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"Tomer Emmet- "chatejiu. crer:/eto.i
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already bowed, and streak into&spirited
Which. Mt Many of the youngpeo I
to whrligin circkie and produced th
result:which; Marie so Mach •desired, taz
ititook GUYaway from the plane, for he
-could-not; mistake her evident wiah to have
hine as -a partner, and with bis arm around
•. her wallet, he was soon moving rapidly
fromthat part of the room„leavingeelythe
• doctor to wateh„: Maddy's fingers •as they
Hew over the kaaedt'Maddy 'lever thought
being tiredt Slatenjoya the excitement,
- aid was. glad she coulZ- do something
• towards entertaining Guy's guests. But
• Guy did not, :forget her for an instant.
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Through All the mazes of the giddy &Moe
•_ _hithed_herbefOre-hiseeyee- seeniguotethe
oloudsoflace-anderauslineenoiroledlatehis
atm; but the little figure in Kim sitting so
• patiently at the; piano until he knew she
Must betited, and determined to release
her. . ohenced, ?farm was on his arm,
and-ctrayangliortneitzeer WMaily,ehe said,
"Your fingers ache by this tinee,I am sure.
It is wrong to trouble you longer. Apes
will take your. .place while you teir eve -
drilla -I shalt tint youapArthert -
"Ch, thank von," ?faddy answered.. . I
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am not eki
ed' n- thee least. I had as lief
lay till morning, provided they are satisfied
with
•
-my tune, end my stoch of mUstaholde
Outat
"Bait is not fair forone to do all the
' playing; besides, I shall ask youto dantie.
with reeltemed-bte"
Maddy'a face crimsoned. for an instant,
and then in a-lOW VOIOG she said, a Ithank
you, but I mutat decline."
"Maddy!"Guy exolaimedt in tonesmore_indicative of reproach, than expostulation.
Therewere tears in Middy's- eyes, and
- Marie Cutler watching her; was vexed. to
•- see bow beautiful was the expression of
• hetface as late- answered frankly, "I have
steYeetold 1Pu-that grandpa o-htle*cIto my
taking• danoing *sons wheu 1 wrote,'
to him about it. He does not like me to -
diettea" .
"A saint!" mane: uttered under her
• breathismilingoontemptuciusly seethe Made -
&movement to leavethe plane, hopingGuyWeald follow her.• • .
But he did not at once. Standing for a
momentirresoliete while he loOkedeuriously
• at Maddy, he said at last: • -
• Of course I interfere with no one's "e
scruples of that kind, but I cannot alio*
you to wear yourself out for our AMUSe-
ment." .
' " I like to play -please let me," WWI
" Maddy'sreply; and, as the set upon the
'floor were Waiting for her, she turned to
the instrument, while Guy Mechanically
• Offered his arm to Maria, who was waitingfOr him, and ,stmeteredtoward the green.
obliged to appear again in the parlors
=lathe chose.
The doctor knew Middy did not require
his presence after the . first lialf hour, but
he hasisted'upon her being sent to bed, and
then went frequently to her door, until
assured by Mrs. Noah that she was Weeping
soundly, and -would, if .left alone, as
well as ever on the morrow; a prediction
e
whioh roved true, for when at a late hour
e next- morning the family met at the
breakfast table, Wadded -8 was the brightest,
fieshest face of the Whole, not even except-
ing Jessie's. ?faddy, too, Was 'delighted
with the petty, declaring that nothing but
pleasurable excitement and heat had made
her faint; and then, ,with all the interest
which young girls usually attach to fainting
fits, she asked how she looked and how she
acted, and if she didn't appear very ridicu-
lous, and how she got reit of the root's,
saying the only thing she felt after failing
was a seneation . asif she were being torn
in two.
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-etThateritta cried jessiteewlite volunteered
the desired intormation. "Brother Gey
was 'way off with Maria Cutler, and &toter
was with mamma, but both ran BO fast,
and both tried to take- pee up. think
-2.1i-se Cathie real- baleful,' for she eiaid
mean hke, "Do you see them pull her,
if it. was of the slightest consequence wh,
carried her out?' '
etadeiteleat Gay interpoied sternly ;_wh
-the debtor, wile had spent the - night
Aikensicle, looked disapprovingly at t
_
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_tee_
tort e engaged to Guy, I should may it was
proper; but if not why, I don't know; the
fat is, Maddy, r am not quite certain
w tit I'm saying. :so you must excuse -me.
I iihnost hated you that day you sent the
note, telling me you were coming to be
eiiintined- but -I had not. seen you then. I
di I not -know bow, after A while -a very
li tie while -I should in all probability -ea
well, laid; I changed my mind, and I -I
•guass you have not the elightest idea what I
man." And stopping suddenly, he con:
fr aited the astonished Maddy, who replied:
'Not the slightest, unless you -are going
ieta" •
3he could in no other way account for
hi strange conduct, .and she sat staring at
hixa while he continued:
I told you once that when I wanted my
b' I I'd let you know. I'd ask for pay. I
want it now. I present my bill."
grandfather -to -miss it, arid how -much
, -With a soared, zniserable feeling, ?faddy
lig tend to him, wondering where she could
getthe money,--ifit-were possible for her
he . entire wardrobe would bring, suppose
shE should -sell it. The billhad not troubled
her latterly, for she had 'fallen into a wey
of believing that the doctor would wait
al-sheewes gracItemUd and could earn it
by teaching.. - Nothing could be it
4aeae inopportune than for him to present now
wa an ' with a half -stifled sob she began to
e. , but he silenced her by a gesture,
- and sitting down beside her said, 111 a voice
at -1
he More natural that:111e one with which he
ha 1 at firstaddressed her :
little girl, who subsided into silence af
:saying an under -tone, el: &think she's
hateful, and that feel all she - (Aid either
;about ?faddy I ' •
_ It Was rather uncomfortable it the
table 'after that, and- rather quiet too, as
?faddy did not care to ask any more con -
tinning her faint, while the others were
net disposed to talk. .
. Breakfast over, the two - young: (men
repaired to the library, where Guy indulged
fields cigar, whilellatt doctor- fidgeted for:
a time, andthen broils out abruptly:
tFI say, Gay, have you said anything to
-well,-well, about me, you know?"
"'Rhea-, no, Itre hardly had a 'chance;
and then, again, I concluded it better for
each one to Revak for himself;" and tmocle
mg he ashes trete his halfamoked. cigar,
Guy leaned backbehisehairtivith his eyes,
and to all appearance, thoughts, wholly
intent upon the owls of smokerising above
his head. -
"Guy, if you were not engaged I should
be tempted to think you -wanted Maddy
Clyde yourself," the doctor suddenly
xclantaed, confronting Guy, who still
watching :the rings of smoke, :answered
with the most prevoking coolness, You
shoteld?" -
"Yes, I should; and am not certain
ut you do as it is. Guy," and the doctor
grew very earnest his manner, eif you
do care for Middy Clyde, and she for you,
pray tell Me so- before . make a feel of
myself."
"Dootor,a returned Guy, throwing the
mains of his Cigar- Into the grate, and
'ding his halide on his head, " you 'desire
at I be frank and I win. I like Maddy
lyde, very Much -more, indeed, than Ii113r
ter •
Middy, I knowyou have no money. It
is tot that I want, ?daddy I want -I want
• •
oue, •
.
, He befit down over her now, for her face
vya hidden in her hands, all sense Of sight t
sh outrall sense of hearing too, save the
wh
room. '
"What a blue old i,enoremous that
. grandfather must be to object to dancin
don't- you thinleso?" lateria saide laughing 0
0 little spitefully, and feeling secretly glad
_re
to
th
t at Muddy had refused, and secretly
angry at Guy for eeeining, to care so much.
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Say," she continued as Guy did not
answer her, "Don't you think it. sign
that - something is lacking, in brains or
• education, when a person sets bp that claim-
• kg is wicked?" •
Guy would • have taken tdaddrit side
-
then, whatever he Might have thought and
he replied: .
"Not lack -of brains., certainly. Educe,
• tem and eircumstances have much to do
with one's views upon. that subject. For
; my part, like to see people consistent.
Now, thiaoldigeoramous; yOuteell him,
lays greet stress on-aontp- and vanities-, and
• when I asked him once what ha meant
by them, hiamenlioneddencingin particular
as one .of the things which you church
raembera premolar to renouncer and Guy
hawed, toward Maria, whatahnowfne that
she was one of the churohMemberareferrecl
t04, winced perocitatiblye
girl -this Middy.- There's no
reason Why she should decline," she said;
and Guy replied: _ -
alteseect for her 'grandfather, tee her
case, •seems to • be stronger thee respect for
A higher power iu- some other Caliefr:
" pit as Wicked: to play for deeding
as 'tis to dance," Marie remarked lamas
tetatly ; while Guy rejoined:
" That is very possible; but 1, Presume
Maddy has never seen itinvrItich
• makes a difference and the two retraced
their steps to the room where the gay
xevellets were pita- tripping to Maddy's
. •
After sevetat ineffectealeefferta Agnes
, had, succeeded in enticing the doctor "away
from the piano, ,and7 thus there was no one tha
.
near te see how at last the bright- color. kt
e' began to fade from Maddy's ebeeka as the, -and
Mites before her ran together, and the keys who
assumed the forre of One huge key which eD
she could not manage. .There was, blur sad
before her eyes, buzzing in her ears, and ilia t
lust as the dancetewere entering heart and ta-ke
idat into the merits of popular pelkse awe
there was a sudden raise- 111
the leuelet a' thin
Mash pricing the keys, and a faint cry"; thin
which, Hounded very much like "Mr. Gity,
girt I ever met, except -Lucy. Had I never
Been her--Luoy, I meaue-I cermet tell how
I should fed toward Middy. The chances)
arethowever, that much as I admire her, I
should not make her my .wife, even if she.
Were willing. But I have seen Luoy, . I
am engaged to be Married. I shall keep
AO engagement, and if you have feared
me at all BO Evrival;: you. may feat me no
longer. I do not stand between you and
Maddy Clyde." • •
Guy believed Alit he Was saying the
truth, notwithstanding that, his heart beat
fester than its wont and his -voice was a
littIe thick. It was doubtful whether the
would marry ?faddy Clyde, if he could:
By nature and -education he was very
‘proud, and the inmates of the red cottage
would have been An obstacle - to lbe
euranountect by his pride. He knew they
were far, far better than himself;
from his earliest remerahrantee lie had
been. tenight, that blood and , family and
position were allimportent ; that by virtue
them Remington was a name of which
be proud; that this father's foolish mar -
'age with A pretty governess, was the first
salliance ever known in the family, and
t was net 'likely to follow that
mple was a paint fully established in
own mind. He might admire ?daddy
much, and, perhaps, build. castles of
at might possibly. have been, had she
n_ in his sphere of life; but, sherd& he
ver
think of znaking her his wife, the
en pride world certainly comeup as a
er between athem. Guy could not
"sin all this to the doctor;* who would
a been tempted to knook him down, if
had; but be succeeded in quieting his
and even auggeeted. bringing Illaddy
e, if the doctor wisleedte know his fate
t- morning.
I hear her ziow-T11 call her," he said-
openingthe dotty, he spoke to Middy
was ' just passing through the hall.
r. Holbrook wishes to see you," he
as Maddy °eine up to him; and, 'he deer, for hoz. to enter, he SEW: her
the gest- he bad justvacatedThine
ng it upon them, he walked away
king that last night's party', or some -
g, had produced a bad effect ozi him,
she felt ;gliel the dootor would tell Guy.
,Shedid notanalyzeany of her feelingeor•
stop to ask why she should care to have
Guy Remington know the answer she had
given Dr. Holbrook., He was going ,to him
now, she was sure, for he arose to leave
her, saying he Might not see her again
"b,afgre she returned to. New York. She did
_
notmention-hie hilt! "That Was among the
bye-gones, a thing -never again to be talked
about; and offering hita her hand, she
looked for an instant earnestly into his face,
and then without a word, hurried from
the room, while the doctor with a sad,
heavy heart, went in quest Of Guy:
-"Refined you, did you say ?" and Ge
cbfatielyfoedrece.esrintaino;hyo llooeftketude,bdriooghtoterrivith.rmitadhdas„d
"Tee, refused me, as I mighthave known
she would," was the "dodoes reply, spoken
so naturally that Guy looked. up midday to,
see if he really did not care.
- - •
But_theexpression-of the lacebelied-the
calmness of the voice; and,. touched with
genuine pity, Guy Asked the cause of the
refusal-" Preference for any one else, or
enough to be my wife, that was all," the
Ne, there was no one -whom she ere -
ferret'. She merely did not like me well
doctor said, and then he tried to talk of
something else.; but it -wctuld not do. The
wound was yet too fresh .and sore to cot-
aredup, and in spite of himselfthe bearded
Chin quivered and the manly voice shook as
he bade good-bye to Guy, and then ' went
. _ —
galloping down the avenue. •
Great was the consternation among the
doctor's patients when it was known. that
heir tea physician -the one in whose skill
hey had se much confidence -Was going to
eters, where in Paris he could perfect
imself in his profession. Some cried, and
mong them Agnes; seine -said he knew
nough already; some tried to dissuade
im from his purpose ; some wondered at
he sudden start, while Only two knew
audit? why he was going -Guy and Maddy;
lie- former ap,proving his decision and
wo de he was paining into her ear -words,
a
it
oh burned their way into her
'lig it throb for A shigle moment
ified , pride," and, then grow as h
lead as she. knew- how. %hurt
as for her to pay the debt in the
tvli eh he desired.
"1 MIN. dootor ; oh, I can't!" she
bed. . "1 never dreamed of this;
'supposed. you would want me for your
I an only a little , girl -only sixteen
October -but 'I'm so gorry for you,
have been so hind. If I could - love y
1
yo deserve! I do love you, too; Itt
ehe way you mein. , I cannot be your
no. doctor, Icannet.". .
S te was .sobbing piteously, and in
con ern for her ;the doctor forgot' 110
hears
with
eavy
ssible
way
sob -
never lending his influence to make his tour
wife abroad as pleasant as possible and the
ease atter weeping,bitterly as she thought how
;rho , she had sent him away, and that, if aught
ou ae. befell WM on the sea or in distant lane,
t not she Would be held responsible. Once there
wife, came over her the wild impulse to bid him
' stay, tosay that ,she would be his wife;
he, but before the rash Act was done, Guy -came
me: down to the cottage, and ?daddy's resole-
wh t the stunning blow he had received.
Don't, Maddy !" he said, drawing her
tre fornt olcsiely to "him. "Don't
be ce distressed: I did- not much think
you d tell me yes, and I: was A fob' to ask
I am too old ;but, Maddy, Guy is as
I'am." , . ; • .
T e &dot did not know why he said
this unless in the first keenness of
diss, tpointment-there was a.satisfaction
telli -her that the 'objection • to his
wou 4, apply alga to Guy. Put it did
effe t Reddy in the feast, or give her
ulig test inkling of his meaning. He se
d ot and the pain was leis to bear.
Still he would know certainly_ if he had a
rive., and he said to. her : ,
"Do you love some one else, Maddy?
Is a other" preferred before me, and is that
the reason why you cannot love me 2 •
le," "Maady answered, through her
tear. There- is no one else. Whom
should I love, unlesset were you? I 'Mow
. • -
110 dy but Mr. Remington.'
•. 'I' et name touched a sore, aching chord
in t e doctor's heart, but he gave no sign
of t jealousy which had troubled him,
and or a moment. -there was a silenoe. in
the
tion gave way at once. '
It Would be difficult to tell the exact
nature of Maddy's liking for Guy at that
tiine. Had be offered himself to her she
would probably have refused him even
.more promptlythan she did the doctor; for,
toaltintents and purpcies, he was; in her
estimation, the husband of Lucy Ather-
hie stone: As such, there was no harm in
in Making him her paragon of all male excel -
age knee ; and Guy would have felt flattered
me could he have known how much he was in
the that young girl's mind. But now for a few
iv it daYfit he had aerival, for Maddy's thoughts
were all given to the doctor, who came
before starting for,
tate to call him 'CT088, while Jessie com-
.
Named that he never romped or played
with her now, but sat all day long in a
deep reverie of some kind. y
On this account, Middy did not look
forward to the coming vacation as joyfully
as she would otherwise have done. I Still,
it was always pleasant going home,And she
sat talking with her young friends 1 of all
they expected to do, when a servant
entered the room, and glancing over the
group of girls, singled Maddy out, saying,
hand, " A telegram for Miss Clyde."
as he placed an unsealed envelope in her
There was A blur before Maddy's eyes, so
that at first she could not see olearlY, and
Jessie, climbing on the 1 bench besid her,
tt
read aloud:
Your grandniother is dying. Come at
once:- _Agnes and Jessie ' will say till next
week. - - • GUT REMINGTON."
, -
It was impossible to go that__afternoon,
• but with the earliest dawn Maddy was -up,
and Unmindful of. the snow falling so at
rapidly, started on that sad journey
It was the first • genuine 401131 of the
season, and it seemed resolved on *thing .
Amends for past neglect, gweeping in f-leriotis
gusts against the Windows, sifting da*il -
in thick Masses from the leaden sky, and so
impending the progress -of the - train- that
the chill Wintry night had closed gloomily '
in ere the Sommervillestation was reached, '
and ?faddy, weary and dispirited, stepped
out upon the platform, glancing for
the usual omnibus, :which she had little
hope would be there on such Atli -gild :al! -_
not what -would she do? This had I been.
theburdee of her thoughts for the laid few -
hours, for she could not expect Guy to send ,
Out his hems, in this fearful storm; *tech ,
less to be there "laniself. But guy was, ,
there, and it : was his -TOiCe WhiChl first
greeted her as she etoodhalf-blinded by the
sweet uncertain whatshemust do 11111ft. 1
" Ah.'Mr: Rezeington, I didn't expect
this. - I am so glad, and heiv kind it was. • -
of you to wait Lor me ?" she exclaimed, her
rveopicalinegx-ftrhee8stiiondeg g4eterandiewlihgbOiLand -ndOat beePlia35
with Maddy's hand- in his, and pressihg it
in
Very patient or happy through the six long -
hours of waiting he had endured.-
-
But he was both happy and patient now,
very gently he ;ledher into the ladies'remn; -
then making her sit down before the fire, -
he brushed her snoiey gatmentathimself; .
and dashing a few fielres from her disoidered, :
hair, told her what she BO eagerly wished
to know. ' kriow, Her grandmother had. had a
paralytic stroke, and the only word shehad
uttered since was" Middy." Gay had not " •
been down himself, but had sent- Mts. •
-Noah assoon as Punier Green hadbroiight
the news. - She was there yet, the storm. .
you
hiving prevented her return. I" -
old •
"And grandma ?" Muddy gasped, fixing
her eyes wistfully upon him. .. "Youdo
not think her dead?" • . I -
No, Guy did hot. god stooping he asked .
•if he should not remove from the little teat
testing on the stove hearth - the ever-sh ea
ed fell of melting" snow. • Maddy cared`
nothing for her shoes or • herself just then..
id She hardly knew that Gey was takinoillem
off, -much less_that as he bent beside her, et
,
heed lay "ightly upon his shoulders As he
continued her questionings.
- "Sheis not dead you say; but . you do. .
thinkdoes anybody .think She'll -die? Your
telegram said 'dying.'
Maddy was not to be deceived, and think. -
ing it best to be frank with her, .Guy -told •
her that the physician, whom he -had
taken ranee! see on his way to the depot,
had said there was hope. 1 Old age and
an :impaired - constitution Precluded he '
possibility of recovery, but he trustee he.
realite that Maddy had refused hita; there was in earnest; and Much against his will didl ever leave her ?" and burying her f .
il
mother did not wish her to keep there, and Might lite till the young lady carne. "
room; then, as ,the doctor began to he meet take them back. _ Guy gavot she "'She must -she will! Olegrancima, why
awoke within him a moreintense desire to he received' again the .ornaments" he itee in: her heads- Maddy cried passionately, :
effort and he pleaded again -ter aer. 'eveolder a Milady said& 'Mt Guy thought it 'hie -Italie had spent in luxurious.ease
wie her thin he hadeverielt before. He been - so hippy 111 purchasing , - while the last three years of her life passed .
-would not give her up without another "They will do for Jessie when sliewas, in rapid review before her mind -years
gale , over the past, taid telling of theiner-
down to see her once
Europe. She did not cry While he was
there, but her VOille was strange and hoarse
as she gave him messages for Lucy Ather-
storie; and all that day her face was -white
and sad as are the tapes of those who
cornelaok from burying their dead. ,
Only once after the, party did she go up
to Aikenside, and then, BUM.170011i13g all her
fortitude, she gave back to Guy the brace-
lets and the necklace, telling him she ought
not to wear them; that ornaments as rich
as these were not for her; that her grand -
of
to
ri
me
tha
exa
his
eery
wh
bee
ye
old
bird'
exp
hay
he
fear
ther
addy fell forward with dter face upon making him blue and wretched, .just as,
be should suppose a Miming would feel
when about to be„executed.
- CHAPTER XVI
TEM DOCTOR Alm
Now that they were alone, the doctor
courage forsook him-, and be aould only
e .mano. It was hard telling which
carried her from the room, the doctor' or
Guy, or which face of the three was the
whitest, Guy's -was the most frightened,
for the doctor knew she had only fainted,
While Guy, struck with the marble rigidity
of the face so recently 'flushed with excate-
ineut, said at "She's dead. !a while stammer out comrcrozeplace remarks
over him there flashed a -feeling that life' about the party, asking how she had
with Maddy dead would be desolate
indeed. But Middy was not dead, and
Guy, when he went back. to his guests,
, carried the news that he had recovered
from her faint, ,which she kindly ascribed
to the heat of theaoom, instead. of fatigue
fronie_playhig so long. The dootor was
with her, and she was doing as well . as
could be expected he said, thinking within
himeelf hew -he wishadtheywoula go home,
and wondering What attraction there was -
there, now that ?daddy's place, was vacant.
Guy was. a very enterable man by the
time the last guest bed bidden him gooa-
ialbeehadheatclfor the hmdred-ancl-
- Ild41ightf al evening it
"ad that he
I
enjoyed it, andea she was sure she had
entirely recovered from the effects- of her
feintieg fit.' He was not gettina on af. all,
and at was impossible for him to say
anything as he had "meant to say it. Why
couldn't she help him, instead of looking so
unsuspiciously at him with those large,
Might eyes? Didn't she know how dear
she was to laze? He should think she
might. She 'night to have divined it ere prom
this ; audit so, why didn't she blush, or do URN
something? - she et
At last she came to his aid by saying, that
"You-proniised to tell-zne about the brace- n
lets and necklace, whether I ought to keep
them."
•
i -'I
est awakened when first she ostrie to him
that April afternoon, almost two years ago;
thee of ehe littlesick girl who hadegrown
so -in the bleat -never -Wore affected in
the 16tist by womankind--; and lastly, of the
heaed woman, as he called her, sitting
beside him now in all the freehness of her
yen, womanhood. Middy, as She list-
ened felt for. him a strange kind of a pity,
a wish to dochis bidding if she only Could;
andwhy shouldn't she? Girls had Married
thos whom they did not love, and been
tolerably- happy • with them toe. Perhaps - a a house . on Madison Square; and
she ould be so with the doctor. There was -Maddy to her bocikst -which ' ere bong
everything about him to respect, and much obliterated,in a measure, the bittetenemory
whic she weld love. - Should she try? of all that had transpired during her winter
There wage great lump in ;11daddy s throat vacation-. - -
very oubtful . whether Jessie -would ever mg her grandmother to toil that humble ;
have them. They Were gomething. he . had „cottage, And die without one parting, Word -
bought for Maddy, sontething she had for her.
worn, and as such they were ton to Thefeeling that perhaps she had been
gate to another: So lie' laid them away. guilty of neglect was the bitterest of all,
beside the picture guarded se -carefully and Maddy wept on, unmindful of Guy's
from every one. - _ < attempts to tieothe her. At lest, as she
4 Two Weeks afterward. Aikenside presented heard a clock in the adjoining room strike
:a desolate, shut -up appearance, for Agnes, eight, she started up, exclaiming, " I -.Iters''
Middy and Jessie had returned to Nis* stayed too long. I retest go now. 'Is there
York; Agnes to continue the siege Which; any conveyance here ?"
in desPair of winning the debtor, she had "But, Maddy," Guy rejoined, "you can.
commenced against ail& Old bachelor, who not go tenight. The roads between here :
_ _
ncl Henedele are one unbroken snow -ban -
It would take hours to break through ;.- '
besides, you are too tired. You need Test,
And Must :come with me to „Aikensidec
where -you are expected for .: W bee I f
,
as s 8 tried tiepeak, but .it ()leered away,
tweed: !lie said very sadly, but very earnestly,
r.. "-pr. Holbrook, would yeti like me to say
yes *th my lips when all the time there
This was not et all *hat Ma.ddy meant
vi
Was something at my heart tugging to
ans ar no." " --r
to say, but the words were barn of her
extreare truthfulness, and the doctor thus
learned the nature of the struggle, which
he sa* was going on. ,, „ , . ...
Maddy,1 would not have you say
yes anion your heart was in it," . he
answ 'red, while he tried to smile upon the
teed . face looking up so sorrowfully at
him- i ' ' •
-
But i the .amile " was a forlorn one and
there came instead at tear as he thought
how dear was this girl who never could be
his. Maddy saw the tear, and, as if she
were '9J child, wiped it from -his -cheek ; then,
in tomes which never faltered, she told him
would think of hint always as her . promised
it rai ht be that in time she should learn,
to lo et him. She world try so hard,-
husbencle and by. that means- should learn
at la I not to shrink from . taking him for
; . .
such. ;It might be ever so long, and perhaps
she. should be twenty or Moroi but some
time n the -future she . should feet - differ-
ently Was he satisfied, and would he wait?
t_ He little -hand waerestifig- 011 hi B .13110111;
der, but be did not mind its soft -pressure
or ow that it was there, so strong was
. .
the - mptation to accept the .halfenade
ite. - But the doctor Was too noble, too
llish, to bind *eddy to himself unless
pre wholly grilling, and he said to her
ii! she did net love him now she probe -
ver would. ,She could not Make
love. P. She need not try, as it . would _Only
- , ,
resul in her,own unhappiness. They would
be fri was jest as they always had been,
Iola
one need, know of what had passed
en them, except Guy. "1 must -tell
athe doctor said, "because he knew
was going to ask you," • . e -
dy meld not explain why it was that ,
. . , t h
"Yes, oh, yes, I believe I did." " Andget-
-ling up from his chair, the doctor began to
near, the better to hide his con- .betwe
tee--ftelette Youelooked hiin '
• ! I
; but you that
If yeti 11
cHotEri
'WOMANHOOD.
- Two years pass quickly, particularly at
school, and to Maddy Clyde, talking with
her companions of the coming holidays, it
seemed hardly possible- that two whole
years were gone since the eventfel vacation „ y
how late the train would he, I sent
to have your room and the parlors wet
and se nice het supper ready for us:
Toed' surely go with me; if I think' best.". '
Guy's manner was more like a lover
than a friend; but Maddy was -nit state .
to retiaterk it. She Only felt -811 latelDle
desire to 'go home, and -turning a deet -eat
to all he could urge,replied:
-
OU dOUI know how dear grandma is
, or you would not ask me to stay.
ell the mother -I ever knew. - Think,
you stay if the one. you heed best -7
ying 2" • -
ut the'oneI love best is net dying, so
reason (dearly, Middy." -
e Gay checked himself, and listened
While *eddy asked- again if: there was -110 -
00I1Vey&I1Ce there as usual.
"None but mine," said Guy, while
?faddy continued faintly':
"And you are afraid it will kille o
horses ?" .
"No, it would only fatigue , there
greatly. - It's for you I fear. Yottie •
borne enough toelay."-.
(To he continued). ,
when Dr.' Holbrook bad so startled her b,y
offering her hie. hand._ He wasin,Europe She's
to me
still, and . another name than his was on viaida
the little office in Mrs.. Connor's yard. To A
Maddy now wrote frequently; friendly, .-71fainitiar 1;
betters, such - as _ A-broeher might et:
write, never referring to the Vast, but
telling her Whatever he thought would Her
interest and please her. .0coaitionally, at
first, and more. frequently afterwards, he
spoke of Margaret Atherstene, Limy's
plunger Sister, brillitiet, beautiful • girl
who reminded,him; he said, et Maddy, only
she was saucier, and more of - a -tease; not
at all like Lucy, whore_ he described as
soznethingperfeotly _angelie. , Her twenty-
fifth birthday foepd.,dierem a sick bed, with
Dr. Holbrook in attendance, and this Was
the reason given'whythemarriege between
herself and Gut, was again deferred.- There
had beet' many week' • of pain, succeeded
her as the family physician, while Margaret
sit up ail data and even wela
also had been constantly in attendance. -
ibnYg331uacmItl:thwuieed:rwtrmasme:tilii:::: sdbee°ofteil languor,
, e_gedu°srhe'll'aetnendewddiuitsrh:
tter now. Sheeould
wtahnooseetassisted bady :the doctor and Margaret,
come to be aletost as
fan:tiller to . Maddy as was - that of Lucy.
And Maddy, in thinking of Minaret, some, -
any further than t
times ' wondered "1!--,"hab*Nbeuitihnerevedirdwsehnet
ask Guy i Word . shim; her, though she
knew he mist have seen her. She did- net
say much to him of Lucy, but she wondered
-why he did not go for her, and wanted to
talk with him about it, but he was so
changed that she dared not. He was not
sociable as of old and Aguesdid ' '
The Laugh of a Child.
The laugh of a child will make the holiest
day more sacred still. Strike with the -
hand of fire, _0 weird musician, thy harp
strung with Apollo's golden hair; fill the
vast cathedral aisles with symphonies
sweet and dim, deft touches of the organ
keys; blow, bugler, Mow, until thy silver
notes, do touch and kiss the moonlit waves ,
and charm the lovers wandering 'mid
vine -
clad bills! But know your sweetest strains ;
are discords all compared with childhood's
happy laugh -the laugh that fills the eyes
with lightund every heart with joy. Oh;t
rippling river of laughter! thou art the ,
boundary line between the beasts and men,
and every wayward wave of thine doth
drown sonie fretfulfiencl of pare. 0, Laugh-
ter! rose -lipped daughter of Joy! there
are dimples enough in thy cheeks to catoh
and hold and glorify all the tears of Grief. -
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