary days in the old' Rail; eitd
only Erle—generous, kind-hearted Erie
—dame now and then to break his
solitude.
Alt! he Missed her then,
Sorinatimea, ite he wandered disconsolately
through the afepty Moms, or eat by his
lonely &aide m the twilight, the fancy
would haunt him that she wOuld wine back
to him yet—that the door Would open, and
a little figure come isteelizig through the
ditknees and min into his 'arms with a lota,
glad intr.! And sometimes, when he stood
in her room and saw the ettipty tot over
which she oiled to hang so fondly, si longing
*ohm aiete him for the boy Whoni he had
week bel&in tie strati.
By and by when the apring keturned,
sent° cif hie bla etrength and viger came
131614,0d he vies able to join personally in
the semirch, when a new zest and exeiteineut
Reetned added to his life; and ht the
Oder of the,'chase he learnt forget
Margaret and the shadow of a tOo Berm*.
ful psat.
When the vititett iiiee of hie Wee Willa
seemed to bre him on with the cad 174alhe
oyes that he relnlmberOd so well; when
with the contrariety of man ever eager fat
the unattainable, be began toloog MOre
and room, to Pee her; when his *lager
rerived and imnatiatice wh it. And
Omagh beralY Piatied to hhalltelf,
both anger ehcl $112P104111.90 were beill laf
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CHAPTPA
vatuTas vaniaitnei
nud lather* in noirs worl4 so erear a place,
wnere tno lend Older cry 6 fiiised in vain ;
Where tears of penanceCetne too late or grief.
ne 9n the uprooted flower the genial rain.
Keble.
S* Luke's little summer wee ,over, the
ripe golden days that October binds in her
sheaf, the richeet and rarest of the year's
harvest, had been followed by chill fogs
--
dull sullen days—during which flaring gas.
lights burnt in Hrs. Watkins' shop even at
noonday, and Fern's busy fingers, never
wilhinIy iffle, worked bythe light of e lamp
long before the muffin boy and milkman
made their afternoon rounds in Elyaian
Fields.
Anything farther removed from the
typical idea of the Elysian Fields could
seareely be imagined than on such an after-
noon. It was difficult, even for a light-
hearted person, to ininntain a uniform
cheerfulness where damp exuded every,
where and tha moist thick air seemed to
close round one in vaporous folds. Some,
where, no donbt, the sun was shining, and
might possibly shine again; but it was hard
to realize it—hard to maintain outward or
inward geniality under such depressing dr.
cumstances.
Fern had turned from the window with
an involuntary shudder. Then she lighted
her lamp, stirred the fire, and sat down to
her enabroidery. As her needle flew through
the canvas her lips seemed to dose with an
expression of patient sadness. There
were sorrowful curves that no one ever
sew, for Fern kept all her thoughts to her-
self.
Never since the night when .the had sob-
bed out her grief on her mother's bosom,
when the utterance of her girlish despair
and longing had Ailed that mother's heart
with dismay, never since then had Fern
spoken of her trouble. "We will never
talk of it 'again," she had said, when the
outborst was over; "it will do no
good;" and her mother had sorrowfully
acquiesced. • '
Mrs. Trafford knew that only time,
that beneficent healer, could deaden her
child's pain. Fern's gentle nature was
*capable of quiet but intense feeling. Nea'e
faithful and ardent affections were repro-
duced in her child. It WitS not only the
loos of her girlish dreams over which Fern
mourned. Her woman's love had uncon-
sciously rooted itself, and could not be torn
up without suffering.. An unerring instinct
told her that Erie had not always been
indifferent to her; that once, not so very
long ago, his friendaoip had been true and
deep. Well, she had forgiven his fickleness.
No bitterness rankled in hie, heart against
him. He had been very kind to her;
he would not wish her to be unhappy.
But she was very brave. She would not
look at the future. The cold blankness,
the narrow groove, would have chilled her
heart. She only took each day as it came,
and tried to do her best with it.
With her usual unselfishness she deter-
mined that no one else should suffer
h her unhappiness. Her mother's
•re of rest thould be unshadowed.
e little eunbeem whose smiles
an evening; but it was still
e sweet looks and words
were stillalways ready.
ild her heart would
eerenco. She recog-
d power of self -
brief
It was a
greeted he ,
a sunbeam.
and loving atten
s Nea watched h
ith pride and
• ate strenath
ni
sacrifice
legacy. "
like her lather,"
"she is stronger than a
rather die than ,tell me again
unhappy."
But Fern would not have owned that her
life was unhappy as long as she had her
mother to love her. She was taking her.
this afternoon as she sat alone
gaped as usual to Mrs.
blaming herself for
• en she sang very
sof ite hymn—
h
urice t., her as is
children, ern is most
••• erd say;
.would
she is
mia—and
content;
verse•of her fa
11
An
And
1,8 it
thou blessest is
est geed is ill,
a right that seeing
,sweet will,
but almost
line, she wa
abrupt outran
" -Percy oh,
faltered, and she
her heart began t
was foolish •1, her
Pilecyas step
for the quick ligh
it, but that never cern
"You are alone," he
keen glance round the
beat, because I 'wanted
Have you heard from Mb
Fern ?"
"Yes," she stammered,
eyes to his face with a pity
had a letter the other d
" impatiently, ". Om she gay
when they are corning beck?
"In another fortnight—* least they ,
mean to start then;"and thetai the stopped,
and 'bawd at him Very piteonsly, " How
I wish mother would COO* ; the will not be
very long, and—end I would rather that
you heard it from her."
a Do you Moen that you have anything'
special tot tell rite ?" he asked, struck by her
manner.
"Oh, 1 wish Yon bednot asked me," she
returned, clasping he hands I "you are ao
ond of Crystal, and it will make you
terribly unhappy; but Mother said we
caight to tell you, Petty, deari There was
never any hope for you•—you knbw she
alwaas told yon so; and noW Crystal is
rnarried."
" Married!" he alniOst el:tented, Aria his
haitdeoine young We Seemed tOgrOW hrp
and pale. Married I Pehaw 1 you lire
eating, Vern."
beat Perciy," She answered, gently,
do you think I Woukt stm with .you on
such a subject. Indeed—indeed it is true. 1
She was Married some ten days to Mr.
Ferrero; the blind clergyinan, , who antri
staying at Belgteve Hodge. hed eorne
there to look foe her. Be bed knitWit her
from child, and they heti tong loved each
iljterlLi'rried I" ha repeated, in the lathe
dell, hard voice, and there *its something
good,
oat wrong
e she had fim
rtled by he
'41 not hear i
ed a little
t more qu
ed the last
.brother'e
she
le, and
kly. It
t she ne r heard
teningin luntarily
d to fellow
w.
d quickly, with a
Well, it is
speak to you.
a venport lately,
ising her eoft
expreasion ;
1n hit face that trade X' can throw her arm
totted hie peok.
" Oh, it is hard," she sobbed kOOW
49W bird it is for you to ,her me say thie
but it Ilse to be faced. She never deceive
a PA us trust him to the All Merciful; and,
en thegeod bishop said to the wither p!,S.,t,
Atinastine, the child of SO many prayers
• Oitti mit be lpsta
d Erle Huntingdon had peesea an anzioite,
yon, dear --she ueVer let YOti hope ler
enigle moment ; she weal -alwitys true t
laereelf and you. TrY to heal' it, Percy
try, to be glad that her unharpiness is over
and that elio is married to the man sh
loves. It is the Otl/Y tiliPg that will help
you.
"Nothing will kelp Me," he ;stigma, in
the seine muffled voice; but she would no
be repulsed. She swept back the datk
hair from his foreheed and kissed him
Did she notafflare his sufferings? "Oh, i
mother were only here," she sighed, feeling
her inability to comfott htin. "Mother 6
eo sorry for you, 'headed about it the other
night." -
"Ye," he answered, "mothers are like
that ;" and Oen was silent again. What
was there he could say—he was in no mood
for sympathy. The touch of Fernam soft
arms were torture to him. Hie idol wee
gone in another man's possession. He
ahould never see again the dark
southern loveliness that had ao enthralled
his imagination; and the idea was madden-
ing to him.
In a little while he rose, but no speech
seemed possible to him. A wall of ice
interned to be built up across hie path, and
he could see 110 outlet. "1 cannotstay now,"
he said, and his voice soundedstrange in hie
own ears, " Will you give my love to ray
rciother, Fern?"
"Oh, do not go," shepleeded,apdnowthe
tears were running down her face, "D9
stay with me,Peroy."
"Not now; I will come again," he
answered, releasing himself impatiently;
but as he mounted his horse, some impulse
made him look up and wave hie
hands, And then he rode out into the
gloom.
It wao too early to go home ; besides, he
did not wish to face people. The fog
seemed lifting a little. His mare was fresh,
and she might take her own road, and
follow her own pace—a few miles more
or lees would not matter to him in this
mood.
Black care was sitting behind him on
the saddle, and bad taken the reins from
his 'hands; and a worse gloom than
the murky atinoephere was closing round
him. •
She had told him that hie life was before
him—that he could carve out his own
future; but as he looked back =tie past
life—on the short tele of his four -and -
twenty years—his heart was sick within
'him.
What a pitiable part he had played.
Was it possible that such a woman as
Crystal could ever have loved him ? Had
not his cowardly deeertion of his mother
only won her silent contempt? And now
it was too late to redeem himself' in her
a uncomfortahlndliy, 'PereY'e eehfeetilen of
o his gambling debts had made him seriouily
; uneasy. It was in his power to help him
. this once, he hid said, with minimal stern.
e Agee, but he would sopa be a married man,
ann. then Peroy must look to himself ; and
Percy, nettled at his tone, had answered
somewhat shortly, apd in spite of Prle'll
t generosity they had not parted !Hondo.
But this was not all. AfteeioncheonMr.
. Huntingdon hed celled Erie into his study,
f and had shown him a letter that he had
inet received from Borne anonymous emu -
pendent. Some unknown friend and well-
wisher had thought it advisable to warn
Mr. Huntingdon of his grandson's reckless
doings. Erle looked deacifully shocked es
be read it; And the expression of concen-
trated anger on Mr. Huntingdon's face
frightened him still more. .
" Perhaps it is net true," he stammered,
00 then the remembrance of his conversa-
tion with Percy silenced him.
"True," retorted Mr, Huntingdon, in
hie hard rasping voice •, "do you not 'see
that the writer Rays he can prove every
word? And this is mygrandson, whom
have taken opt of poverty. Well, well, I
might have known the eon of Maurioe
Trafford would never lie worth anything,"
Strangely 1114118t words to be spoken pf
Neale idolized Maurice,. whose pure sopl
would have revolted against his boy's sins.
Erle felt the cruelty of the speech ; but he
dare not contradict hie uncle, What were
the TraffOrds to him now?
There Was to IV large gentlemen's
dinner -party at Belgrave House that even-
ing, Some East Indian director was to be
feted. and Beget"' city magnates were to
honor it by their presence. Ede wondered
that Percy did not make hie appearance,
eyes.
His fate was frowning on him. His
position at Belgrave House had long been
irksome to him. His grandfatherlovedhini,
but not as he loved Erle; and in his heart
he was secretly jealous of Erle—if it had
been possible he would have supplanted
him. Only he himself knew how he had
tempted him, and the subterfuges to which
he had atooped. He had encouraged Erie's
visiteto Beulah Place from motives of self-
interest, and had been foiled by Erie's
engagement to Evelyn Selby.
How he lpatlied himself as he thought of
it all. Oh, if he could only undo the past.
Young as he was, ruin seemed staring him in
the face. He had squandered his handsome
allowance; his debts were heavy. He had
heard his grandfather say that of all things
he abhorred gambling; and yet he knew he
was a gambler. Only the preceding night
he had staked a large. eunt and had lost;
and that very morning he had appealed to
Erle to gave him from the coneequence of
his own rashness.
As he rode on, his thoughts seemed to
grow tangled and confused. His life Was a
failure; how was be to go on living ? All
these years he had led on busks, and the
taste was bitter in his mouth. Oh 1 if
he could Make a clean breast or it all.
And then he repeated drearily that it was
too late.
Hie reins were hanging loosely on his
horse's neck. His high-spirited little mare
had been following her own will for more
than an hour now, and had relapsed into
a walk, as Percy roused himself to see
where he was. He found himself on a
bridge with the river on either side of him.
He was miles away from Belgrave House;
and for the moment be was perplexed,
and drew up to ask a boy who was
loitering on. the footpath what bridge it
was.
There was a steamer pestling; and a little
led had clambered on the parapet to see it
go by. Either he overbalanced himself or
grew giddy, but, to Peroyas horror, there
Was a sharp scream, and the next moment
the child had disappeared. "
Itt an instant Percy was off his horse,
and, with the agility of a itractiaed athlete,
had swung himself on the parapet. Yes,
he could see the eddy where the
child had sank; and in another moment be
had dived into tho dark water.
"It Was a plucky thing to do, sir,"
observed a navvy who had seen the
proceeding, and who afterwards detailed
it to Erle Huntingdon ; «1 don't
know as ever / saw a pluckier
thing in my whole life. Ay, and the poor
yOung•gentlermin wmild have done it too,for
any one tordd see he knew what he wasabout ;
for he dived in straight after the child;
arid then, that dratted steitmer—yon will
exculle me, sir, but One's feelings are strong
—what mud it do but beck to pick up the
child ; and the poor fellow, he meet have
etruk his head agsmat it, for he went down
again. Oh, yes 1 the child was all right, and
the yoneg gentleman would have been all
right too, but for that naety blow, it stunned
hiraLleY0,Oitit8heaccritunned 'him ; the young
spent life was over'. Did he call Upon his
GOd for succor as he went down' into his
watery grave? Who knowO what cry want
up to heaven '? The old epitaph that Was
engraved on the tonab of a notoriotle ill.
litter species quaintly of hope. in such
caljel4Betivitt the saddle said the gtolind
He moray sought and mercy found
and HAY qUoted them softly , tit Crystal as
she *opt over the fate of het nnhappy
Ioeeti
" Hie last Act was to try and eave
another God only knows how far this
woad go to redeera a faultypast—Godonly
knows. Do not try so bitterly, derlitig.
for he was always punctual on ouch MOS.
WOOS ; but Mr. Huntingdon did not seem
to notice his absence. The guests thought
their host looked greyer and more bowed
than usual, and that his step was feebler.
He was getting an old man now, they said
to themselves ; and it would not be long
before there would be a new muter at
Be/grave Home. Any one could see he was
breaking last, and would not last long.
Well, he had done well for himself; and
his heir was to be envied, for he would be a
rich min, and scarcely needed the splendid
dowry that Evelyn Selby woul4. bring
him.
The banquet was juat drawing to its
close when there were signs of some disturb.
ance in the household. The butler wide-
pered to Erle, who immediately left the
room, and a few minutes later a message
was brought to Mr. 'Huntingdon.
Something had happened—something
dreadful had happened, they told him, and
he must come with them at once ; and he
had shuddered and turned pale.
He was growing old, and Ms nerves were
not as strong, as they used to be, and he
supported himself with some difficulty as
he bowed to his guests with old.fashioned
politenesa, and excusing 'himself, begged
his old friend Sir Frederick Drummond to
take his place. But as the door closed
behind him, and he found himself our -
rounded by frightened servants, he tottered
and hie face grew grey.
"You will kill me among yolk," he
muttered, a Where is my nephew? Will
none of you fools tell me what 6 the
matter." •
"He's in there," returned the butler, who
was looking very soared, and pointing
to the library; and the next moment
Erie came out with a face as white as
death.
" Oh ! uncle, uncle, don't go in till they
have told you. Percy is there, end—"
but Mr. Huntingdon only motioned
hint aside with his old peremptori.
nese, and then closed the door upon them.
He knew what he should find there—he
knew it when they whispered into hie ear
that something had happened; and then he
walked 'feebly acrose the mom to the coach,
where something lay with strange rigid
lines under a satin coverlid that had been
flung over it; and as he drew it down and
looked at the face of his dead grandson, he
knew that the hand of death had struck
him also, that he would never get over this
—never! •
CHAPTER %XXVIII.
NEA AND ,HER EATRER MEET AOAIN.
Whence art thou sent from us ?
Whither thy goal?
How art thou rent from us
Thou that wore whole?
As with severing of eyelids and eyes, as with
sundering of body and son].
Who shall raise thee
From the house of the dead?
Or what man shall praise thee
That thy praise may bo said? -
Alas thy beautyl alas thy bodyt alas thy head!
What wilt thou leave me
• Now this thing is done?
A man wilt thou give me,
A Son for my son,
For the light of my eyes, the desire of my Hfe, the
desirable one
Algernon O. ,gwiaburne.
Erle had followed him into the roont, but
Mr. Huntingdon took no notice of him. If
he could, he would have spoken to him and
implored him to leave him, but his tongue
seemed to cling to the roof of his mouth.
lie wished to be alone with his grandson,
te hide from every one, if he could, that he
was stricken down at last.
He had loved him, but not as he had
loved Erle --the benjamin of his old age;
his son of coneolition. Ile had been stern
with him, and had neyer delight to win hie
confidence; and no the blood of the
Anhappj, boy seemed crying to him front
the ground. And it was toy this that he
had taken Win from his mother, that he
should lie there in theprinte of hie youth
with all the measure of his sine full to the
brim. How had he died—but he dared not
ask, and no one told hint. Erie had indeed
said something about a child but he had
not understood any inore than he under.,
stood that they had sent to tell the mother,
Etle's voice, broken with ¬ion, had bet%
tainly vibrated in his ears, but no sense of
the woras had reached him. If be had
known thit that mother was eilready on
her way to claim the dead body of her son,
he would have hidden hinnielf and his gray
hairs,
What a beautiftil fece it Wad, he thought ;
all that had Marred it itt life was voftened
now; the eneere, the hard bitter lines, Were
smoothed aWay, and Roteething like a ereile
reeted eat the young 146. Ab, eurely he
was at rest now Some stray hake citing
damply to his temPlea, end Mr. Hunting.
don etooped (aver him end put them trilde
with almost it woman's -tendernese, ana
then he sat down on the chair beside
him an bowed his grey head in hie liarcle.
He was struck down at last! I iil
idolized Erle had lein there in. Percy'
piece he could have borne it better. But
h9)'1 What if she should coMe ona
require tire at his hands! COMO home
with your own Nea, father" had he eyer
°wail to hear those words?
Hod he ever forgotten her standing there
in the snow with her lathy hidden under
her shawl, end her sweet thip face raised
to hirm ? Had he ever ceased to love her and
yearn for her when hi a anger was most
bitter against her? Surely the demons
most have leagued together to keep posses-
sion of his soul, or he would never have so
hardened hinnielf agaioet her 1 He had
taken her boy from her; be had tempted
his youthful weakness with the sight of
wealth, end then he had teft him to his
own devices, Be had not taught him to
"wash his hands in innocency, or tp take
heed to the things that were right." Day
and night that boy's dead face, with its
likeness to hie mother, would hated hie
memory. Oh, geaven ! that he were indeed
childless, that none of these things might
have come upon him.
" Uncle Rolf, will you not come awl),
with me?" implored Erle; "the house is
quite quiet now, and ell the people heve
gone ;" but Mr. Huntingdon only hook
his heed—he had no strength to rase from
his chair, and he could not tell Erle this.
The poor boy was terribly alarmed at hie
uncle's looks; he did not seem to under.
etapd anything he said; and whet if
Mrs. Trafford should take it in ber head
to conae—if only he could get his uncle
away.
But even as he framed the wish the door
opened noiselessly, and Mr. Huntingdon
raised his eyes. A tall woman with grey
hair like hie, and a pale, beautiful face with.
an expression that almost froze his blood,.
looked at him for e moment, then silently
passed up the room, and with her dros.
brushing him as he sat there motionless,
paused beside the couch. And it was thus.
that Nes and her father met again. But
site did not notice him; there was only one
object for her eyes—the still mute figureof'
her boy. Silently, and still with that
awful look of woe on her face, she drew the,
dark head into her arms, and 6id the dead
cheek against her breast; and as she felt,
the irreeponsive weight, the chilled touch,
her dried-up misery gave way, and the tears
streamed from her eyes,
She was calling him her darling—her
only boy.
She had forgotten his cowardly desertion
of her; the halite and follies of his youth.
Living, he had been little to her, but she
claimed the dead as her own. She had for-
gotten all; she was the young mother
again, its she smoothed the clerk hair with
her thin fuigera and pressed the cold face to
her bosom, as though She could warm the
deadly chill of death.
Nes," exclaimed a feeble voice in her
ear. "Nee, be was my boy tee." And
looking np she saw the tall bowed figure a
her father, and two wrinkled hands
stretched out to her. Ah, she was back in
the present again. She laid her boy down.
on the pillow, and drew the quilt tenderly.
over him; but all the beauty and softnesa.
seemed to die out of her face, as she turned
to her father.
"My boy," she answered, "not youre ;
for you never loved him as I did. You
tempted him from me, and made him
despise his mother; but he 6 mine now;
God ,took him froin you who were ruining
him soul and body, to give hint back
to me."
"Nea," returned the old man with
groan; "I have sinned—I know it
now. I have blighted your life; it
have been a hard cruel father; but in
the presence of the dead Hum should be
peace,"
44.Hy life," she moaned; "thy life. Ab,,
if that were all I could haviforgiven it long
ago; but it was Maurice—Maurice whom
you left to die of a broken heart,
though I prayed you to come with me.
It was my husband whom you killed;
and now, but for you my boy would be
living."
"Nea, Nes," he wailed again; "my only
child, Nee ;" but as she turned, moved
by the concentrated agony of his voice,
he fell with his face 'downward on the
couch, siorose the feet of his dead.
grandson.
* *
The doctors who were summoned said:
that a paralytic seizure had long been im-
pending; he might "linger for it few weeke,
but it was impossible to say whether
he would ever recover full consciousness
again.
Erle heard them sadly; he had been very
fond of the old man hi spite of the tyranni-
cal sway that had ruled him from boyhood.
His uncle had boon hi0 generous benefactor,
and he could not hear of his danger without
emotion.
Mrs. Trafford had not left the house from
Ike moment of her father's alarming seiz-
ure; she had taken quiet possession itf the
sick -room, and Only left it to foflow her boy
to the grave. Fern Was there too, but Erle
did not speak to her; the crape veil hid her
face, and he Could only see the gleam of her
fair hair shining in the wintry sunlight. .4
The two women had stood together, Fern e
holding her ntother's hand; and when the
service was over, Mrs. Trafford had gone
back to Belgraee House, and some kindly
rleighbor had taken the girl home. Erie
would gladly have epoken seine niotcl of
sympathy, but Mks. Trafford gave him en
Opportunity. Neither of them knew how
sadly and wilitfally the peer girllookecl after
them. Erhee changed looks, his paleness
and depression "Mide Fern's heart
heavier; she had not known that he had
loved Percy so. Shehed no idea that it Was
the eight of hei. Own idint riving figure Mov-
ing between the graves thdt Made Erie look
BO sad. She Was dearer to hint than ova.,
he told himself; an they drove *way trona
the cemetery; and he hated hiineelf as he
said it,
He had not seen Evelyn: grate Patty's
death. She Wad staying at SOWN) COOtitiY
house vvith her mint, Lady .hieltrercierg,
where be was to hest joined thetil but of
course this Wag impossible under the eir-
oninstaneee; and though he did iiot like to
oWn to blintielf that her absence was it
relief, he took the opportmlity of toblinghee
not to hurry back to London on hie
iiecount, a� hie time was so fully occupied
With necoseary business and watching hie
peer Miele that he weiticliiiit be free to tOme
tet her.
(to be earitlimued.)